I DO NOT OWN ANYTHING...EXCEPT THIS...

I get Scared:

Here I am...

Lying here...

In the cold, wet rain...

Bleeding & bleeding...

I am going to die tonight...

And I don't want to...

Hello, My name is Rei. Rei Hino, or other known as Sailor Mars, & right now I'm
Just laying here, in this deep, dark alley, dying.

True, I am scared, which is, if anyone knew it, would be quite a shocker. I'm
always known to be... fiery, brave, unscared, rough,you know. A tough chick. A toughie.
But there is another side of me on the other side of the mirror. A more polite
Rei Hino. A more ''Lady'' Hino.

A sweet Hino.

A nice Hino.

A naive Hino.

An innocent Hino.

A good Hino.

People never have seen this side of Hino, NO ONE. Not even my grandfather or friends
has seen this side.I don't know why I don't want to show it; I consider it a sin.

Yes, a sin.

Don't know why, but I do.

And on this other side of the mirror, is fear.

And I get scared...

The fact that people are actually crazy enough to...hurt another, just because of
something so stupid like calling some guy at bar ''fat,'' or insulting or assulting
someone.

Because death is so common; doesn't matter who you are or where your from. If you
have some fatal disease or if your just at a place with wrong people at the wrong
time.

How defeat, if you screw up enough, could send you to your maker...

Or to the devil...

To the fact that monsters & all kinds of enemies are everywhere...
You can't avoid it, because it is EVERYWHERE.

Many times I got on the fields to fight fiends. And each time a struck of fear
went up in me. I suddenly became paranoid.

I'm suprised that didn't kill me.

Yet, I am here laying in an alley, dying, just because I was at the wrong place
at the wrong time.

TWO-HUNDRED ENEMIES. Over 200 enemies I have fought, & never did I die.

Yet, I'm dying, now because some guys thought it would be fun to try to fuck
with me. Went went a round, then suddenly I'm bleeding, I'm falling on the
ground, I'm screaming in agony because it hurts so much.

The funny thing is, I wasn't scared then...I guess that's it, that I wasn't scared.
That God was getting me back somehow, because I didn't feel the other side of me.

I don't know...

I really don't know...

I'm dying... & I'm dying. Can I get up?

No.

I'm gonna stay right here and die like a soldier that I am.

It's time for me to not fear death.

I won't get scared.

END

Now, I don't know WHAT the point of this story was, I just wrote it.

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