A/n: This is a bit of a true story I heard. The problem is anyways. The ending I am not sure. But I made it up. Let it hope, that people don't feel like committing suicide or anything.
Summary: Sango is a senior in high school and has to much pressure in her life. Her world seems to be torn in half. Two weeks before school lets out, she told her friend Kagome that she plans to commit suicide and Kagome is sworn not to let another person know about it. This suicide plan could tear everyone apart. Can Miroku, Inuyasha and Kagome save her before it's really too late? Pairings: Miroku/Sango and slight Inuyasha/Kagome.
Disclaimer: I don't own Inuyasha, or Kagome, Sango, Miroku, etc. etc.
Losing Myself
Chapter 1: This is my life.
Sango's P.O.V.
Beep, Beep, Bee-
I turned off the alarm clock and got out of bed. I wish my life was as perfect as the others thought. Sure, I may be a bit above upper-middle class person. I had lots of stuff, but most of them are old junk, and gifts from the family and others.
Ever since I was in 7th grade, my parents have been fighting non-stop over every little problem. Even during family trips, to little reunions, to our house.
I manage to put up with it, but my cousin, Kagura, keeps bossing me around like I am her slave. Problem, she just quit her recent gang to join another one. But no matter how much I hate her, I care for her.
Ha. I seem so out of touch with myself, like I'm slipping away. Oh, did I mention our teacher, 'professor' Naraku hates me so, and I am basically failing his class! I am a straight B- student. This sucks. My parents don't abuse me, but they hit each other and pressure me so bad. I hate this life.
I got ready for school. I walked into the bathroom for a quick shower. After 10 short minutes, I came out wearing a pink spaghetti strap shirt, a black mini skirt, and a pair of stretch black, knee high, high heel boots. I put my hair into a high ponytail and for make up, my trademark magenta eye shadow. I took a look t my room a final time before I headed out. There were junk in boxes, a computer, a bed, and a desk.
Everything just feels so broken, and I hate it. My friend Kagome is great, but since she started going out with Inuyasha, she doesn't pay a lot of attention to others unless it's important. My friend Miroku is a total pervert. It's hard to believe I have some feelings for him. But hey, it's not like he cares. I don't know if he likes me more than a friend. How is it that I can never feel happy anymore? I mean truly happy. I just put on a mask and everyone thinks the smile is real. Can I end it? I am so not sure.
I reached school, putting on a small smile. Ha, the damn suckers fell for it. "Hey Sango!" I heard. I turned around to see my best friend Kagome Higurashi waving to me with a happy smile on her face. Kagome had her hair down to the middle of her back, had chocolate brown eyes that held happiness and joy. I on the other had brown eyes that held hidden emotions. "Hey." I said in a happy tone. She was about to say something when I felt a certain hand on my butt. I turned around and slapped the person's face.
"Damn Hentai!" I yelled at him. If you can guess, the perverts name is my friend Miroku. He had dark brown hair in a small ponytail, with icy, dark blue eyes.
"Feh. He never learns." A guy said. He had long silver hair, golden amber eyes, and two, white cute doggy ears on his head. This is Inuyasha, he's a half demon. Oh, by the way, the school I go to is for demons, half demons, humans, Mikos, monks, and demon slayers etc, etc.
Before anyone of us could say another thing, the bell rang. I sighed and walked up the stairs, into hell. Oops, I mean 'school'.
A/n: So what do you think of this story? I will not update until I get at least one review. Flames, I guess are expectable, but go easy. And for anyone who's reading my other Inuyasha story, 'Just Another Day', I won't be updating for a bit because I have a new computer coming in soon. And I'm getting more and more homework, so I'll try updating as soon as I can. Well, R&R, ja ne!
