throwback to when Tony was a sarcastic, funny, scotch-loving alcoholic who loved pranks and dirty jokes and getting under people's skin and partying because he was rich and could do whatever he wanted but also loved everyone but no one knew that

throwback to when Steve was the innocent and very pretty old/young guy who called everyone son and had the upmost respect for everyone and was very patriotic but also didn't know anything about anything and his biggest weakness was technology

throwback to when Bruce was the cute little shy science guy who worked with Tony in his lab all hours of the night and day and was easily angered into the hulk but always did his best to stay calm and also was just there for his science bro

throwback to when Clint was basically a bird who refused to come out of the vents and was kinda weird/goofy about everything and was in love with Natasha but was cool with just being her best friend/mission partner

throwback to when Natasha was the most badass lady in the entire world and she could kick everyone's butts and they were all afraid of her but she was really cool too and was usually oblivious to Clint's love but they were best friends and mission partners and they were experts at everything

throwback to when Thor was this loud, bumbling, and dorky giant who YELLED EVERYTHING IN ALL CAPS AT ALL TIMES and was obsessed with poptarts and spoke in god like english and called tony "man of iron" and such and he was really this goofy big golden retriever who loved everything even though he didn't understand it

throwback to when Loki was the angsty little brother of Thor who was emo and mad about everything but he also made fun of people and everyone hated him but at the same time tolerated him because he really wasn't a threat to anyone except for being annoying

throwback to when Pepper was basically Tony's babysitter but they loved each other and everyone knew it and they all loved Pepper too even though she always yelled at Tony for something dumb he did that he knew would make her mad but she was perfect nonetheless

throwback to when Nick Fury was basically just the avenger's babysitters/dad and he said "motherfucker" every five seconds but was the coolest dude in the entire universe and you cant tell anyone otherwise

throwback to when JARVIS was not a person, but an AI who was very smart and cared about Tony even though he basically roasted him every time Tony did something dumb but overall was there for Tony and everyone else and was the ultimate MVP because he was there with Tony through everything

throwback to when Phil Coulson was was cutest little fanboy of Steve and to when Maria Hill was also the coolest lady ever and was Fury's right hand gal and they were basically the children of Nick Fury

throwback to when all the Avengers lived together as a big happy family in the Stark/Avengers tower, laughing together, pulling pranks, science-ing together, just like siblings

throwback to 2012 when everything was so simple and the biggest problem they came face to face with was aliens but they kicked their butts and saved the world

throwback to when they were the coolest people to ever come across screens around the world

to now,

they still are the coolest people to ever come across screens across the world

you did it guys, here's to you!


Alright I know this is really weird and i'm not a popular writer or anything, but I'm really missing the old avengers night now lol. I miss the 2012 movie and fanfics where they saved the world and then lived like a big happy family and everything was super simple. It's not that I hate the new characters or story lines now, but I just miss how things used to be. I wrote this in honor of Endgame (I actually haven't seen the movie yet but I'm seeing it like tomorrow or the next day, but I unfortunately had it spoiled for me so I guess I already know what happens)

Anyway, a lot of things have changed in my life now and it's kinda hard knowing that my childhood (these movies) are basically ending and I'm actually really sad about it. I, like a lot of other people here, first saw the Iron Man movies in theaters back in 2008 when I was 8 years old, and now that I'm almost 19, it seems crazy that the people that I grew up with watching on the tv (I almost feel like I grew with them) are going away now and I can't help but feel a bit alone. I know that I have the movies on CD's, and that they're not real people and they're always going to be in my heart, but it's still sad that the story that began when I was a little kid is now ending the same time I'm going away to college.

Like I said, I know this is probably weird, and I'm just another random person in this fandom, but growing up with this fandom and being apart of something so much bigger than myself, I'm really going to miss that. I know there will be more marvel movies, and I know that all the rest of the characters will move on separately, but it still hurts for some reason. I'd like to thank the Avengers fandom for helping through these years and for making me feel less alone. Thank you for also bringing me to people I will never forget. Thank you for allowing me to be me.

p.s. For current and future fans, please don't let these characters die, they mean alot to me and a lot of other people. thanks

signing out for probably the last time,

rachel. the. 1. and. only :)