Crying' For Me
Silena/ Clarisse Friendship
Got the news on Friday mornin'
'She can't be gone….' Was all that was running through the head of the daughter of war when the battle was done and her best friend's shroud burned.
But a tear I couldn't find
'If I don't mourn her she'll come back' she tried to convince herself.
You showed me how I'm supposed to live
'You have to look at the good things in life, Clarisse. Not just the bad.' She remembered the daughter of love saying.
And now you showed me how to die
'She was a hero you hear me? A hero.' The only way to describe her friend.
I was lost till Sunday mornin'
I woke up to face my fear
'She's really gone…'
While I'm writing you this goodbye song
I found a tear
'The only tear I will cry for her. She wouldn't have wanted me to sob over her.'
I'm gonna miss that smile
'And the laugh'
I'm gonna miss you my friend
'My sister'
Even though it hurts the way it ended up
I'd do it all again
'One thing that I will NEVER regret is finding friendship with Silena.'
So play it sweet in Elysium
'Cause that's right where you wanna be
'With Charlie of course!'
I'm not crying 'cause I feel so sorry for you
I'm crying for me
'I miss you.'
I got up and dialed your number
And your voice came on the line
'Stupid voicemail that you set on a phone you knew you could never use.'
That old familiar message
'I helped you set it of course its familiar'
I heard a thousand times it just said
'I would call you every night to gush about Chris even though I knew the phone would be off.'
Sorry that I missed you
Leave a message and god bless
I know you think I'm crazy
'You always did'
But I had to hear your voice I guess
'I wish I didn't. It just made me miss you more'
I'm gonna miss that smile
'You always smiled around me and Charlie'
I'm gonna miss you my friend
'Even though you were a little crazy'
Even though it hurts the way it ended up
'I should have realized'
I'd do it all again
So play it sweet in Elysium
'Cause that's right where you wanna be
'I'll see you when I pass on'
I'm not crying 'cause I feel so sorry for you
I'm crying for me
'My sister'
So play your upside-down, left handed
Backwards bass guitar
And I'll see you on the other side
Superstar
I'm gonna miss that smile
I'm gonna miss you my friend
Even though it hurts the way it ended up
I'd do it all again
So play it sweet in Elysium
'Cause that's right where you wanna be
I'm not crying 'cause I feel so sorry for you
I'm crying for me
I'm still crying
I'm crying for me
I'm still crying
A/N: This song fit Clarisse and Silena so well. Its Cryin' For Me by Toby Keith so he owns the song. Rick Riordan owns the characters.
