It was around 12 AM and I was still in bed reading one of my vampire erotic novels. Not only was the story gripping, but the sex was described in amazing detail. I had never read a book where the sex scenes weren't written in a 'fade to black' style, leaving the reader to wonder. One day I was bored and couldn't find anything to read so I went online to search the bestseller lists to find something to read. That's when I found a series of vampire erotic novels written by an American woman. The characters were written so well that I felt like I knew them as people. At times, I wished I could transport myself into their world to live.
Since reading the novels, I noticed too that my sexual appetite has increased. I wanted an extremely sexy man to sweep me away and bite me while he ravaged me. The vampire universe was vastly different compared to the ordinary life I lead in Canada. I was a junior at University and the only thing that pulled me away from my vampire novels was school work. When I read my vampire novels, the real world melted away and I was happiest when I was doing this. If my life were more interesting, maybe I wouldn't need to be absorbed in another world all the time. My best friend from high school, Emily, decided to get a full time job right after school rather than going to college. I made a few acquaintances in class, but they weren't people I hung out with outside of school. The only human being I sometimes had regular contact with was my step brother, Derek Venturi. He had a busy schedule with his hockey team, trying to maintain his academics and his girlfriend, Dina.
Dina was overly tan and had long black hair with the ugliest personality you can imagine. She hated the fact that I was in Derek's life before she was since I was his step sister. They seemed to be a match made in heaven since both of them were so full of themselves. She was Miss King's University and reigned the campus as if she really were the queen instead of just a beauty queen. She relished always being in the spotlight which was a quality she shared with Derek. She sounded normal, but if you met her in person you saw the bitch come out. I had the flu earlier in the semester and she hated the fact that Derek stayed with me at my apartment for a few days to help me get over it. She even stormed into my apartment one day, demanding that Derek leave me there to take care of myself so he could accompany to some event that she wanted to show him off at. He dragged her into the bathroom and they argued for about five minutes while I was on the couch. When they came out, she threw me the dirtiest look she could before zipping up his pants.
Not only was I disgusted with what had just taken place in my bathroom, but I was angry at how nonchalant Derek seemed about the whole thing. He did seem to be embarrassed and even a little angry, but he sat back on the couch and took my feet in his lap. After that episode, I've only seen him maybe once a week. I retreated into my shell because Dina made me feel like shit compared to her even though I'm the top of our class. Derek didn't know this, but she did everything in her power to make my life at university as miserable as possible so that I'd transfer somewhere else. She spread rumors to all the guys that I would do anything they wanted. I got propositioned I don't know how many times and I told them no. One guy that I told no actually roughed me up and threatened me not to tell anyone about it. I saw him in the dining hall after that and I happened to be talking to Derek and he looked afraid as he found out that Derek was my step brother. It still embarrassed me that all these guys at school believed what Dina said. It made me afraid to date anyone and it made me sexually repressed because I couldn't take the chance of dating anyone if they had heard that rumor.
That was only a small part of the damage Dina had inflicted, though. Since she was the most popular girl at university, she turned all of the other girls against me. She had it in her power since they all followed her word as the word of God. They yelled insults at me and played pranks on me anytime they had a chance. I didn't want to tell Derek because it would probably ruin his relationship with her and I didn't want to be the cause of ruining things with him and his beauty queen girlfriend. Although, I wished I could be like the heroine in my vampire novels and be strong and confident. If I knew of a way to bring her to my universe and get her to teach me how to be like her, I would have already done it. I have a morning history class in the morning, but I can't sleep. So, I'll have to brave the world in the morning and go to the coffee shop before class.
The worst part of all of this is that I want my step brother so bad, fantasies of him keep me awake at night and also keeps me going through the day. My need for him is so strong that it's constantly gnawing at me from the inside, wanting to be satiated.
A/N: Hi everyone! I've been lurking the LWD fandom for a while.. I loved the show and of course I gained a crush on Michael Seater. So I need some opinions.. should I have this be a cross over with True Blood where Casey interacts with those characters? Or should I keep it as a nameless vampire series and throw in my own supernatural elements or keep this as all human? Any comments would be appreciated. Originally, I wanted to set this in their high school time, but it would have had too many restrictions for what I needed to happen. Anyway, review and we'll see where this goes. Also, it is rated M so be warned if any of you are under 18. There will be sex. If anyone's uncomfortable with that then I don't suggest reading this.
