CHAPTER 1; FLASHBACKS…...

Prologe…..

FLASHBACK...

"They say the heart goes on, but do they realize the more you fight the more you fall?"

song; Tokio Hotel - Rescue Me/ Rette Mich

"I'm not gunna let him get us baby, ok." The panicked women said as she shoved her 10 year old son into the closet. "He's not gunna hurt us.." She continued to soothe him, softly brushing the hair on his head with her shaky hands. "whatever happens promise me you wont make any noise!" She stared deeply into the eyes of the only thing that really mattered to her in life, his identical blue eyes where rimmed with red from crying. "but mommy don't leave me, please mommy!" he replied, reluctant to release her or the black stitched stuffed cat in his frightened hands. The sound of multiple pairs of heavy footwear coming up the stairs was heard threw their angry sobs. "PROMISE ME!". She said a little more forced knowing her son didn't go back on his promises. "O-ok..." he managed to reply before she gave him a lingering kiss on the forehead and pushed him the rest of the way into the closet, locking it with a brass skeleton key she had in her pocket. Turning back to the door of her sons room, just in time to hear footsteps approach it. The air was eerie and still the sound of there labored breathing married the atmosphere. Alec was watching his mother from the little slits in the closet door. For what felt like hours passed, when the silence was finally broken by the gold door handle of his room turning slowly and pushed opened revealing his father and two other men dressed in all black. "my oh my" a familiar but totally unwelcome voiced said out loud. "Maryse don't you look just as beautiful as I remember?" Alec's father said approaching her with open arms and a keen smirk on his face. With his arms extended for a hug Alec could see the faint out line of a gun tucked into the front of his fathers pants, the shine from the low lit room reflecting off its surface proved his suspicions. "What do you want Robert!?" she spat his name like it had been acid on her tongue. Robert dropped his arms swiftly and a slight frown replaced his once visible smirked, he almost looked like a wounded puppy. ALMOST. "Can't a man visit his ex wife and child to say hello?" smirk back on his face. "speaking of..." he continued "Where is the little brat?". he said light heartedly. Alec felt as if his heart where going to popped out of his chest from the mention of his where abouts."he's not here" she replied like it was the most common of knowledge. "But, what's the real reason your here, and not out doing what ever the hell low life scum like you do." She took a couple steps back as Robert slowly made his way to her. Her retreating stopped when the back of her legs hit her son's bed and caused her to fall back onto it in a sitting position. Robert got on one knee and roughly grabbed her chin with his rough callused hands and looked her dead in the eye. "now baby no need to hurt my feelings and the perks of being most feared man in New York has my life anything besides low, but alas you are right I'm not here to say hello". She rolled her eyes the expression of "DUHH" on her face was very apparent. "im here for the papers" he stated simply. Alec was confused. "What papers?" He thought to himself. But his thoughts where interrupted by his mothers reply. "I don't know what your talking about." To anyone else it would appear to them that she was telling the truth but Alec knew his mother, if the change in her stance wasn't enough, her eyes were growing vicious, and her shoulders tense. Robert gave a light chuckle before getting off his position on the ground and turning to his guards which Alec forgot where there and spoke. "Tom keep a good look on the front of the house, Jacob watch the front door." They both replied with a quick "yes sir" and went to there places. Alec's legs where becoming numb from sitting in the closet, his eyes hurt from the darkness and his chest was tight from asthma. Which only reminded him he didn't have a his pump. But that didn't matter right now Alec's eyes went back to his mom and dad and waited for them to continue. "you know. The papers with your mothers account numbers and will?" he said in a tone that implied he was talking to a toddler. "The one with her signature... ring any bells?" he said tapping her lightly in the side of the head with his gun. Before Alec could process what he was talking about he jumped at the sound of gruff yelling from Robert and a sharp yelp from his mother. "UGH YOU BITCH!" He said pulling Maryse by the back of her hair and throwing her to the floor and whipping his now spit covered eye. "I WAS GUNNA BE NICE ABOUT THIS BUT NOW YOU 'VE PISSED ME OFF, JUST LIKE YOUR MOTHER DID WHEN SHE REFUSED TO TELL ME WHERE THE PAPERS WHERE, I WONT HESITATE TO DO TO YOU WHAT I DID TO HER!" he said cocking his gun and pointing it to the now wide eyed women on the floor. Alec was holding his chest he couldn't breathe, tears where stinging the corners of his eyes but he refused to alter a single sound like he promised. "Now I'm going to ask you again WHERE ARE THE PAPERS!". Maryse was breathing heavily "I...W-Wouldn't give you the papers if...M-my life depended on it." Robert squinted his eyes "Well sweetheart it just might" he said before his leather boot met her face with a sickening "crack". Then got down into a squat to get closer,Alec was now having a full blown asthma attack. "Now you have one last chance because my patience is wearing thin, and quite frankly your still alive because well..." he shrugged his shoulders and lifted her face with his gun "I love a pretty face" he snickered. Alec's mom looked at him directly in the eyes and spat blood covered saliva at his shirt for the second time, and that's all it took. Robert got up point the gun at the center of her forehead "GO TO HELL" she yelled. "You first." and pulled the trigger ending her life and leaving the house for the second time in Alec's life. As the darkness took over his vision he vowed the next time he saw his father Alec would be the one to walk away.

. Randomness!….

. My name is Desiree ;-*

. I am Bisexual! YES, I go BOTH ways Gotta PRomBLEmmemmeme? ,..,

. I'm VERY excepting of everyone! 3

.My favorite eye colors are YELLOW or GREEN!

. people call me 'Bane' … (Not because of T.M.I)

. I need a beta for this story so if you wanna be it just message me!

"Well this is my first real fanfic I hope you guys will like it. I was sketchy about putting it up I just didn't think it was good enough after reading some amazing Malec stories I got nerves. YUP! I'm a chicken sue me. Well… REVIEWS ARE COURAGE, AND HELP ME WRITE MORE CHAPTERS.

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Xoxo, Bane :-*