Wanting What She Can't Have

Summary: Alex's question to Marissa is answered with a question only to teach her a lesson...Just read it to understand.

Ratings: MA-for some adult language and swear words

Chapter1

Marissa's POV

I was sitting in the classroom doodling away in my notebook, something that always seemed to relax me, barely paying attention to anything the teacher was saying and ignoring my boyfriend next to me trying to get my attention."All right everyone, today is the day that we will break up into groups of-" Ms. Johnson, our teacher was immediately cut off by someone coming into the classroom late.

"Hi, sorry I'm so late. I just transferred here and the paperwork in the office took longer than I expected." I look up at the front of the room and my mouth dropped. She was the most beautiful girl I had ever seen. I wasn't the one to be judgmental or really care much for labels, but I never thought I'd find a girl so attractive either. Ms. Johnson looked at the blonde's schedule handed to her."Okay, you can take a seat," said Ms. Johnson smiling handing her back her schedule.

I watch as she comes back to the back and takes the seat next to mine. She smiles back at me."Hi, I'm Alex," she held out her hand towards me.

"Marissa," I smile back at her and shake her hand. She smiles back at me and then looks back at the teacher in the front.

"Okay, your history projects are worth half your grade so you should expect as much effort from your partner as they would from you. Now the first group will be…"

"I can't believe Ms. Johnson didn't pair us up together," Luke let out shaking his head. I nodded shrugging my shoulders not bothering to look up at my boyfriend sitting next to me at a table during lunch as I doodled away in my notebook. "Marissa? Are you even listening to me?" Luke looks back at me.

"Uh-huh," I let out nodding my head continuing to doodle. Luke let out an annoying gasp and grabbed the notebook away from me. "Unh! Hey, Luke, give me my notebook back!"

"Not until you stop ignoring me when you draw in this stupid notebook!" Luke let out firmly. I look at him gasping meanly.

"They are not stupid, Luke! Now give it back!" I let out firmly trying to grab my notebook back from my boyfriend. Luke smiles laughing and moves it out of my reach and throws it to one of his friends before he throws it back. I have to play monkey in the middle with them to get my notebook back. "Come on you guys, this isn't funny anymore give it back!" I let out looking meanly from Luke back to Ryan.

"Hey, why don't you two grow up?!" Alex let out from behind them and grabbed my notebook back away from them. "Here," said Alex smiling handing me back my notebook. I smiled back at the blonde and held my notebook close to my chest. Luke looks from Alex back to me and lets out an annoying scoff.

"You gonna let that bitch talk like that to me?!" Luke let out crossing his arms.

"Shut up Luke! Don't call her that!" I let out looking meanly at my boyfriend. Luke gasps and pushed me to the cafeteria floor straddling me and pinned my hands down onto the floor over either side of my head.

"You gonna take up for that bitch over me!" Luke let out looking firmly back at me.

"Get off of me!" I let out struggling in his grip. Luke looked down at me furious gripping my hands more firmly. "Luke, get off of me! You're hurt me!" I let out almost in tears.

"Tell me you won't take up for that bitch again!" Luke let out harshly just as the blonde pulled at his hair.

"Let her up!" Alex let out pulling at his hair. Luke let out a painful cry trying to move out of Alex's grip on his head.

"Let go!" Luke let out gasping sighing in pain.

"Let her up!" Alex let out again pulling at his hair much harder. Luke lets go of my hands and before Alex could let go of his hair he elbowed her in her stomach and she ran into the table.

"Don't you ever come near me again!" Luke let out looking towards Alex holding onto her stomach. "You either Marissa, we are over! Have fun with your new dyke!" Luke let out harshly looking down at me as I sigh shrugging my shoulders looking down and Luke and Ryan leave the cafeteria. Alex looks over at me smiling and comes over to me sitting down on the floor where I still was.

"Are you okay?" asked Alex smiling reassuringly. I smile back at her nodding my head.

"Thanks." She smiles and gets back up from the floor and held her hand out towards me. I take her hand and she helps me up. "Do you wanna sit with me the rest of lunch?" I smile back at Alex. Alex smiles and nods her head.

"Okay," said Alex smiling as we sit back down at the table. "So can I ask you something?" I look up at Alex opening my notebook and nodded my head. "Why come you were dating him?" she questions raising her eyebrow. I let out a sigh shrugging my shoulders.

"I don't know, my best friend introduced me before she moved away. I guess I just never broke up with him," I said looking back down at my notebook and start to doodle. Alex smiles as she watches me draw.

"What do you like drawing?" asked Alex smiling. I look up at Alex moving my hair from out of my face and shrug.

"Nothing really, mostly just doodles but I love to draw faces. Do you wanna see?" She smiles back at me and nods her head as I smile and let her look through my notebook.

"Wow, you're really good," said Alex smiling.

"Thanks," I said smiling as I looked back to my notebook and start to draw again and continue to enjoy the rest of lunch with her.