The things you say

'How could you'

I loved him. He loved me. At least I thought he did. If he really loved me he wouldn't have killed my best friend. He wouldn't have become a traitor to me and everyone else

'I loath you I hate you'

I said so many hurtful things. He was actually a hero. I shouldn't have jumped to conclusions. I should have asked him if it was the truth. I should have asked if you really did it. I should have trusted him

'You disgust me'

As I sit here at you funeral. I feel as if I'm the traitor. As if I'm the criminal because of what I did to you. And I'm sorry I know it will never be enough but I'm truly sorry. I'm sorry I didn't trust you. I'm sorry.

'I still love you'