Part I
She was about 5, tall for her age and wise beyond her years. Her small face was framed by curly auburn hair and decorated with expressing blue eyes. Had it not been for the fact that she'd boarded the ship during a Borg attack someone might've thought she was the Captain's daughter.
Naturally, she was nervous and afraid, suspicious of everyone around her. The doctor managed to remove almost 100% of the Borg technology in her body and now the child could go out and about as she pleased if it was inside Sick Bay. The incentive didn't help, however, and she could often be found reading from a PADD the Doctor had given her, unnatural for a girl her age.
"Sick Bay to Captain Janeway," the doctor spoke into his combadge.
"Janeway here," came back the response.
"I was hoping you could swing by sometime, Captain. I have some news about our patient down here in Sick Bay."
"Very well, Doctor. I'll be by as soon as my shift is over. Janeway out."
The Doctor took in a breath and turned to look at the girl, crouched in the floor with PADD in hand. He moved towards the little girl, auburn hair covering her face.
"Okay, Elizabeth," he said as softly as his subroutines allowed him to do so, "I'm going to work now, do you need anything else before I go inside my office?"
The child looked up. Piercing, blue eyes met the Doctor's, clearly mortified by the girl's reticence.
"I was hoping I could do more around here," her squeaky voice came back, taking the hologram aback, as it was the first time he heard it.
"First, you've got to meet Captain Janeway," he answered.
"When can I do so?" the child questioned again.
"She will be here soon, I just spoke with her and she said she'd be coming by as soon as her shift was over."
"Can I help you around here, then?"
"Hmmm, let me think. Do you know how to sterilize medical equipment?"
The girl nodded. "My mother was also a doctor, I used to help her all the time. But then the Borg came and assimilated the entire medical facility where we were."
"How long ago was this?" asked the hologram as he passed the equipment to be sterilized and the solvent needed.
"Can't say with accuracy but I believe it to be about two months ago."
"Well, that certainly explains why the implants had not quite taken into your body yet. It was relatively simple to remove most of them without complications."
"Complications?"
"Yes. Medicine comes with risks, I am assuming you know this. You seem like a very smart girl." Elizabeth nodded, eyes holding the Doctor's.
"What sort of risks?" she asked.
"Well, there is always the risk of losing a patient. But with the right care and medicine many can go on and live a full life. Medicine, Liz, is a very delicate subject. After all, you are responsible for somebody else's life." Elizabeth's eyes moved down to the tray in front of her. She picked up a medical tricorder, sprayed some disinfectant and went ahead to clean the instrument.
"Do no harm."
"Exactly."
Just as they were talking, the titanium alloy double doors hissed opened , in came Captain Janeway. Immaculate as always, she looked like some sort of 'superhero' from one of the many twentieth-century comics Mr. Paris liked to read when it was his shift in sickbay and there was not a single patient to be seen. What was it? Wonder Woman? Then again, Mr. Paris liked the X-Men instead.
"Good afternoon, Doctor," the gruff voice made child and hologram turn to Kathryn.
"Good afternoon, Captain."
"I see your patient is already out and about. Remarkable work, Doctor, as always!"
"Thank you, Captain."
"Do you mind if I have a word with her?"
"Not at all. Elizabeth, I am going to deactivate myself, if you need anything all you have to do is ask the computer to activate the EMH." The girl nodded. "Computer, deactivate emergency medical holographic program." And the Doctor vanished into thin air.
Kathryn was really hoping she didn't fuck everything up with Elizabeth. She had been given background as to her finding on a deactivated Borg vessel, being the only survivor, her genetical makeup. She knew the child was human. She knew she was highly intelligent to be only five years old. And she knew she'd have a tough time letting go of the child when the moment came.
"What's your name?" the woman began, measuring her words and tone carefully.
"Elizabeth, but you can call me Liz. You must be Captain Janeway."
