Rock Salt and Snowflakes - A Supernatural Fanfic

Chapter One

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It's that time of year again and so in honour of the festive season, this fanfic has been born. I am still writing my other fics, it's just I really wanted to get this one posted before Christmas day!

Christmas is a time for family, so SPN family, this is for you!

Happy Christmas

Enjoy and R&R!

"It is a fair, even-handed, noble adjustment of things,

that while there is infection in disease and sorrow,

there is nothing in the world so irresistibly contagious as laughter and good humour."

-Charles Dickens, "A Christmas Carol"

Rock Salt and Snowflakes -Chapter One

'Why won't you just die already?' Dean Winchester cursed, reloading a handful of fresh salt rounds into the camber of his gun with one hand whilst slapping the now snow-heavy vegetation out of the way with the other. He ran faster, his sawn-off tucked unsteadily in the crook of his arm as he tried to reload the rounds one handed. He stumbled slightly and snarled as he almost lost his shaky grip on the gun, a few shots sliding through his numb fingers. The eldest Winchester swore colourfully in irritation, snapping the now-loaded gun closed as he raised his eyes to the underbrush ahead of him and to his frustration saw no sign of either the ghost's grave or his brother, who was supposedly blowing his pursuer back through the veil as he ran from the undead bastard.

And he's doing a piss-poor job. Dean thought grudgingly as yet another snow-laden branch slapped across his numb jaw. He'd been lapping the spherical cemetery for the past half hour as Sam upturned the grave, and his now frozen, exhausted ass wasn't going to wait for his baby brother any longer.

"Hurry up Sam!" Dean bellowed, the plants ripping at his clothes as he tore forward in earnest, the air around him growing ever colder as the EMF wined shrilly.

"I'm trying!" Came the muffled response, "The salt's not gonna…spread itself, damn it!"

"Well try harder 'cause Casper here's finally figured something's up!"

A slight shimmer in the air to his left snagged Dean's attention and he turned, quick as a whip and prepared to pump the spirit full of salt, but stopped as the ghost disappeared and the sound of the EMF faded out. He stilled and levelling the gun; eyes skimming suspiciously over his dark surroundings from bellow drawn brows. His chest heaved and his breaths came out in short puffs as snow settled like ash in his hair.

"Sam?" Dean called, suddenly suspicious of the ghost's strange antics and lack of presence.

"Yeah," replied the answering holler. "What's going on? You ok?"

"Fine," Dean's tone was low and measured "just trying to figure out where our Funky Phantoms' got to."

"Wait, he's not with you?"

"Not according to the EMF."

"Huh. Well, he's not h-" Sam's reply was cut abruptly short by a sudden cry of "Shit!" and then a sickening snap.

"Sam!" Dean bellowed, once more sprinting forward through the dark forest in the general direction of his brother's voice.

He heard his brother's cry of "Dean!", and threw his body forward with greater resolve, yelling

"I'm coming, Sammy!" as he clawed at the thick vines blocking his path. He threw aside a surprisingly thick wall of vegetation and leapt over a huge fallen oak with a grunt before stumbling through into the graveyard beyond, almost losing his balance as he wind-milled through into the snowy air beyond.

"Shit!" Sam yelled as he was thrown backwards away from the grave that he was trying to set ablaze and into a nearby headstone, his head thumping back with a resounding crack. He groaned lightly, his vision swimming before him like ink in water, and he slid upwards unsteadily against the slab of rock in an attempt to regain both height and balance. He blinked sluggishly, his mind still ten steps behind the rest of his body as he staggered to his feet and tried to find footing in the slushy grass beneath him.

The ghost shimmered into existence above him, outlined in black by the inky sky behind it. Sam gasped as the ghost grasped him one-handed by the front of his coat and smiled sadistically, staring straight into Sam's eyes with a gaze that reeked of steely, psychopathic intent. Out of pure instinct Sam swung an uncoordinated fist in the spectre's direction, oblivious to his subconscious mind behind the pain of his head telling him that it would do nothing. His hand passed straight through the ghost, sending a burst of static energy shooting through the nerves in his arm and a gasp from his mouth.

