Shining Collection

Yuki Eiri

I guess it's no secret.

I wrote the song for Shuichi. I wanted to give him the song, but Tohma needed it for the Tokyo Bay Music Fest. I gave it to him instead. I've always liked Nittle Grasper, anyway.

It must have hurt him when he found out.

But he got over it. That's how he is. So happy, so innocent.

That's why I love him.

He sets me free. He stays with me, wanting nothing else but my presence. My horrible mood, my bad habits, my ruining every attempt at our relationship working out. He stays, unwavering, still proclaiming his love for me. What an odd person. It's a little like that "Stand By Your Man" song. He supports me and makes me feel loved. He puts up with all my crap, the stuff that I carry around, and what I put him though. He's spawned a few characters in my books lately, and I am writing another song, just for him. I hope he likes it. Ryuuichi gave him my song, anyway. I don't mind. At least "In the Moonlight" came from it. That song was the first that I couldn't say was crappy.

I encourage him to sing at the spur of the moment now. And he keeps a pen and paper on him at all times.

He's brilliant when he uses me as an inspiration. I still tell him his songs suck when I know that he can do better. I hate making him sad, but he's so adorable when he is crying.

I never imagined I'd be in love with him.

I originally wanted to marry a beautiful, classy woman. Like Mika. But he came in and changed all that. I can't marry him, but I won't leave him. Not for all he does in my life.

I hate it when I make him cry.

Hiroshi always glares at me for days afterwards. I can't help it. Shuichi is always the first to get emotional. I guess he has to compensate for my cold-as-ice exterior. It still blows my mind that he loves me. How could anyone? I really don't understand it.

I don't know how, but he did it.

He got better in bed for me. I can't make out the stars I used to see. Now it's only flashes of color that go racing by.

He fixed my heart.

He made me feel so much better. I forgave myself for killing Sensei. He got me over it, and held me as I have held him before. I almost wish I had a picture to show you. I don't have to hope anymore. I know that his shining soul will always be with me.

All the walls in my heart have been turned to dust and faded away.

Nothing is in our way.

Shuichi, if I ever hurt you to the extent that you become like me, please, kill me with those shining eyes that have burned themselves into this repaired heart.

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Owari nasai!!!

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