"That I am. You can call me Kathryn if you'd like. How old are you, Elizabeth?"
"I am six years old, Captain," answered the child with the utmost respect. Whomever had raised her had done a very good job of it.
"Tell me Liz, do you remember what happened before the Borg got to you?" Elizabeth nodded. "You want to tell me about it?"
"My mother was a Doctor back in the Alpha Quadrant. My father died when I was a baby, so she took over raising me by herself. She was sent to the Beta Quadrant to work at a research facility there for a few months. A week after, the facility was raided by the Borg. They assimilated most of the people there, they tried assimilating my mother, but she resisted, and they killed her. Then they assimilated me."
"Okay, come here, Honey," Kathryn opened her arms for the child whose face was now flooded with tears. She picked up the girl and drew her to her chest, protectively. "It's alright, you're alright."
She wasn't sure if it was her maternal instinct kicking in or what, but all she wanted to do was to take the child with her and protect her from every harmful thing in the galaxy. Impossible, she knew.
"Are you hungry?" she asked, trying to distract the child long enough to keep her from crying. Liz nodded, and Kathryn smiled. "Okay, then. Let's go find you something to eat."
Locked safely in Kathryn's arms, Elizabeth buried her face on her shoulder as they cruised the long hallways that lead to the mess hall. There was something about this woman that reminded her oddly of her own mother. Things like the length and color of her hair, the size of her stride, or the same piercing, expressing look that she gave her every time she peaked over her shoulder.
In a way, it was like having her back, even if it was for only a determined amount of time. She knew that somewhere along the line she'd have to abandon Voyager, and she was not pleased by the idea of leaving Kathryn or the Doctor behind.
As they walked through the hallways, she was sure people were staring, and she took further refuge in Kathryn's arm by tightening her hold on her neck. Kathryn's soft hand came to the small of her back to calm her.
"It's alright, kiddo," she said softly into Elizabeth's ear, just like her mother used to do when she woke up at night with a nightmare. "They are only staring because we are not used to having children onboard, except for Naomi who was born here. You'll like her."
The double doors to the Mess Hall hissed open then shut as they entered it. Kathryn approached a man named Neelix, clad in an apron as he shuffled back and forward on the kitchen, making and serving food.
"Hello, Captain!" said the man as he kept shuffling in the galley.
"Hello Neelix. I need something delicious and nutritious for this cutie, and please, NO LEOLA ROOT!" The Talaxian was bewildered.
"Captain, you never told me you had a daughter."
"That's because I don't, Neelix."
"Well, she looks just like you! How can she not be your daughter?"
Panic struck Liz's body and she held tighter to Kathryn.
"It's alright, Sweetie. Neelix can we talk about this some other time, please?" the Talaxian assented and went on to give her a tray that Kathryn took with her only free hand.
Kathryn walked a couple feet to the closest open table and placed the tray down, then took a seat with Elizabeth still in arms. The little girl choked down a spoonful of soup, she was visibly upset. The woman thought and thought, looking for a small distraction to calm Elizabeth down.
"Liz, can you tell me something about your mum?" Elizabeth forked her vegetables from one place to the next, then left the fork aside.
"Her name was Katrina, you kind of look like her."
"Coincidence much?"
"I don't know, maybe." Elizabeth took in another spoonful, "Maybe it's your hair, or the way you walk, or maybe it's your eyes. I don't exactly know."
"Why do you think your mum and I look so much alike?" the girl shrugged.
"Maybe she's your twin sister?" Kathryn didn't know what to say.
"I'm sorry Kiddo, I hate to say it, but I don't have a twin. A sister yes, but she's not my twin."
"What's her name?" Elizabeth took a forkful of veggies into her mouth and chewed it bright-eyed, waiting for an answer from her.
"Phoebe."
"Do you miss her?"
"A little bit… A lot," Kathryn corrected.
"And why are you out here, in the middle of nowhere?"
