Sorry for any spelling or grammar mistakes. English isn't my native language..


I know you don't like to talk about it. You pretend that it's just another normal day, but it's useless. We both know. I understand, that birthday was not happy at all, and the "gift" you received took everything away from you. That was probably the worst day in you life, but for me it was the happiest, because right then, the boring eternity called my existence got a good reason to go on.

The day starts as usuall , but from the moment you wake up, I can see in your eyes that you remember and it's bothering you. It is only natural, every child remembers his birthday.

I don't say anything and so the normal day at Phantomphives household begins. You sit in you cabinet, look through the documents and letters, order me to make some sweets for you. I make them extra sweet this time, don`t know if you will notice. I do my work as always: clean the rooms, save the mansion from being destroyed by servants... Don't know why, but I try to avoid you, like I feel guilty for something...but that's nonsence.

The sun is setting already and I watch you as you drink your cup of earl Grey. You look so sad right now, allmost dissapointed. Where you still expecting something good to happen?

It's late now. I left you in the bathroom and went to prepare the bed. I'm laying there right now and patiently waiting for you. I know this will probably anger you, but I have to try. You enter the room and stare at me with shocked face.

"What are you doing here Sebastian?"

"You once said, you were going to spend that night with your parents...only this one night of the year I don't want you to sleep alone..."

Here I said it. I expect you to get angry and shout, but your face softens instead. You look at me and than at the blanket. Few minutes pass before you climb on the bed and lie down next to me. You put your head on my chest and I wrap my arms around your waist. I could never dare to touch you like this, it`s not how proper butlers should behave, but I feel that it doesn't matter now. You relax and I smile. It's nice to hold you. Does it mean that you accepted my gift? This thought makes me feel warm inside.

"Bocchan, Happy Birthday"

"Sebastian...you know this day isn't really important for me"

"Maybe, but for me it is"

"For you? Why?"

"Because it`s the day you were born"


sweet ne? sorry for any mistakes, me was very sleepy (me usually writes at night). Review? :3