"A sound soul resides in a sound mind and sound body."
But what is "sound?"
Is it the noise Ragnarok makes during Resonance?
No.
They tell me it means to be "strong, reliable," or "good."
They say that anyone can have a sound soul, and so that I can too.
But they don't understand…
I'm the one who is locked in a room, wasting away in its' darkest, dankest corner.
Beaten.
Lost.
Forgotten.
No one understands why I hide my face in my lap in a futile attempt to disappear,
Or why I live life in utter silence,
without a single thought or will of my own, only using those forcibly given to me.
No one knows my pain,
And of the Madness that threatens to swallow, whispering evil in my head,
Urging me to do bad things,
and succeeding in making me consider them.
No-one is sad that I dream of only darkness and despair,
No one understands that I'd never want to dream of killing them,
yet finds myself doing so anyway.
Can no one also be "sound?"
……………………….
Because I am no- one.
