WARNING! WARNING! :::::::::::YAOI AHEAD. ALSO MEANS BOY X BOY! DO NOT READ IF YOU DON'T LIKE IT! ALSO, THIS WILL BE A SAD STORY! SO PLEASE LEAVE OR CLICK MR. BACKSPACE. :) ARIGATOU! but will have a little bit of humor. IF YOU SQUINT REAAALLLYY HARD!
THERE IS ALSO A HINT OF LUCKY OR TYVEN
DISCLAIMER: I DO NOT OWN D. GRAY MAN!
a/n: hey guys! yeah.. I know.. I keep on posting new stories. But HEY! I need to write it now or else, someone can copy the plot or I'll be forgetting about this. So... I'm not sure if this will be a one-shot or a multi-chapter story. Also, so sorry for "Children " Readers but I need to post this!
WARNING::::::::::This chapter will be a short one and a Bad one. Wrong grammars and spellings and rushed.
So SOORRRRYYY! ALSO, THIS CHAPTER IS RIGHT AFTER THE ARK AND BEFORE LINK APPEARED.
FUJOSHI: A GIRL/ WOMAN WHO LOVES YAOI
~~~~~YULLEN, 1827, LUCKY, 8059~~~~~~
"I-I LIKE YOU!" Allen almost shouted at Kanda infront of his door, eyes full of hope and a crimson red face. Love... that's really deep. You see, Allen who was- as you read up there- in love/ likes, our dearest Kanda.
Lavi and Lenalee, who were helping Allen and Kanda to be together, were hiding behind one of the rooms, specifically beside Kanda's room. Lenalee, being the ever so loyal Yaoi fangirl, ofcourse, accepted Allen being, you know, gay.
Lavi, who was a loyal friend to both Allen and Kanda, ofcourse, accepted his friend's situation and his crush. Kanda Yuu. Lavi, who later became a yaoi fanboy,- had been crushing over a noah of pleasure- noticed something diffrent from his so-called bestfriend. He was eyeing the silverhead now adays and as Lavi predicted, Kanda, still doesn't know about the lingering feeling he has inside. Deep inside... REALLY DEEEEPPP!
"Disgusting, get out of my sight, not only do you have a curse but your also dirty you know, and that's one thing about I hate about you. You should be left dead." was the only word Kanda let out of his mouth. The long haired exorcist turned his heel and walked back into his room, with a face of disgust but if you'll look closely with a microscope maybe you can see the pain hidden inside his eyes. Maybe...just maybe.
Allen stared at where his 'crush' stood seconds before, eyes wide with horror and pain. 'oh..' he thought. Lavi and Lenalee, who heard ever single (30+) word conversation, burst out of the room. They got to Allen and so.. the crying (of Lenalee and Lavi) started.
"MOYASHI-CHAAAAN! WAHH! I AM SOOO SOOORRYYY!" Lavi practically shouted aloud, while he hugged the bean spro- Allen.
"Allen-kun!" Lenalee exclaimed while she hugged him.
Allen, smiled a fake one and acted like before. "Don't worry I'm already prepared for that answer-" 'not really..I thought..just..maybe...' "So, it won't be much of a problem."
Lavi and Lenalee, wiped their tears away but only to be replaced by new set of tears.
"Ah! I forgot Timcampy was left in my room! " Allen said quickly. He ran towards his room and left his two crying friends. The two crying friends then stopped their tears and smirked. Even if their plan will take a day, week, month or even years, they will not stop till they will be satisfied!
(Authoress: GO FUJOSHI AND USAGI-YAOI-ADDICT! )
Allen quickly opened his door and closed it as soon as he was inside. He locked the door quickly and turned his back on it. He slid down, until he was sitting. He pulled his legs towards his chest and stared at his left gloved hand. 'Dirty..huh...'
Allen closed his eyes and thought what he had done. Lavi and Lenalee tried their best for him to at least accomplish a nice rejection. But, no, he couldn't even do that.
Allen's eyes teared, when he saw his gloved hand again. 'Disgusting..heh..and I thought...' This time Allen didn't hold back, he cried into his legs and thought about how disgusting he is.
