Having A Place To Go…

I have a place to go, my house. But it isn't perfect. Nothing in my life is. At home… I long to say those words… but could you even call my house a 'home'? Everything in my life is so… empty… The place where I live too: a bed, closet, photo frame, a table… I have a place to go; but it isn't a home.

…Is Called Home.

Other people have a home, not me. A place where I can live, yes, but it doesn't have that 'home' feeling that the Uchiha mansion had. I used to have a home… but not anymore.

Having Someone To Love…

Do I have someone to love? Myself, perhaps, but no one else… Okay, okay, maybe this one person… my nii-san… but I was told by nii-san to hate him, so that doesn't count.

…Is Called Family.

True, Nii-san is my only surviving family member, but how can I love him? After everything that has happened between us? After he told me to hate him? 'Hate' is a strong word, nii-san, and I can't do it. I can't hate you, I must be the weakling you say I am… because… I love you…

Having Both…

I don't have both. I only have one of the two. I have only: "Someone to love." I want you to come back, nii-san! Once you do, I'll tell you, nii-san, I can't hate you. Hopefully we'll be together again and then… maybe, home will feel like 'home' again… maybe…

…Is A Blessing.

I'm waiting for you, nii-san. I know you'll come back. Deep down, I know you love me too. I know you'll come, and make me happy, and when you do, the quote on our picture frame will be complete. "Having a place to go, is home. Having someone to love, is family. Having both, is a blessing." When you come back, nii-san, we'll be family again and… it really will be a blessing.

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