Title: Brighter Than Sunshine
Author: Tiffany
Fandom: Degrassi: The Next Generation
Pairing: Spinner Mason/Darcy Edwards
A/N: This is set during High Fidelity.. Spinners thoughts as he drives to meet Darcy Based off of 'Brighter Than Sunshine' by Aqualung..
Disclaimer: I don't own DTNG, the previously mentioned song, or the characters.. Just the idea..
Word Count: 657
" Look um, I spent a lot of time this year blaming people. You especially and uh that was wrong and I'm sorry." Jimmy says as he sits in his wheelchair. The one you indirectly put him in, your bullying driving a fellow student to do the unthinkable. Then you remember the one person that didn't blame you for Rick. How you messed everything up with her. You turn to your friend since you were small, "Jimmy I-" He turns his head from the stage. The stage the both of you should be on right now and says "It's cool. I know."
You give him a big hug after telling him 'you've gotta go.' You're glad to have your best friend back. Things are almost perfect. Almost. There's one piece of the puzzle missing, a piece you have to find. Find her and talk to her.
You start up your car and push on the gas, going as fast as you can. Not caring if you got stopped by the police. Right now you had to make things right with her. Apologize. Apologize for being so stupid. You were so caught up in wanting your old friends , your old life back that you made a mistake. You slept with your ex, ruining your relationship with your current girlfriend, Darcy Edwards. Well ex-girlfriend, after she found out about what you did.. Who you did. Gave you your ring back, told you 'You suck.'
"God Spinner you do suck" you tell yourself, remembering how hurt those brown eyes looked. How much you really did fuck up. You had a great girlfriend. Someone who was innocent yet had the balls to call you out on your bad lying and flirting skills the first day you met. She even stuck by you after finding out the truth, reminded you didn't pull the trigger on the gun that crippled Jimmy. Convinced you not to give up on trying to be friends with Jimmy again the night it happened.
That night you intended to go over to Paige's house, telling her you and Darcy were back together. You were serious about making it work, even made a vow.. Became a virgin for her again. That meant something. You were willing to give up sex for her, even turned her down and beat your best friend up over it. Being around her brightened your day up. Put a smile on your face. In one moment, you messed all that up. You gave into temptation. You went all the way with her, all because you were wrapped up in ancient history. All you wanted was your old life back, didn't even realize that Darcy was apart of your new life and you liked that. You didn't only like it, you loved it.
You loved her. You love her. "Fuck, I love her" you mutter to yourself as you can see the school bus and the kids in the distance.
You pull up and see her talking to Kim, you smile. Her reddish brown hair is flowing in the wind, the sunshine illuminating it. You couldn't be happier to see her, even if it is from your car. You swallow hard as you prepare to get out. You don't know what you're going to say.
You get out the car, make your way towards her. "Darcy!" You call out. She turns around. Seeing her makes you happy. Brings up all those feelings. Love was always a mystery to you, but now.. Her coming up to you, its not anymore.
You don't know where to start. How to tell her everything you're feeling when it comes to her. All you know is your love for her burns brighter than the sunshine and you're ready to ask, beg for her forgiveness. You can only hope, pray that she forgives you. Takes you back. Gives you another chance.
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