THAT GIRL-
They said I'm that girl who play soccer
The girl with the determination to keep her family
Together
A girl w/ a carefree laugh and smile
The only girl who didn't try to cry
She's that tomboy who's afraid o lose her family
And the girl who always seem so content, so happy
But no, she's not ,she never was. Because she was losing
Everything
Everyone she love when she's not looking
You could see through her eyes she needed the tears to slide
Yet she didn't, she wouldn't, she couldn't .so she didn't cried
When she meet him, her only thought why didn't like this happen
Everyday
But didn't dare say
She again believe that one day she can again cry
With her in his arms, trying to make her smile
She wishes ,she still hopes on the star
But he's too good for her, he's just too far
Another reason was she's only 'that girl' he can turn to
But what can she really do?
She's only hat girl not the girl of his dreams
But sometimes It's too much that she wanted to scream
Yet she didn't because she said that it was okay
And that she'd wait for him to love her one day
And never regret if he never will
She promise she wouldn't die and it end with a seal
So she keeps it but the pain won' go and it still make her feel
Sad
And also she's still that girl who curse when she feels bad
She's still mourning over her mothers' death
And surely the pain is twice painful than the word regret
She's only a desperate breaking soul
And she believes again to the word love now she was a fool
The only thing she was hearing was her heart crack
And how it truly suck
They said she's that girl who was now content
They really should stop because it bring back memories
That really wasn't meant
I was only that black haired girl who was living a lie
A lie which not meant to bring a smile
She was much, much too young when hen she was taken away
And exactly on that day he realize what his emotion may
But fate is cruel, fate is their enemy
Fate is a traitor, fate didn't want them o be happy
Because she forgotten, she loathe sunset, she never smile
She lost the determination and love on her onyx eyes
Her life change, he never knew why
They say she's that girl with no shine
Who don't want happiness or the word "its fine"
The girl who don't have family to keep together
Who once in awhile play soccer
A girl w/ du;; eyes and frown
The only girl who still looks so down
The girl who never was afraid of losing her family
Because she don't have one, and the girl who isn't conten
Isn't happy
But she does remember everything,her family,the happiness.
The pain and mostly the white haired guy
Oh She knows everything, she know why
It's too much and it pains her enough
So she pretended to lose her tough
She pretended that her life is a mess
She pretended that pain had cease
She pretended that she forgotten all the love
Because she knows what not being love felt and it's not worth hanging a sob
Because she knew she's only that girl, the girl people spoken often
And almost lay lying forgotten
Because no one dare to find that girl who is slowly dying
That girl who lost the motivation to keep on smiling
After all she's only 'that girl'