'I hate this body...I hate this curse..I hate...myself...' Allen thought to himself. It was because of his curse, his body and..his gender.
'Disgusting...' It was all that he could remember... disgusting. Voices of diffrent people coming into his mind all just to say one word..
'disgusting'
~~~~YULLEN, 1827, LUCKY, 8059~~~~~Dinner time~~~~YULLEN, 1827, LUCKY, 8059~~~~
"How do you think he's taking it?" Lavi whispered to his fellow fujoshi (even if he's not a fujoshi). Kanda was just beside their table and Lenalee was beside him. Lenalee sighed as he took one of the dumplings infront if Lavi.
"Don't worry..I'm sure he'll be fine. He did say he was ready for it and look he's coming right now with his smile and..less food?" Lenalee answered.
Allen came in with his fake smile on. Usually he orders about two carts of food but now you could clearly see that he only had one.
Lavi waved at Allen. Allen, on the other hand smiled yet again his fake one and came towards their table. He stopped for a second as he saw Kanda leaving his table and wento off to finish his soba in a faraway table, in which the finders 'happily' gave their table to.
Allen eyes widened, 'Not again' He thought. He looked at his friends and smiled a new smile "I'm gonna get back to my room. I just remembered that I needed to write some kind of report to Komui and it's to be dued tonight! "He said at them then went running back to his room.
Lavi and Lenalee looked at each other, faces full of worry.
Allen locked his door tightly and got to his bed, he grabbed his blanket and wrapped it around himself. Yes, warmth.. that's all he needed to-, he clutched his head as it throb of pain.
'Disgusting..' It replayed in his head. 'no..no...I'm not...i-it's not... NO!' Allen's tears couldn't be contained much longer, so he did what he neede to be did. He cried.
Yes, Allen Walker, the clown of God, the fourteenth's host, the apprentice of cross, the musician, theone who had and is still in love with the long haired exorcist for more than a year ,the cursed one and..the disgusting one.
Allen's eyes shot open when he felt like his head was going to burst. 'It hurts' he thought. Not only did his head hurt, but also his heart.
He clutched his heart with his fist and screamed a bloody scream. 'It hurts...' he thought one last time before he fell into unconsciousness and the last thing he saw was a long haired exorcist. The one he loved.
Meanwhile, outside Allen's door, Kanda stared at the moyashi's room. He hasn't been feeling well and his left part of his chest kept aching when thinking about the moyashi...but..he was still disgusted.
When he hear a bloody scream inside the moyashi's room he acted by instinct, he shove the door open easily, ignoring the locks. His eyes widened when he saw the moyashi lying there unconscious.
When Lavi and Lenalee came, they just gaped what they saw infront of them.. an unconscious Allen and a wide eyed Kanda.
"K-kanda..did you do this?" Lenalee asked horrified
"Ofcourse NOT! I didn't even touch him! When I came in I thought there was some Akuma in here" Kanda said as he walked out of the room.
"Yuu! come back here!" Lavi shouted, which resulted a sword on his neck.
"Dont. Call. Me. Yuu! and I'm not helping that disgusting moyashi" Kanda said. As the two started to argue. Allen came back into consciousness.
"Leave him be Lavi, he didn't do anything" Allen said as his bangs hid his eyes.
"O-Okay.." Lavi answered. He knew this feeling but it wasn't dark Allen or Poker Allen.
Allen looked at Lavi, Kanda and Lenalee. "You guys can go.. I just had a...nightmare" Allen muttered. Kanda raised an eyebrow and came closer to the white haired teen.
"D-DON'T TOUCH ME!" Allen shouted at Kanda as he clutched his head and his eyes full of horror.
Kanda, was surprised and taken aback, but regained his composure. He 'che-ed' and walked out. Lavi and Lenalee tried to come closer but were given the same treatment, but with a sorry at the end.
The duo in 'yaoi' said their goodnights as they left, still with their worried faces on.
Allen locked his door again and put some barracade on it. He went to his bed and cried himself to sleep as voices came into his mind saying one word...
'Disgusting'
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