Disclaimer: I do NOT own Mail Jeevas (sadly) because if I did, he would have never, ever died. He would have lived in my closet. Forever.

So..if I don't own him, I most definitely don't own Death Note!

By the way, this was re-written. It used to be a MattxOC, but I thought it worked out better this way. Enjoy!


You missed his gentle gaze...

His laugh...

His smile...

His touch..

You missed every caress...

And hug and kiss...

You missed his scent (which was a mixture of cigarette smoke and cheap cologne)...

You even missed watching him play video games (but that's just because you could feel him right there beside you)...

And even though you missed all of this...you miss his love more than anything.

Because when you were with him, you was so happy...so content with life.

But as soon as he left, you felt hot tears pouring over your cheeks.

He was the reason you spent every second, minute, hour of your day waiting for him to come home (but one day he didn't and you knew what had happened).

He was the reason you laughed and cried.

He was the reason you worried (because you was too afraid to lose him).

But it was all worth it, even though he's gone...Gone forever...

It was worth it because you loved Mail Jeevas more than anything in the world.

And that could never change.

There was nothing in the world that could have changed it.

Not even Death.


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