"It's a long story, Kid," Kathryn said softly as she took a sip of a coffee Neelix had prepared for her, "And it is kind of late. Tomorrow if you still want to hear it I'll tell you, but for now, finish eating so that I can take you back to sickbay."
"How long do I have to stay in sickbay?"
"I don't know, Liz, but we can ask the Doctor as soon as I get you there. Why, you don't like been in sickbay? Or is it the Doctor?"
"Sickbay," the girl answered, she thought for a moment and asked if the Doctor had a name. Janeway snorted and looked at the child.
"He's been trying to decide now for nearly six years."
"Well, that's a long time to pick a name, don't you think so, Captain?"
"Yes, it is. I told him if he didn't pick one already then, I would pick one for him. You should've seen his face."
"Let me guess. Was he terrified?"
"Oh, he was!" Elizabeth started giggling and Kathryn joined in.
Never had Neelix seen the Captain this happy. From his spot in the galley, he observed as a very relaxed Janeway interacted with the little girl. He'd never seen her like this before. Around Naomi she was always sweet but tried hard to keep that thin line between Captaincy and Womanhood as thick as possible.
They looked like mother and daughter. The way Kathryn cared for her, the way she worried about a girl she'd just met. There was also the fact that they looked remarkably alike; blue eyes and auburn hair, the expressing eyes. There were too many coincidences.
The little girl was visibly upset when the Captain brought her in, but now she seemed almost completely fine. Her spirits were up, and she conversed with the Captain animatedly as she ate. The Captain was also visibly happy, smiling like he'd only seen been done to Chakotay. That very same smile she gave to Kes, or Sam, or Seven, and occasionally at Harry, too.
If Neelix had to guess on something, he'd probably guess that it was her maternal instincts kicking in; after all she was still in child-bearing age. She'd make an excellent mother, that was clear for anybody to see.
"Are you finished, Liz?" Kathryn asked softly as she looked at the child. Elizabeth nodded, "Okay then, let's take you back to sickbay."
"Do I have to?"
"Well, at least we got to ask the Doctor if you're ready to leave." The child extended her little arms in a gesture to be picked up. Kathryn did so, still dumbfounded by how light she was, despite been tall for her age. She picked the tray in her hands and dumped it in the recycle bin, then started walking towards the hallway.
She came into sickbay to find a beaten up Chakotay and a very angry hologram. He had bruises all over his body and Kathryn could swear she could see a bruise already starting to turn blue around the Commander's left eye.
"This wouldn't happen if you desisted from displaying that forsaken holoprogram!" The Doctor admonished as he cleaned a small cut on his lips. Chakotay hissed and pulled back.
"What happened?!" Kathryn heard herself say, a little louder than what she would have liked. She placed Liz on the closest biobed and walked over to her friend and coworker.
"Nothing," Chakotay started but was interrupted by an apoplectic Doctor.
"NOTHING?! NOTHING HE SAYS?!"
"Alright, calm down Doctor. You are scaring Elizabeth. Chakotay, care to tell me what the hell is going on?" Janeway mediated.
"I had some time allotted in the Holodeck and I needed to blow off some steam…"
"So, you opened the boxing holoprogram."
"Except that Tom tampered with it and I took a beating."
"Well, I can see that! How do you feel, Commander?"
"Like I was hit by a plasma storm."
"Considerable due to the extent of these injuries," her hand went over to clean a cut on his forehead. Chakotay winced but did not pulled away. The Doctor had retired to his office to work on some culture samples, leaving the two of them and Liz alone.
Kathryn turned around to look at the girl, sitting still on the biobed and looking intently at them.
"Liz, do you want to help me cure the Commander's injuries?" The little girl said nothing, but Kathryn saw her face and eyes light up, "Here, Honey, go get me that little cylinder over there by the microscope, please." Elizabeth jumped from the biobed and did as told.
Once she was back, she handed the cylinder to Kathryn, who, before going over to Chakotay, showed her the device.
