A/N Ok this is a joint effort and it is the first fic we decided to beta ourselves so we could start to beat our terrible spelling abilities. Song fic, song by Miley Cyrus, cheesy yes but we were listening to it while doing a project on Benazir Bhutto and we both looked up and said "Jibbs." So this is what we came up with. Oh and to make it clear the letter in Gibbs' hand is the unfinished Dear Jethro letter in JD. Oh and spoilers for JD (judgement day)
Disclaimer: Nope not ours unfortunately NCIS belongs to DPB and the song which is called I miss you is Miley Cyrus'
Sha-la-la-la-la,
sha-la-la-la-la
You used to call me your angel
Said I was sent
straight down from heaven
You'd hold me close in your arms
He lay under his boat. A bottle of bourbon in one hand in the other he held onto the letter. His tears falling freely down his face as he stared into the sky. He just couldn't believe she was gone, she couldn't be. She just couldn't. She was the most remarkable woman he had ever met; she was the one of only two women he had dared to love with not only his heart but with his soul.
He remembered how she would hold him when he had nightmares about Shannon and Kelly. She didn't pressure him into talking instead she's hold him in her arms and stroke his head in a soothing motion till he would fall into a sweet slumber. Until only an hour later he would awake again and she would again hold him and tell him she loved him and she'd always be there……
I
loved the way you felt so strong
I never wanted you to leave
I
wanted you to stay here holding me
He loved her because compared to all the other woman she was head strong and she could fend for herself. But at times he made clear that he was there that she didn't always need to be strong at times she could be who she was inside. He never wanted her to leave him in Paris, and he could bet that she didn't want it either but yet it happened. And it broke both their hearts to say goodbye but none of that heartache compared with what they felt now.
I
miss you
I miss your smile
And I still shed a tear
Every
once in a while
And even though it's different now
You're still
here somehow
My heart won't let you go
And I need you to know
I
miss you, sha la la la la
I miss you
He missed her. He missed everything about her, how her right eye twitched when she lied. How her smile would reach her eyes when she was excited. He missed her.
He still
cried when he thought of her, or when he's see another red-head and
for a moment he'd have a crazy thought that its her before she'd
turn and all his hopes were crushed. Now he didn't think he'd
ever manage to look at another red head in the eye again. She was
here with him, in his heart telling him that she was here with him
and she was never going to leave him not anymore. You
used to call me your dreamer
And now I'm living out my dream
Oh
how I wish you could see
Everything that's happening for me
I'm
thinking back on the past
It's true that time is flying by too
fast
He
couldn't help but miss her even though he knew she was where she
was supposed to be now. He missed her touch and her distinct smell
that was pure her. He missed her face which he fell in love with, the
beady green eyes and the heart warming smile………… I
know you're in a better place, yeah
But I wish that I could see
your face, oh
I know you're where you need to be
Even though
it's not here with me
I miss you Jenny
A/N Any mistakes please point out as we did check and check again but we do generally miss things. Please R&R!!!!!!!
