I know, I know. You're probably tired of me starting something, and not finishing it. But.. I need this. I'll try my best to make this, but.. It might not work. And yes, I've posted this a day before the actual journal date, so please just deal with it. Other wise, enjoy.


February 14, 2013

Dear Journal,

Today is the day that love is in the air... And also the day he joined the force.
I never knew why, or understood why he did either. He just gave me a peck on the lips, and promised to come back home before my birthday. The thing is..

My birthday was two days ago. It's been six years since he's been gone, but I have that the powers of the great Kami-sama will bring him back to me. Asa-san nor Francis-san have told me anything. This makes me worry. They always tell me when something goes on with Alfred, along with Matthew-kun as well. He informs me how Gilbert is doing sometimes, and other times... He is just silent. I worry about Alfred. He's my first love, boyfriend, and, I hope, my future Husband. I highly doubt it though. I'm not much. Straight, short black hair, dull-looking brown eyes. 5 feet, three inches, petite body... I never understood him. Alfred just came up to me, smiling brightly, and ask for me to be his boyfriend.

That was when we were freshmen in High-school.

I should get going... I have to run to the store and make something for my kindergarten students.

-Kiku Honda-

Sliding the book under his pillow, Kiku sighed as he ran off to the store, buying little snacks and juice pouches for his class. He began to hum softly under his breath once he made it out the store, casually strolling through the park, looking around and smiling sadly as he thought of him and Alfred. "He'll come home... He.. He promised." Biting his bottom lip roughly, he continued his pace of walking, blinking away the tears as he heard the song Alfred claimed to be theirs. "I'm alive~... I'm alive~.." He murmured, finally reaching Chibi-Heta Kindergarten School. He turned around, and smiled sadly as the doors closed behind him.

As soon as he entered the classroom, he put on a bright smile as he soon helped the kids get ready for the big Valentine's day here.


... Don't ask where this came from. And if you're wondering what the song is called, it's called: "I'm Alive" by Becca.