"This is a dermal regenerator. The Doctor uses it to heal cuts such as this one, on the Commander's forehead."
"How does it work?"
"It has a tiny light. You see, down here. All you must do is point it at the wound and activate it for a few seconds." Kathryn went ahead to demonstrate with Chakotay, setting a hand on his shoulder and right over his heart to steady him down and prevent him from moving.
Chakotay knew it as soon as he took the first punch. Tom had tampered with the safety controls again and had altered the holoprogram so that he could not override it until the match was over. Damn him! Now he was sitting on a biobed in sickbay, beaten like a prune and trying to mute out the Doctor's protest over the boxing holoprogram.
He felt the sting of the hydrogen peroxide on his lower lip, hissed and pulled back. The hiss of the titanium double doors brought up his attention and he saw an image of Kathryn he had never seen before. She came in, majestic and entrancing, carrying in her arms a little girl of 5 or 6.
The resemblance was enormous. They were like two peas in a pod. If the Commander had not known better, he would say she was Kathryn's daughter. But he did know better, and he knew the Captain, and Kathryn Janeway did not had children.
She was a sight to see, though, maternal and all. He had other few instances when he would see that Kathryn; with B'Elanna, or Kes, or Sam, or Seven…and occasionally with Harry and Tom; especially with Harry and Tom.
"What happened?!" Chakotay tried answering but the Doctor cut in ranting about the incident. Kathryn calmed him down and asked him to let her take it from there.
From the other biobed he noticed the little girl, whom he caught the name of as Elizabeth, looking intently at both. As always, he looked up at Kathryn in the eye.
"How do you feel, Commander?" she asked, that continuous hint of longing in her eyes.
"Like I was hit by a plasma storm," said he, heartbeat quickening and blood pressure rising.
"Considerable, due to the extent of these injuries." Chakotay could not say whether she had let out a sigh of tiredness or a sigh of relief. He liked to think it was relief and not tiredness. He liked to think she cared about him just as much as he cared about her.
It touched his heart when he saw her include the little girl on their silent dialogue, asking her to bring her over the dermal regenerator. The scene was truly sweet and a welcome sight. She was born to be a mother and not to be floating in space for Spirits know how long. Chakotay saw between them a bond that was far beyond what she allowed herself to go over. With Naomi and Icheb, as well as the rest of the Borg children, she was sweet, but she strived to maintain the thin line that separated the woman and the Captain.
Once his injuries were mostly healed, he asked if he could return to his quarters. Kathryn nodded and commed Tuvok and Ayala to help him get there.
While they got there, Kathryn introduced him to the little girl. She was shy at first, but slowly he made her laugh, which also made Kathryn smile. That smile to him meant everything. He did not get to have the girl this time, but one look from her and he could die happy. He kept eye contact with her; that continuous, perfectly synchronized, silent dialogue always existent between the two of them. That smile and reaffirming touch on the shoulder, right above the heart, as if saying: "I trust you, with all my life and being."
A few minutes after Tuvok and Ayala had taken the Commander back to his quarters, she was still in sickbay with Liz. The Doctor said she was well enough to leave sickbay if she so desired but recommended Kathryn not introducing her to the rest of the crew just yet. She was still weak and had some recovering to do from the very grueling procedure that was removing the implants from her very small body.
"Alright, Kiddo, guess you're coming home with me!" The little girl jumped up and down full of happiness. "Alrighty, let's go, Monkey. We've got to replicate you some pajamas and a toothbrush." Kathryn grabbed her hand and started out into the hallway. Liz froze at once. Kathryn inspected the panic-stricken face of the girl, pale as a ghost.
"Come on, Honey. It's all right." She picked Liz up, to which she curled her arms and legs around her waist and neck. Kathryn took a hand and placed it softly on top of her lower back, reaffirming her.
"Too many people," the girl whispered.
