Ever since you reversed me, things were never the same.

I tried to snap you out of the darkness with your former ace, Dragonic Overlord the end. I desperately wanted to bring you back, to take back the Kai Toshiki I loved.

But you held out.

I loved it when you stood your ground, how that fierce determination never faded, even after the end.

But this time, I almost hated you.

You successfully won and turned me into what I am now.

Reversed.

But in mid suboku, I told you that you weren't alone, that I always was there for you, that you were so stubborn all the time. I wanted to tell you so much more, but I didn't have time.

I didn't have time to say 'I love you'.

While the pain went through me like a burning arrow, you gave me a look, your eyes churning with love, contempt, evil and happiness.

It was as if you were happy to have me as your companion once again.

As I was reversed, I felt that I needed to protect Kai, help Kai, serve Kai, accompany Kai. But my greatest goal was to love Kai.

You told me to tell your friend that you were now reversed.

Aichi.

I felt rage course through my veins as you said that name. I felt that you loved him more than you loved me, the fire in your eyes still lighting up every time you said that name. But I couldn't bring myself to disobey you. I wanted to so badly, but I couldn't.

So I went and told him.

I told him about you, as he gave me that horrified look and started asking me questions.

I answered it simply.

"Kai is reversed." I told him.

He gave me a look that made me want to slap him, to grab him and yell at him about stealing your love for me.

But I kept my calmness.

I silently walked out, quite satisfied, but feeling distressed as hell.

Nonetheless, I will always serve you and protect you, and love you.

And Mabye one day, I can finally have my first kiss with you.