THAT GIRL-

They said I'm that girl who play soccer

The girl with the determination to keep her family

Together

A girl w/ a carefree laugh and smile

The only girl who didn't try to cry

She's that tomboy who's afraid o lose her family

And the girl who always seem so content, so happy

But no, she's not ,she never was. Because she was losing

Everything

Everyone she love when she's not looking

You could see through her eyes she needed the tears to slide

Yet she didn't, she wouldn't, she couldn't .so she didn't cried

When she meet him, her only thought why didn't like this happen

Everyday

But didn't dare say

She again believe that one day she can again cry

With her in his arms, trying to make her smile

She wishes ,she still hopes on the star

But he's too good for her, he's just too far

Another reason was she's only 'that girl' he can turn to

But what can she really do?

She's only hat girl not the girl of his dreams

But sometimes It's too much that she wanted to scream

Yet she didn't because she said that it was okay

And that she'd wait for him to love her one day

And never regret if he never will

She promise she wouldn't die and it end with a seal

So she keeps it but the pain won' go and it still make her feel

Sad

And also she's still that girl who curse when she feels bad

She's still mourning over her mothers' death

And surely the pain is twice painful than the word regret

She's only a desperate breaking soul

And she believes again to the word love now she was a fool

The only thing she was hearing was her heart crack

And how it truly suck

They said she's that girl who was now content

They really should stop because it bring back memories

That really wasn't meant

I was only that black haired girl who was living a lie

A lie which not meant to bring a smile

She was much, much too young when hen she was taken away

And exactly on that day he realize what his emotion may

But fate is cruel, fate is their enemy

Fate is a traitor, fate didn't want them o be happy

Because she forgotten, she loathe sunset, she never smile

She lost the determination and love on her onyx eyes

Her life change, he never knew why

They say she's that girl with no shine

Who don't want happiness or the word "its fine"

The girl who don't have family to keep together

Who once in awhile play soccer

A girl w/ du;; eyes and frown

The only girl who still looks so down

The girl who never was afraid of losing her family

Because she don't have one, and the girl who isn't conten

Isn't happy

But she does remember everything,her family,the happiness.

The pain and mostly the white haired guy

Oh She knows everything, she know why

It's too much and it pains her enough

So she pretended to lose her tough

She pretended that her life is a mess

She pretended that pain had cease

She pretended that she forgotten all the love

Because she knows what not being love felt and it's not worth hanging a sob

Because she knew she's only that girl, the girl people spoken often

And almost lay lying forgotten

Because no one dare to find that girl who is slowly dying

That girl who lost the motivation to keep on smiling

After all she's only 'that girl'