The ghost smiled wickedly, his rotting teeth protruding from the cavity of his mouth, and his eyes glossy with malicious resolve. In a buzz of movement, the man's arm was raised, a knife held steadily in his knotted palm, the blade poised above Sam's head.

Black spots danced in the corners of Sam's vision and threatened to take him under and his head spun like a top, as if it was trying to screw itself loose from his shoulders. He vaguely registered the downwards swing of the spirit's arm before pain blasted from his shoulder and ricocheted across his chest and down his arm. Sam yelled in pain, the sound somewhat muffled by his teeth biting down on his lip as he was dropped back to the headstone again. He smashed into the ground, blood spilling from both his lip and shoulder and he hissed out a breath through his spasming lungs as fresh waves of pain sprung from the wound in his shoulder.

"You son of a bitch!" Sam gasped, adopting one of Dean's favourite phrases as he fumbled in his jacket pocket with his good arm. He gasped as he gingerly moved the left one, experimentally sliding it along the ground in search of his sawn-off, and hissed a breath from between his teeth, bile welling up in his throat as nausea assaulted his stomach. He slammed his eyes closed; features pinched with pain, and returned his attention to his right hand; for the moment, there was nothing he could do for the left. Upon removing the matches from his pocket with one hand, Sam transferred the small box to his lax and trembling left, which he feebly tried to wrap his fingers around, and after deciding that the gun was not within arm's reach of his left hand, switched the task to his right where he hoped it had fallen beside him. Sam's fingers brushed the smooth barrel of the gun and he sighed in relief. He rolled his head on his shoulder towards the ghost that he could see in front of the grave and painfully struck a match, a breath hissing out from between his teeth with the effort.

"Hey, Casper!" Sam slurred, his mind slow and jumbled. The ghost turned, and for a second the surprise was clear on his face before the rock salt hit him like shrapnel. A scream of frustration filled the air as he disappeared. Sam gave a weary smile, which quickly reformed itself into a grimace, and hastily switched the match to his good hand.

"See y'on t'other side," Sam muttered, flinging the match at the open grave.

Just before the match hit the lighter fluid, a guttural scream sounded through the graveyard, and Sam was thrown backwards, flying backwards until he collided with something, a shocking pain radiating from his knee. His world flipped alarmingly, and then his back slammed into something flat and hard. Maybe a floor or a wall. His fuzzy mind vaguely registered someone shouting his name before his vision tunnelled and he knew no more.

A loud, animalistic cry reached Dean's ears and a gush of upwards- billowing fire assaulted his vision before a heavy, empty quiet settled like a smothering bracket on the graveyard.

The scene that drew his eyes was one of confusion, and for a moment Dean was unsure of what to do or who to attack. A large pile of grave dirt banked the edge of a deep hole, and a shovel lay several feet further to the right. The graveyard was empty as far as Dean could see, and panic started to unfurl in his stomach like a poisons flower.

"Sammy!" Dean yelled, swinging his head from left to right, turning full circle, shoulders leading and shotgun raised. The only reply Dean received was his own, tight voice echoing back at him. Clenching the shotgun in his fist and swallowing in order to quell his panic, Dean trod carefully towards the open grave. His eyebrows knitted together in concern as he took in the alarming pools of blood to the side of the grave. Wherever Sam was, he was in bad shape. Dean needed to find him, soon.

"Sam!" Dean barked again, scooping their torch from the open duffel bag at his feet and swinging the beam across the uneven ground. "Sammy, you answer me!"

The shaft of light the torch provided created eerie, elongated shadows that grew from each gravestone in great swathes of darkness, only adding to the difficulty of Dean's task. Every snowflake caught in the light blurred Dean's already hazy view, and he began to panic. How the hell was he gonna find Sam amongst all of this? Suddenly he stopped, breath held tight in his chest at a rustle reached his ears from beyond his observable surroundings.

