FASH: Hi! I love the Demolition Boys, Bryan is my idol, and I think that his past was angsty, so here's my one shot, I hope you enjoy.

Disclaimer: I don't own Beyblade.

Never to live a normal life, never to be cared for, never to love.......

Five year old Bryan sat in his room at the abbey, shredding up some of his old clothes and using them to bandage his wounds. Why was he unloved here? Why did his parents leave him? Why did that man hurt him? He silently cried, knowing that if he was heard he would be hurt again.

Taking all emotions, and throwing them away, trying not to break.....

Ten year old Bryan trained with the other Demolition Boys, his face a mask of coldness and hate. The scientists had said he was coming along nicely, soon there would be no emotions to show, except hate, always hate.

Darkness consuming the soul, eating away at his being, can he make it out alive......

Fifteen year old Bryan sat alone, always alone, Rei had beaten him in battle, so Boris took the liberty of making sure Bryan learned his lesson, Bryan can't lose, he is to always win. Bryan takes out a knife, watching entranced as it glitters from the light of his candle, the only light source in the room, the corners of his room were dark, a midnight black, like his soul.

Emotional scars can't heal, and that is why he must do this, to free his soul is to take his life.....

Bryan watches as the crimson liquid pours form the broken flesh of his wrist, symbolizing the tears he could never cry, symbolizing the things he always kept inside.

Broken glass, it is shattered so easily, millions of pieces, sharp, rigid and jagged, ready to cut......

The other Demolition Boys rush in the room, Bryan looks up to them and smiles, his first smile since he came to the abbey, and then his head drops to the floor, a serene smile still on his face.

Freedom was gained in an unwanted way; his soul shall forever be in harmony, Bryan was a tool, and as a boy his soul was broken, so that he could never live a normal life, which is why, his life, is the darkest of childhoods.......

FASH: That was sad, I just want to hug Bryan so much, hg him and love him, like he should have been.