This is my first fan fiction so I hope you guys enjoy and I don't own any of these characters except for Libby and anyone else that I make up.

Sometimes I wonder if this was all for the best. At times I wonder if all these things at happened to me are for the better how I've distanced myself from the supposed 'monster' but yet I arrive here and all I see is the monsters but then again if I had never came here I wouldn't have met him,...

Beep! Beep! Beep! is the first and the last thing I want to hear this morning. I check over at my clock and see that I have an hour left before I would have to leave for the dreaded flight that I didn't want to get on. I lay there in bed just keeping my eyes shut and imagining a life that I wish I was living, a place where I fall in love with the guy of my dreams and have all these lavish clothes that I can only dream of in moments like these but the reality is that I live in a mediocre apartment with some pretty clothes that I got my mom to buy for me before she liked all those coloured candies. Before I had to get a job and work for the things I wanted plus some more. In a sense its kind of freeing to be able to get away form it all but then again I know I'm going to miss my mother to the depths of this earth with me crying every night wishing that she had never hit me or was eating all that candy. Now fate was catching up with all of us, in just a few short 3 and a half hours I would be on a plane heading to a new country in a new city in a new town with a new family and it was the most sickening thing in the world now that its finally a reality. I was going to miss all my friends and family and my hometown Vancouver.

I rolled over till I fell off the bed and looked around my room. Most of my things were gone by now and all I had left was my bed, suitcases and my set of clothes laid out for my flight*. I shed my yellow pyjama shorts with moose's all over them and my big white long sleeved shirt and threw them on the floor. I stared out the window while I pulled up my favourite dark wash jeans, a shirt that my mom got me, and a coat that my best friend gave me because she no longer wore it. I sat down on my bed to pull my socks on and saw my framed photo of me and my group of friends all together at a exclusive party and me and my boyfriend, Upton, all together. I grabbed the framed photo and stuck it in my bag just as I heard someone knocking on my door. When the door opened I knew it wasn't my mom, she just always came right in.

"You ready to head out?" the social worker Karen asked me.

"In second." I told her. She gave me a slight nod and shut the door again. She was nice but very strict about things and always did things on time. I took one final look at my room knowing I wouldn't be able to come back here again till I was a legal adult again. I grabbed all my luggage and shut the door behind me trying to not shed any tears but I couldn't help it. I could feel my throat getting tighter and tears welling up in my eyes and my mouth always making that sad frown while my face got all red and splotchy.

Once I got down to the bottom of the stairs and saw my mom sitting there waiting for me all the tears I was holding back fell down my face and when she looked at me she began to cry too. I went back up again and grabbed all my other 2 suitcases and stopped to grab tissues from the washroom. When I got back down there again Karen was waiting by the door for me and so was another man while my mom was standing by the sofa waiting for me. I went over there to her and hugged her like it was never going to see her again even after all the things she did. We both told each other that we loved each other and that's when I felt the guy grab on to my arm and start to pull me away from her. I began to cry even harder as we got closer to the car. Karen tried to comfort me but she have no idea what this was like, none. The guy placed all my things in the car and got in and began to drive while I watch my mother stand at the door waving off crying while trying to smile at me. It would be the last time I would see her in the next 3 years.

Jacob