"D-Dea-" The soft gasp was filled with barely controlled agony, and the singular sound of his own name from his brother's lips provided Dean with the knowledge that Sam was having difficulty retaining consciousness.

"I'm coming, buddy, I'm coming," Dean assured, already moving at an uneven jog over the crisp, snow covered leaves in the direction of his brother.

Against the treeline, and almost invisible in front of the shadowy backdrop of the vegetation lay a huddled mound on the ground, unmoving and still. Dean sucked in breath as he neared, a further hurried quality entering his step that hadn't been there before. He dropped to his knees before his brother's still form and placed a hand on his coat heavy-shoulder.

"Sam," Dean breathed, his big- brother instincts engulfed by the need to see his brother's eyes. "Sammy, Sam! Look at me!" He shook the shoulder slightly but drew back hastily at the sound of Sam's pained gasp.

"It's ok! Sammy, relax," Dean reassured as he rolled Sam into his lap and winced at the sharp wheeze that the action caused.

"D-Dean? Sam gasped, eyes slitting open in order to see his brother's face.

"Yeah, hey buddy it's me, how bad d'e get you? "

"I'm Ok…just'urts like a…agh" He moaned, sweat forming in a sticky sheen on his forehead.

"Ok, ok," Dean breathed, palming a hand to the side of Sam's neck in an effort to offer him some form of reassurance. "Where Sam?" Dean coaxed, giving his neck a comforting squeeze. Though he didn't want to hurt Sam any further, it was important that he should assess how severe the damage really was.

Sam swallowed thickly, peering up at Dean through half closed lids.

"Shoulder." He breathed shortly, his head thumping back into Dean's lap. "The left one and… and leg, m-maybe ribs." He continued, licking his lips and trying to regain some composure now that he was sure that his brother was with him. "Think, think i's broken." He continued, throat convulsing in an effort to breathe through the pain.

"Ok, I'll take a look, just breathe, tiger." Dean leaned forwards, gently feeling his way around the right calf of Sam's jeans, but removed his hand as soon as possible due to the obvious pain he was inflicting on Sam. A tattered moan escaping through his little brother's clenched teeth as he leant his head back into his brother.

It was defiantly broken, that was for sure, and Dean grimaced at the prospect of having to put it back in place later. Now that was going to hurt.

"That bad, huh?" Sam's whispered, a small smile gracing his pain-lined face.

"Shuddup, sasquatch, " As gently as possible, Dean laid Sam's broken leg back into the snow, wincing as his brother hissed in a breath. "'Kay, sorry, almost done." Sam blinked at him, eyes glassy and clouded with pain.

"Sammy? Sa-What about your shoulder?" Dean's brows drew together as he tried to retain composure, if only for Sam's sake. His tone became more urgent when his brother didn't reply. "Sammy!" Dean lightly shook his shoulder, catching Sam's attention once more.

"I need to look at your shoulder," Dean said, using the same soft tone he would have with Sam when they were kids, maybe fixing a grazed knee with a band aid. He flinched at Sam's pleading expression "I'll be quick, I promise."

Sam nodded tightly, closing his eyes.

Dean gathered his resolve and lent over Sam to get a better look. After a quick glance at Sam's shoulder he sucked in a sharp breath, visibly paling at the mess the spirit had left behind.

Blood pumped sluggishly from the wound and half of Sam's front was already sticky with the stuff. The wound wasn't clean, the skin matted and bloody, sticking tight to the layers of clothing like fish to a kitchen towel.

Breathing through his nose, Dean pressed his fingers into the join, withdrawing quickly and wincing in sympathy as Sam cried out in pain. He raised a shaking fist to Dean's jacket, clutching it tight like a security blanket, eyes rolling.

"Ok, its ok sorry -" He started as the iron grip Sam has on his jacket suddenly loosened, instantly panicking. "Sammy? Sam!"

He pressed his fingers into Sam's neck, feeling for a pulse and slumped backwards, relieved when he found it; it was weak but steady.

