Save Yourself is a song by My Darkest Days. I don't own it, or the Big Bang Theory.
Penny's POV about the way she and Sheldon seem bound to one another.
I'm the devil's son straight out of hell. And you're an angel with a haunted heart.
She knew they were opposites in almost every way. The only thing they had in common was passion. They wanted each other. They wanted to lose themselves in each other.
If you're smart you'd run and protect yourself From the demon living in the dark.
It wasn't healthy. It would end badly. It was doomed before the universe even formed. If she let him in, if she surrendered, it would destroy something in them both. There was no light, no goodness, where she lived.
There's nothing to be gained cause I can never change. And you can never understand my sickness(I'll never understand my sickness).
No matter how much she wished things were different, she was too damaged, too broken, too far gone to find her way back now.
Save yourself. From a life full of lies and a heart full of pain and sorrow.
"Don't need me," she whispered.
Save yourself. From the choices I make cause nothing but failure follows me.
"Don't let me hold you back," she begged.
Save yourself. You're the perfect drug when it hurts like hell I've never needed anyone so much.
She was addicted to him. She craved his presence. She couldn't stay away. Sometimes she managed to keep busy, but it never lasted long. Always she found herself drawn back across the hall to him.
There's no-one else I love and I curse myself Cause the right thing is to give you up.
It was the only way. Any addict will tell you. Cold turkey. She looked out the window of the plane as they taxied down the runway. When dawn broke, he would find the cd sitting on his desk. Would he understand the words? Would the song be enough to explain why she had left? She hoped so.
I'm overcome by shame cause I can never change. And you can never understand my sickness(I'll never understand my sickness).
