Note: The songs in this story were; Droplets by Colbie Caillat and Love the Way You Lie by Eminem ft. Rhianna(:

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My best friend is Jacob Black. He is the hottest boy and La Push. He is also the biggest player ever to walk the planet. He fucks them and then leaves them. So then he is the typical teenage boy right? Boy could you have been more wrong? Oh that's right I forgot to mention he is also a werewolf. Yeah, you heard me right a wolf. Not many people know that besides me. Why do I know that? Oh that's right because my last boyfriend dumped me. He found some stupid girl named Victoria and decided to go after the slut. Sounds like normal teenager stuff right? Boy you are on the role for being wrong today. Oh that's right I forgot to mention Edward he was a vampire. Yeah, my life was crazy for the longest but I am used to it. Now I have Jacob and that is cool. What isn't cool is having a major crush on him. What isn't cool is him talking about every girl he fucks and all you want is for him to talk about is you. My name is Bella Swan and welcome to my life.

It was probably really late but I didn't care I was really bored and I couldn't get to sleep. I wonder if Jake is up. Pick up, pick up, pick up, "Bella?" "Hey Jake I know it's late but I couldn't get to sleep I was wondering if you could maybe come over? We could hang?" Please say yes, say yes, say yes. "Jakey are you coming back to bed baby?" "Fuck, Bella I'm sorry I am kind of in the middle of something right now." "Oh, no that's cool don't worry about it. I shouldn't have called this late anyway. I'm sorry I interrupted. Night Jake" I didn't even give him time to answer I just hung up. God, I should have known he would be in the middle of something. I wish it was me there with him. Me sitting on the bed watching his ass move from me to reject some girl. Me sitting on the bed with my hands buried inside of my pussy missing the feeling of him inside of me. Me begging him to hang up with the girl on the phone so he can fuck me. Even if it was only for one night I would still want to spend it with him. I don't have the guts to do any of that though. If I had him for one night it would hurt me to see him kick me out a after it's done. I would want to fall asleep in his arms. As I was thinking this I didn't realize that I was slowly drifting of into a deeper and deeper dream as I thought about Jacob.

I woke up the sun shining in my face. "Just gonna stand there and watch me burn.
But that's alright because I like the way it hurts. Just gonna stand there and hear me cry"
"Mmm, hello?" I said tiredly into the phone. God can't people just let me sleep? "Wakey Wakey it's you're best friend Jakey" said Jacob laughing. "Bella go bye bye now", I said and hung up. God he sounds fucking cheerful. She must have been a good fuck. I can't even get back to sleep now.

I walked over to my stereo and blasted it as I got up to get ready for the day. I have no clue what I want to wear. I have a lot more confidence in myself since me and Jacob have become friends so I dress way more different then I would have with Edward. I decided to pick out my clothes after my shower. I couldn't help but think of Jacob. I really hate how he stopped talking to me. It hurt a lot. I just don't want to admit it. I quickly hurried up and grabbed my towel and wrapped it around my body. I decided to wear this strapless, white and ruby stripped tank top, some dark blue ripped shorts and some flip flops. I was so happy it was kind of hot outside in Forks for once. The sun still wasn't that bright and there was a bit of wind but it was nice. I decided to curl my hair a little and a tiny bit of make- up on. I put on my thin black headband on to keep my hair out of my face. I looked at myself in the mirror and found myself content. I decided to get some Starbucks in town. I went and grabbed my grey Hollister jacket to put on and my keys and I locked the door. I got into my red truck, turned on the radio and headed off. "Just gonna stand there and watch me burn. But that's alright bec... "Hey Jake" I said cheerfully. I wonder if he can see through the bullshit. "Hey sleepy head", Jake chuckled into the phone. I guess not. What else is new? "Look I'm driving what do you want?" I said a little angrier then before. "Whoa, what's wrong with you", Jake said confused. "Nothing, look I have to go" I said pressing the end button and throwing my cell. I turned up the radio louder and begin to sing with it. "Cause I'm walkin down this road alone and figured all I'm thinking bout is you, is you my love. And my head is in a cloud of rain and the world it seems so far away and I'm just waiting for the droplets, droplets." I started to pull up to the Starbucks. The clouds were slowly starting to come back. I walked in only to find Jacob. Of course he was flirting with some stupid blonde. I wonder strawberry frappuccino with extra whip cream and low fat milk instead of regular milk please" I said sweetly to her. "Sure think honey" The way she was looking at me I swear I would think she was a lesbian. I wouldn't say anything about it though. I'm not exactly into all of that, although my friend Jenna was. It never bothered me about her though. She is still my best friend, girl wise that is. "Miss your frappuccino is ready. I got excited as I got it. I love these things. "Thank you", I said to the girl. I walked back out the door when Jacob ran up to me. "Bells I'm sorry not coming over last night. Please say you'll forgive me", He said looking up at me with those big brown puppy dog eyes. Dammit, I can't say no to that. "Alright I forgive you, but you owe me Mr." I said laughing. "So you want to hang out at my place? We could watch movies in my room" I said smiling at him. "I would love that Bella", He said smiling at me too. I swear I smiled so big I think my face could have broken into a thousand pieces any second. I took a sip of my drink. Jacob went and got into his car and told me he would meet me there.