Thisstory is a bit angsty and quite sad, so...you have been warned. Also, it is based on Paloma Faith's song "Only love can hurt like this" and it is in Sharon's POV.

ONLY LOVE CAN HURT LIKE THIS

We had affairs, a lot of them...but it was never meant to be something more and it still isn't, but I want it to be. He told me today that he can't do this anymore,that he found someone and that it's real. In that moment I felt my heart burst into a million pieces, but all I could do was whisper that it's okay with me and that it is completely understandable. But I didn't mean it. I keep telling myself it is just a phase but I feel like I don't even believe it.

I'd tell myself you don't mean a thing

But what we got, got no hold on me?

But when you're not there, I just crumble.

I tell myself that I don't care that much

But I feel like I'm dying till I feel your touch.

It hurts, it hurts like hell, knowing that someone who you love is happy with someone else. I never saw that woman, but she doesn't deserve him. Well, I don't deserve him either, but... It's just hard when I know I can't call him to tell him that I'm feeling down and that I need him, that I need his hug, his lips, his touch...

Only love,only love can hurt like this

only love can hurt like this

must have been a deadly kiss

only love can hurt like this.

He was my safe place, not only my affair, he had my heart but he didn't even know it and without knowing, he broke it. I don't blame him, he didn't have to be tied to me,he could have done whatever he wanted, and he actually did.

Say I wouldn't care if you walked away

But everytime you're there, I'm begging you to stay.

When you come close, I just tremble.

And everytime, everytime you go,

it's like a knife that cuts right through my soul.

And now? Now I'm alone, without a hug to feel safe in, without lips to kiss, without a touch to feel, without a man that I need.

I want it back, but I can't and won't get it.

Only love, only love can hurt like this

Only love can hurt like this,

must have been a deadly kiss,

only love can hurt like this.

The end.

I hope you enjoyed that even if it was a little sad and short, it is actually my first "sad" and a song related story and I had fun writing it.

Thank you for reading.

xoxo Lea