New story, i promise i'll still keep posting the other one, but i'm kind of having a hard time with it, so i'll just jump into this one
It's a Kogan/Jagan story hope you enjoysssss XD
Disclaimer: I don't own the song or characters
Kendall's POV
It's been 730 days since Logan and I broke up. It's been 1,095 days since the band broke up. And it's been 360 days since James and Logan got together and they seem so, I don't want to say this because it hurts me, but they seem so in love. Yeah we're all still pretty great friends, even Logan and I, but I just love Logan so much. I was so stupid when I broke up with him.
"Gah!" I screamed into my pillow one morning. The same pillow Logan slept on.
My phone rang and I quickly answered it, only to hear Logan's sweet angelic voice.
"Morning Kendall! Sorry, did I wake you up?" Logan's overly cheery voice changed to apologetic.
"No, I was already up. What's up Logan?"
"Uh, c-can you come to my place? I need to tell you something."
"Sure. I'll be there in fifteen minutes."
"Thank you Kendall!" He said and hung up.
I got out of bed and walked to my bathroom to take a quick shower. I wonder what Logan needed to tell me.
I walked up to Logan's apartment and knocked on the door. It only took him about ten seconds to open the door and engulf me in a bear crushing hug. He may be small, but Logan is one of the best huggers.
"Buddy, I need to breath." I whispered, not really wanting to let go, but he was crushing my lungs.
"Oh sorry!" He quickly pulled away and I saw him blush lightly.
"It's fine." I chuckled and followed him inside.
He shut the door and walked into the kitchen, pouring himself some coffee and offered me some. I accepted it since I hadn't eaten breakfast to get here soon. We sat around the table, me cradling the warm cup in my hands, letting it warm my body.
"It's a cold winter this year, huh?" Logan questioned, breaking the silence.
"Yeah. It's like that one winter when we left to L.A."
After the band broke up, we all decided to move back to Minnesota, even James who really had wanted to become famous in the first place, but now I understand why though. For Logan.
"So, what did you want to tell me?"
(S)He says, Can you keep a secret?
A ceremony set for June.
I know it's a rush but I just love him so much.
"Promise not to tell anyone? We don't want to make it official yet, but I really wanted to tell you since you're like my brother Kendall." Logan smiled and I saw a twinkle of happiness in his eyes, one that I never saw with me.
"Of course I won't tell. What is it Logan? You're scaring me a bit."
"James proposed to me last night and we're getting married in June. I know it's barely going to be a year since him and I got together, but we just love each other so much and I want to spend the rest of my life with him."
I was so not expecting that. He totally caught me off guard. Like seriously? They're getting married in five months?
Pardon my harsh reaction
Putting me on the spot
And if I'm being honest
I'm hoping that I get caught
Showing you I'm unhappy
Letting you see my truth
Cause if you recall
Our anniversary falls eleven nights into June
"What?! Logan you and James are crazy. Why so soon?! I think you should take sometime and think about this. It's a huge step in your relationship!" I said, sounding like an overly jealous ex boyfriend.
Logan just stared at me wide eyed, his hands wrapped tightly around the mug. He didn't move a muscle and I felt horrible for exploding like that. Taking about five deep breaths, I thought over my next words so I wouldn't make Logan break into raining eyes.
"Logie, I'm sorry, but I think you should wait. What if he's not the one for you?"
Logan looked away and I could tell that I was right. He kept bitting his lip and I knew he was having a battle with himself at this moment. His eyebrows rose every now and then and he shut his eyes tightly.
Finally he looked up at me and shook his head.
"It's what I want Kendall." He whispered, but something told me he was lying.
"Fine, but don't expect me to be at your wedding. I don't wanna hear the wedding bells." I stood up abruptly and left his apartment.
I know it was harsh to say that. I mean we're best friends and he wants me there, but it's just too painful for me to accept this new fact. Logan isn't mine anymore. And he never will be. Never.
Logan's POV
"Fine, but don't expect me to be at your wedding. I don't wanna hear the wedding bells." Kendall said rather coldly and left my place.
I felt the tears that I'd been holding back all this time finally fall freely down my face and I made np attempt in stopping them.
I still love Kendall. I love him and not James and I know James doesn't love me. He's just with me because he's wanted to be with me since before we became famous and he was mad when Kendall asked me out first. James doesn't love me. I really doubt that at this point he even likes me. He's pretty much just with me to make Kendall jealous. And I can't believe I'm letting James win.
so yeah, i'm thinking about one or two chapters left ^.^
i know it's not the best, but i really love this song and i might've gotten some of the lyrics wrong cause it's not a studio version, it's only been heard live and with the screaming girls it's kinda difficult to hear
