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Falling All Over Again
"The best thing about tonight's that were not fighting..." He whispered into the cold fall air. He sighed as he leaned on his balcony railing.
"We can't be fighting...you live too far away..." He sighed and ran his hair through is curly brown hair.
It saddened him...
He broke her heart...
Now she wanted nothing to do with him...
It hurt him inside, because he loved her so much, and he couldn't do anything about it...
He couldn't hold her, kiss her, and tell her how much he loved her...
Because she lived to far away...
He could always call...
That would only make the swollen feeling in his chest worse...
Although...
He always wanted to hear her voice again...
He walked back inside, letting a few tears fall from his face...
"Stupid kiss...god I'm so stupid." He mumbled to himself...
Truth being...
Every time he saw her, he would fall in love all over again...
That's the truth, he's never told anyone that...
And the night he admitted that he was in love with her, was the night she left him...
Two years ago that day was...
And he still can't forget the kiss they shared...
He had never felt so much love in a kiss before in his life...
Now she was gone...
He looked at the picture of her he had on his nightstand...
He woke up to it every morning, and fell asleep to it every night...
He smiled whenever he saw that picture...
Because truth is, wherever she was...
He knew he would always love her...
He changed out of his day clothes, and crawled into his bed...
Sleep not able to overtake him, he thought about her...
Her curves...
The way a smile always tugged at her lips even when she was at her angriest...
The way her hair was always in perfect curls...
How seeing her smile for one day was enough to make him happy for a week...
The room was plunged into total darkness...
Just the way he liked it...
His roommates were asleep, giving him silence and more time to think about her...
How whenever he asked to make-out, she'd reject it, even though he'd see her smile and blush once she turned around...
That would make him smile...
He smiled every time he thought of her, because it made him feel happy...
Because it was the closest he was ever going to get to seeing her again...
He sighed at that...
And...
Without anyone ever knowing...
He would cry every night...
For two years straight...
He heard about how she heard about the Quinn incident...
He just did that to try and get over her...
He wasn't a fool...
He was just misjudged...
She made him feel right though...
She made him feel, like nothing else mattered...
Like as long as she was there, nothing could go wrong...
And when she left...
Everything went wrong...
And it hurt...
It hurt because he wouldn't be able to feel the happiness that he once felt...
He felt that aching in his chest again...
He laid on his stomach and cried into the pillow...
Because truth being...
He loved her...
And he can't stop loving her...
Mostly because...
He just doesn't want to forget Dana Cruz...
Okay, not as deep, kind of from a different angle, but pleassee review! I'll be posting more chapters to other stories very soon...
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-Talar
