I do not own anything Our Girl. I just wanted to see more in the story about Molly and Bossman. I hope you enjoy it.

Our Girl how I wanted it to happen.

Chapter 1 R&R and Beyond

The day I had been dreading had finally arrived, I was about to leave for two weeks on R&R, the Major had arranged an Olympics event for the three sections to compete in, 2 Section had nominated me as the anchor in the relay, to the astonishment of everyone we won and had made the morning fly by.

As everyone dispersed I decided to have some coco pops which my mom had sent in a care package for breakfast, as I sat on the edge of the stage by the mess watching Kinders shout at the lads to hurry up and get out the showers as the other sections needed to shower too, next thing I see this a spoon coming from my left shoulder into by bowl of coco pops.

"Oi" I yelled as I looked up and saw it was the boss, he smiled at me as he sat down beside me.

"What Dawes" he said with this cheeky grin across his face.

"Sorry boss thought you were Sohail" I could have been sick right there thinking of the image.

"What! You wouldn't share your coco pops with Sohail" he said jokingly.

"No way, not having him stick his spoon in my bowl" as I blushed.

"I take it, that's not a euphemism Dawes" as he took another spoon of coco pops out my bowl.

"If I knew what that was I would let you know" I said giving him a smirk.

He winked at me as we sat enjoying each other's company watching the lads shout insults at each other.

Suddenly there was a problem with the Check Point up the mountains, they had not reported in this morning Captain Azziz looked worried. Captain James was in full captain mode. "Full kit 2 Section" he yelled.

We had made our way to the check point, to discover our worst nightmares, all the ANA guys had been shot point blank, none of them survived, and one of them was Rolex boy. I had to confirm them all dead, it was the hardest thing I had ever done, and Boss could see I was finding it hard and even said someone else could do it but I knew it was my job as the medic.

Everyone was quiet as they returned from the check point. Kinders had told us that Major Beck had confirmed that our R&R was to go ahead. So I made my way back to my med tent to sort out my kit, ready to leave that afternoon. All I wanted was a shower to wash all the grim off me, the shower made me feel a bit better but never truly clean, because as soon as you left the shower the dust would hit you and stick to your hair and body like glue. I was in the med tent getting dressed, I had my black shorts and red vest on trying to dry my hair but all I could think about was the sight of those ANA guys from this morning. I could suddenly feel as if someone was there, as I turned I saw Boss in the doorway looking a bit sheepish, as if he had been caught out. He stepped in zipping down the tent door.

"Hey, how you doing? I can see today was hard for you, are you ready to go?" he looked at me with this concerned look on his face.

"O boss, I just can't get that image out my brain of Rolex Boy from this morning, he didn't stand a chance." I sobbed the last word out as a small tear rolled down my cheek.

At that moment he stepped towards me and put his arms around me, I also put my arms around him and sobbed into his chest.

"It's ok Dawes just let it out, you need to stop bottling your feelings in, I am here for you" he said holding me tighter.

As I breathed in his scent this was heaven to me, I pulled myself together and looked up to him, he was staring down at me.

He took my face with his hands and said "I hate seeing you like this, I wish I could just take these feelings away, but you need to work through them and realize nothing we could have done, could have prevented this" at that point he bent down a kissed me so gently at first then as I returned his kiss with mine it became more intense and passionate, his hands traveled up and down my body, as I couldn't help myself but mimic what he was doing and ran my hands up his body pulling him against me. How could this be happening? I had dreamt of this, but now it was happening.

"Molly I don't want you to go, let alone with that tosser Smurf" he gasped out and continued kissing me.

I didn't want this to stop but knew it had to, as I was due to leave on the chopper in an hour. Someone was bound to wonder where we were. Tearing myself away from his kiss I groaned "I have to go remember you are the one who did the R&R rota"

"Yes, don't remind me" He said with a sad look on his face. "You will just have to come back to me"

"I Will, don't worry" I said as I smiled up at him.

"I do have one thing I need you to do for me, while you in London is get me some Nespresso Rosabaya Coffee from their shop on Regent Street." As he said the words he took my right arm, then took a maker out of his pocket and wrote the word Rosabaya on my arm in the most beautiful hand writing I had ever seen. "I will adore you always"

"Always Sir" I said as I leaned in and kissed him again.

There was no going back now, we had defiantly crossed a line. We spoke about now dangerous this was and we needed to make sure nobody found out. For both of your sakes. As we said our goodbyes and he left the tent, it was like having my heart pulled out my chest. I knew I would not be able to touch him or see him for two long weeks.

As Smurf and I walking towards the gate of the compound with the lads giving us shopping list of stuff they wanted brought back. I noticed that Sahail was missing.

"Where's Sahail" I said as I turned to Boss and Kinders.

"He hasn't been seen since this morning" said Boss

"Taliban! I just knew it" said Smurf

I looked at boss as this look of worry came over me wanting to protect him and said "if Sahail has gone you gona need a medic" any excuse to stay here, but he said we already have one and gave me an order to get on the chopper and go on my R&R, as I sat in the chopper watching him, never taking my eyes off him, he did the same watching the chopper take off with the look of pain etched across his face...

I hope you enjoyed this I am writing the next chapter now it's when they return from R&R