This my first fanfic so am kind of new at it

Please don't kill me this is the version that I mean to load up but it was in a different folder on my college memory stick so I now stick to doing this story at home

Disclaimer I don't own the character Mrs Meyer does but if I did I be live in some 11 million house in Dorset with loads of car but I can dream. But I do own the plot line.

The crazy lil girl next door to you aka Becki

Take the key and throw it away

Chapter 1

Bpov

As long as I can remember I had feeling for Alice older brother Edward.

He was always there for us when we were in trouble like the time at the house party at Alice's boyfriend Jasper house who was one of Edward's best friends. My feeling surface from when I was about 13 and he was 14 it all started from the first time I was at a slept over at Alice's

Flashback

Well according to Alice I drunk too much of what I thought was fruit punch which it turned out to be vodka punch. Alice had called Edward to pick me from the party and take me back to theirs as me and Alice were having a "sleepover" so that my dad Charlie wouldn't ask question about me being drunk, as I couldn't handle my drink very well.

Edward arrived in his sliver Audi sport car to pick me from the party. "Hey there party girl" he call out "whoa" as I fell over from the combination of the alcohol and the death traps that Alice called heels which she made me wear for the party. He caught me just before I hit the ground. "Hey let's get you in the car before you have any more trips hey" he set me in the front seat of his car. We sat in silence through the whole car ride back to their. "Edward I love you" I slurped "you what Bella" "I love you" I repeat as I lend in to kiss him. The kiss lasted about two minutes then he pull back gasping "no we can't do this Bella I have a girlfriend" "so I slurred" "I love Tanya Bella I can't do this to her" tears started to silently track there way down my face ruining the make up that Alice had put on me. What felt like a life time we finally arrived at their house. I flung the car open and race up the path in to their house with Edward shouting "BELLA" and up there stair in to Alice's room and locked my self in there.

I pull out my mobile and shakily dialled my older brother Emmett number "hello" Emmett it's Bella I cried "what's wrong bells rells" "can you come pick me please" of course anything for my little sister" "what's wrong I heard Rosalie called "my little sister what's me to pick her up ok babe" Emmett called back will be stay the night Rosalie asked I think so Emmett called back. Ok bells I will see you in 15 minutes wait outside the Cullen's please. I gather up my stuff and put it in my bag I changed out of the dress I was wearing and in to my old rip jeans that Emmett had got me for 15th birthday last year and my dark green top and I stuck on my old grey trainer. I wrote a note to Alice telling what had happen I sign my name and climb out of her window on to the flat roof and down the ladders at the side. And quickly as I could I ran across the drive on to the street 5 minutes later Emmett arrived in his jeep I got in "Bella what the hell has gone off" Emmett said "I don't want to talk about it ever ok". What happen that night I never talk about it ever again. I couldn't face Edward so I move with Emmett and his wife Rosalie who was Alice and Edwards's older sister away from forks to L.A.