Attempting a new story... Not quite sure how people will respond. I know the prologue is short, but hopefully it's enough to intrigue people.


Trying hard not to hear
But they talk so loud
Their piercing sounds fill my ears
Try to fill me with doubt
Yet I know that the goal
Is to keep me from falling
But nothing's greater than the rush that comes with your embrace
And in this world of loneliness
I see your face
Yet everyone around me
Thinks that I'm going crazy, maybe, maybe
But I don't care what they say
I'm in love with you
They try to pull me away
But they don't know the truth
My heart's crippled by the vein
That I keep on closing
You cut me open and I
Keep bleeding
Keep, keep bleeding love
I keep bleeding
I keep, keep bleeding love
Keep bleeding
Keep, keep bleeding love
You cut me open

-Leona Lewis "Bleeding Love



I couldn't believe how strange my life had become.

When I first accepted my job as the nanny for Edward and Rose's children, I never once thought that I'd be in the middle of something this crazy. I never once thought that I'd have to make a choice between friendship or love… or nothing at all.

Sitting at that table watching as the children ran around and played outside, I toyed with my options. And as I watched Edward walk over to me from one direction, and Rose coming from another, I knew what it was that I had to do. I had to choose. But sometimes, the choices we make don't always turn out the way we would hope.