"Ok, buddy, ok you just- you take a break." Dean's chin fell into his brother's matted hair, eyes squeezed closed.

The snowfall had worsened in the time it had taken Dean to find Sam, and now lay thick and heavy around the brothers. Sam was still out for the count, breaths puffing out in small clouds, whilst Dean tried to treat his wounds with their limited supply of medical equipment. The military grade first aid kit was still stashed safely in the Winchester's crummy motel room; they shouldn't have needed it anyway: this was supposed to be a simple salt and burn.

The only other medical supplies the Winchesters possessed were those in the car and the small emergency first aid kit in Sam's duffel. Dean hadn't been comfortable leaving Sam alone to reach the Impala for supplies, and so had comprised, stripping off his jacket and wrapping it around his brother before retrieving the first aid kit from beside the burning grave.

The adrenaline was finally beginning to wear off leaving Dean weak and shaky. He needed to stay calm, for Sam if nobody else: his baby brother needed him and Dean freaking and panicking would do nothing to help Sam at all.

"Ok let's just-" First and foremost, Dean had to stop the bleeding from Sam's shoulder. For the brief inspection of the shoulder that Dean had attained, he was almost certain it was dislocated, ball ripped from the joint by the downwards motion of the ghost's attack. If Dean's gut instincts were anything to go from- and after years of experience following those very instincts he was pretty sure they were, there was defiantly a hospital in Sam's future, for better or worse.

For now though, the only thing Dean could do was stop the bleeding, and that was exactly what he was going to do; he wasn't going to lose his baby brother, not on Christmas Eve; not when it was his fault.

Dean ripped off his flannel, and now left only in his t-shirt, pressed the thin material into Sam's profusely bleeding shoulder. Though it wouldn't offer a permanent solution, it was better than leaving the wound unattended. The copious amounts of blood Sam had left on the ground beneath him were proof of that. The cold weather and snow had helped to somewhat slow the flow of blood, but not enough to make any real difference, and that worried Dean: Sam was running out of time.

"C'mon Sammy, just a few more steps." The Winchester brothers had been walking for close to ten minutes before the glinting form of the Impala became visible through the steadily worsening snow. It was by no means a long walk back to the car, but with Sam barely conscious and Dean doing the walking for two people progress was slow and took time that Sam simply didn't have to waste.

There was no way for Dean to transport Sam without further jostling his injuries; the broken leg offering no support for the rest of his body and his shoulder limiting the support that Dean could in turn give him. It was almost physically painful for Dean, watching his younger brother suffer in such a way when there was nothing he could do to help him.

"It's ok, Sam, look there she is… Sammy, just-just lift your head, we're almost…" Dean was panting, the effort of keeping his gargantuan little brother upright finally catching up with him.

Sam was breathless; too, sweat collecting in beads across his brow, the effort of staying conscious was becoming a physically taxing act. Dean was sure it was only stubborn force of will keeping Sam vertical right now, and every gasp of pain from his sibling shoved the stake of regret further into his heart: They should never have come on this hunt.

"Dea-Dean I'm…I can't…S-sorry"

Sam inwardly cursed himself, appalled by how weak and strained his voice sounded. Somewhere beyond the fog of pain assaulting his every sense was the signature stubbornness of the Winchester family telling him to hold on, to hold on for Dean, to not leave him alone, but after everything, the pain was too much. The darkness came almost as a relief, the agony radiating from both his leg and shoulder fading to a dull throb, and his last coherent thought was one of regret. He knew how much blood he had lost; probably too much to make it out of this alive, and he was just sorry that he couldn't hang on just a few more hours, just to spend one last Christmas with his big brother.

And suddenly Sam didn't want to die, after everything; Jess, Stanford, their father, he just wanted to be with Dean. But Sam was falling, there was nothing he could grab hold of, nothing to slow his descent as all conscious thought left his being.

I'm so sorry, Dean.

And then Sam knew no more.

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