This story is for Po (miss you hun xoxoxox). I have to say, it isn't going to cheer you up much, because it is heartbreaking, but all my stories have happy endings, so I'm trying something different for you. This is like exactly the opposite to what I would like to happen in Doctor Who, but I'm giving it a go.
HEALTH WARNING: hankies seriously advised, particularly in later chapters.
Enjoy :D Naomi xXxXxXx
So many times I was alone
And couldn't sleep
You left me drowning
In the tears of memory.
And ever since you've gone
I've found it hard to breathe
'Cause there was so much
That your heart just couldn't see.
A thousand ways and dreams
Rolling off my eyes
But time's been healing me
And I say goodbye
Cause I can breathe again
Dream again
I'll be on the road again
Like it used to be
The other day.
Now I feel free again
So innocent
Cause someone makes me whole again
For sure.
I'll find another you.
Could you imagine someone else
Is by my side
I've been afraid
I couldn't keep myself from falling.
My heart was always searching
For a place to hide
Could not await the dawn
To bring another day.
You're not the only one
So hear me when I say
The thoughts of you
They just fade away
Cause I can breathe again
Dream again
I'll be on the road again
Like it used to be
The other day.
Now I feel free again
So innocent
Cause someone makes me whole again
For sure.
I'll find another you.
Sometimes I see you when I close my eyes
Oh
You're still a part of my life
But I can breathe again
Dream again
I'll be on the road again
Like it used to be
The other day.
Now I feel free again
So innocent
Cause someone makes me whole again
For sure.
I'll find another you.
Oh I'll find another you.
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I heard his voice in my head, repeating my name. I stood in Norway, after searching for three months, just to see him for two minutes. But he could never tell me how he felt. And I thought I'd never find out. I thought I'd have to go for the rest of my life, dreaming of what we might have had. What had been torn form my grasp. I thought life was bad then. I knew I'd never ever get over him. Because I loved him with all my heart.
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"So..where next then?" the Doctor asked Martha jovially, bounding to her side, and taking her by the shoulders. "Raxacoricafallapatorius – not recommended, not a nice place, I nearly got burnt in acid once, but thanks to my companion at the time of the incident, I was able to escape with no major burns. Or we could go to…I know! Belgium! The planet Belgium!"
"You're having me on," Martha said, grinning.
"Nope! GORGEOUS place, really beautiful. You know when you were little and thought that Mars was made of chocolate?"
"The planet Belgium is?" Martha gasped "But…wow…I mean, lets go there then!"
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I couldn't complain about him having a new companion. Just because I was lonely, didn't mean I wanted him to be. And it was ok at first. Right before he took her anywhere, he mentioned me and told her she wasn't replacing me. And she was ok with that. Or so I thought. Every time he showed the slightest interest in a girl who wasn't her, she'd go all jealous and moody. It was funny to start with. But then he began to look at her differently. It was awful. He stopped mentioning me so often, and begun to pay far more attention to her. It wasn't long before he forgot me, something I thought he could never do. I'd never forget him, not if I lived to be 5billion. He loved her, and it broke my heart.
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"Okay!" he said brightly, kissing her briefly on the cheek as he scooted past her to the controls. But she stopped him.
"Doctor," she said, looking at him. He stopped in his tracks, and turned to look at her. There was something in her voice which made him move towards her ever so slightly. Her eyes warned him not to come any closer. Yet. "Doctor," she continued "this is stupid. You either do or you don't."
"What?" he looked totally confused.
"I mean it," she told him "We can't go on like this. You can't just use me as a gap filler, but then the second your young blonde friend- "
"Rose"
"- yes her, comes along, you abandon me. You either like me, or you don't. It's as simple as that."
"But I …"
"Say it, Doctor. Say it, and mean it. I know you do. I know you far too well."
"I…"
"Please," Martha implored "Please, Doctor."
"Oh, Martha Jones, I love you."
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I'm Rose Tyler. This is the story of how I died.
