It was late Sunday afternoon, and it was raining. Just like it had been yesterday and the day before. My usual happy personality was fading...becoming more of a melancholy than anything else . I never thought I would say this but I couldn't wait to go to the clubroom again. To see Haruhi and the others and have her dress me up in any of the unusual costumes she gets for me. I just didn't want to be lonely.

By the time I got to sleep it was pitch black outside. Almost as if the hole world had been sucked into a black hole. I couldn't sleep all night. The sound of the rain kept me up. I stared at my ceiling for almost two hours before I decided to get up and get something to drink. I was to scared of the dark so I grabbed my flashlight and my way to the kitchen. As I was walking to the kitchen I saw a spider glide down on its web from the ceiling. "AHHHHHH" I screamed as I fell back and hit my head on the floor. The next thing I knew I was in my bed with an icepack underneath the cover on my pillow.

Confused about the whole thing I decided to just forget about it and get ready for school. I made my up the hill and past the long line of cherry blossom trees. I stood there for a moment admiring the trees. I continued on walking when I discovered Kyon sitting hunched over on a bench in the middle of a park. At that moment I remembered that the bench he was sitting on was the same one in were I had first told him I was a time traveler. I Ran up to him but before I could reach the bench I tripped on a pebble and fell flat on my face. "wahhhhh" I cried out loud. I got up and sat next to Kyon. He was sleeping. 'He looks so peaceful' I thought to myself. I sat next to him for about five minutes. I had my head on his shoulder. I then decided if he didn't want to be late for school I should wake him up. "Kyon-kun…Kyon-kun…Kyon-kun" I said softly "Asahina-san…is that you?" He said as though he was still half-asleep. "What time is it?" he asked confused. "Did school start yet?"

"No…" I laughed "School hasn't started yet but we've only got six minutes to get there and we better hurry up…North High is still a long ways off beyond that bridge." I grabbed his hand and pulled him off the bench. We ran to our school. I was in front holding his hand behind me as he tagged along behind. I was surprised at how slow of a runner he was. It was probably because he was still half-asleep. And then it hit me. I realized what I was doing. I was holding his hand. I'm not usually like this. This ambitious. Did Haruhi wish for me to be like this? I mean I liked holding his hand but it felt awkward. I quickly stopped in my tracks. "I'm sorry" I said as I pulled my hand away from his. The rest of the walk was awkward and silent. We made it to school on time but the day went by slow. It was probably the longest school day of my life.

"When school finally ended I made my way to the clubroom. Itsuki and Yuki were the only ones there. Yuki put down the book she was reading and walked over to me. "I suspect you noticed the change in your personality this morning." She said in a hushed voice. "It was Haruhi who wished for you to be that way."

"So it was Haruhi caused me to act that way this morning" I said. Yuki didn't say anything else. She went back to her seat and continued reading. I changed into the maid costume I wear everyday at the club and I decided to make some tea. At that moment Kyon walked through the door. He sat down across from Itsuki. I went over to them. "Tea?" I said.

"Yes…please" Kyon said. Itsuki didn't say anything. I walked over to Yuki.

"Would you like some?" I asked

"………" I stood there for a minute. "No…." She said as she got up. She walked over to the book shelf and picked up another book and sat back down again. Haruhi didn't show up that day. As I was leaving the club room I bumped into Kyon. "Sorry" I said blushing. I probably looked like an idiot.

"Don't worry about it" He said with a smile. I loved that smile of his. Although he doesn't

smile much so I don't get to see it that often.

"Well I'll see you tomorrow" I said. I could tell that I was blushing again. I wonder if he

noticed. I started pacing and mumbling to myself. At that moment I tripped over his shoe and fell on

top of him. My face was so close to his. My face turned bright red. "…Yahhhhh" I screamed. I got up

and ran away.

"Asahina-san! Wait!" He screamed. I just continued on running. Its not like he did anything bad though.

I just don't feel comfortable in those situations. What am I going to do?!