"I know, Sweetheart. Let's go home, okay. It's just you and me there." Kathryn felt the slight pressure of Liz's head as she nodded, "Close your eyes, Love. It won't be long until we're there."
Kathryn kept walking, took the turbolift one deck up and walked to the room denominated "Captain's Quarters" right next to Chakotay's. She entered the four-digit code and the doors slid open with a mixture of hiss and smoke, a sign that engineering was working on something.
"Alright, Honey, you may open your eyes now." She said softly, but the girl did not budge. Kathryn looked over her shoulder; the girl was fast asleep. She smiled and walked away to her bedroom. She put Liz to bed and walked out into the living room to find Chakotay there.
"Hey, sorry to barge in like that, the door was open," he said with an apologetic look on his face.
"Don't worry about it, I needed my best friend to talk to anyway."
"About Elizabeth?" Kathryn nodded.
"She's a nice kid, and she's all alone. Her parents are dead, and she looks a lot like me. Neelix even thought she was my daughter."
"I don't blame him, Kathryn. You two are the spitting image of each other."
"That's a lot of coincidences."
"Why do you say that?"
"Her mother's name was Katrina." Chakotay's jaw dropped to the floor, "She says I look a lot like her."
"Yeah, no shit. Are you sure you don't have a twin in some other very twisted timeline?" She shook her head.
"I am completely sure, or she would've told me something. We've taken to each other very quickly."
"Do you feel like you have to be there for her?"
"It's this urge I have to protect her. I don't know if it is my maternal instincts kicking in or what, but I want to."
A sudden squeal coming from the bedroom made Kathryn snap to her feet and run there, only to find a very scared Liz sitting at the edge of the bed, crying and sweaty. Kathryn went and picked her up in her arms. She was trembling, scared out of her mind.
"Hey, it's okay, Sweetie. It's all right, Love. I am here. Come back to me, please?" The little girl calmed down a little but was still nervous. She brought her back to the main room, where Chakotay awaited with a glass of cold water in hand. He handed it to her and she in turn handed it to the child, still trembling in her arms.
"Here, Honey, drink this."
"What is it?" Liz asked still scared out of her mind.
"It's just water, Baby." She watched as Liz choked down a mouthful, then took the cup as she handed it back, burying her face on the crook of her neck. She sat on the couch by the viewport and took a gray blanket Chakotay handed her. Kathryn mouthed a thank you, a slight smile across her face as she covered the girl with it.
"No problem. Hit the bulkhead if you need me."
"I'll keep that in mind. Thank you, Commander."
Kathryn waited for the Commander to walk out, tracking every single step with her eyes. Then her attention turned to Elizabeth, wrapped in the gray blanket and head buried in the crook of Kathryn's neck.
"Are you awake?" she asked carefully and softly. Liz nodded. "Can you look at me, Honey?" Liz pulled her face from her neck to look at Kathryn. There were some tear streaks running down her cheeks. Kathryn wiped them away.
"There, all better," she said, "Can I get a smile?" Only a small one was the answer. "Oh, come on Darling, I know you can do better." Elizabeth's face lit up. Kathryn smiled back and pulled her to her chest. "Okay, Kiddo, time for bed."
From the comfort of the bed, Elizabeth waited for Kathryn to return from the bathroom. She looked around her. Aside from the bed, there was little to no furniture, only a small bookcase and a wine-colored armchair. The bookcase was filled to the very last rack of paperback books, all assorted colors and sizes, but neatly stacked by size.
Curiosity overwhelmed her, and she stood up from the bed and walked the very short distance to the bookshelf. Running her small fingers over the spines she read the titles one by one, all classics. One caught her eye and she found herself pulling it out of the shelf.
The spine and the cover read Great Expectations.
Elizabeth sat on the wine-colored armchair, crossed her legs, and opened the book. It caught her attention so much that she lost notion of time and space and got lost in her reading.
"What are you reading?" Kathryn's soft and husky voice coming from the door pulled her out of that wonderfully well written piece.
"Great Expectations, how long have you been standing there?"
"A while, but it appears Dickens has caught your attention in a way that you didn't hear me coming in," Kathryn walked inside, "Aren't you a little too young to know how to read? I mean, children your age are barely starting to learn."
"Traveling along with mom I had a lot of downtime, and she insisted I learned it young, that way would be easier to fit in when we came back."
"Well, I like it when a girl like you likes reading. But now it's time for bed, Little One. You can continue reading it in the morning."
"Aww, but I was just getting to the good part!"
"No buts, young lady, off to bed with you!"
"Will you be coming too?"
"Well, where else would I sleep?"
It was the nicest dream he'd had all week. There was her, back on New Earth. Heavenly blue eyes looking back at him, a profound love and adoration in them. Their hands joined as they sat in the same position in front of one another and told each other they were in love with them. She'd said, "I love you." She'd kissed him and, oh, his heart almost imploded.
The constant beeping of the alarm forced the Commander to open his eyes. He twisted and groaned awake, kicked the standard-issue covers and jumped out of bed. He walked straight to the replicator.
"Coffee, black." Damn. Hanging out with Kathryn for seven years had imprinted in him certain habits that were extremely difficult to break, starting with the way he took his coffee. Hell, starting with him drinking coffee in the first place.
Chakotay watched as his order materialized in front of him. He took it and sipped from it, burning his bruised lower lip in the process.
"Ow, damn it!" he complained, but was stopped by the buzzing of the doorbell. "Come!"
The door slid open and there she appeared, impeccable as always, with a tremulous smile.
"Hey," she said, "I came to see you before heading off to the bridge. Wanted to make sure you were okay. How are you feeling?"
"Like I was hit by a plasma storm. I should be better off in a few days."
"Well, you heard what the Doctor said, one week of rest at the very least. You got beat up pretty bad."
"Well, do something for me?"
"Depends on whether is on my power."
"Tell Lieutenant Paris that, when I see him, I'll give him a beating that'll make him wish it was B'Elanna beating him instead of me."
"Ow," she chuckled, "Poor guy. Don't worry, I'll tell him. I must get to work; would you mind keeping an eye on Elizabeth? I left her all set up, but just in case she needs anything, I told her she could knock on your door and ask for help."
"Sure, no problem. I'll keep an eye out for her, don't worry."
"Thank you," she said placing a hand on his shoulder, right above his heart, "I don't know what I would do without you." And she walked out, leaving him alone.
Kathryn Janeway stood in the bridge looking into empty space. She was there, yet she was not really there. What would not she give to feel the sudden adrenaline rush of a good, old red alert right about now! She needed to stop overthinking and doubting everything she did and say.
The earlier night Liz woke up with another nightmare. This time it was different, and she had called Kathryn 'Mommy.' She was sure it was an unconscious response, but it had planted a doubt in her mind and put into words the weird feeling that had prompted her to bring Liz to her quarters with her. Now, she could not wait for her shift to end so she could see her.
Tom laughed when she had given him Chakotay's message. He promised her he would not alter his boxing holoprogram again and that he'd avoid him for a couple of weeks until he forgot about it.
After some time of inaction in the bridge, she decided to go to her ready room. The work load was lighter than the usual, and she soon found herself staring into space from the viewport.
The doorbell sound got her attention.
"Come in!" she said, and the doors unlocked. Chakotay stood there. "Commander! What are you doing here?"
"Well, there's a little someone who wanted to see you," from behind Chakotay, a little head popped up, and Kathryn's militant stance dissolved to reveal a tender version of her. She smiled, and the little girl ran to her. She opened her arms to receive her and picked her up, nestling her in her hip.
"Hey, Sweetie, how's your day?"
"Good," the squeaky voice came back, "Commander Chakotay helped me replicate some books."
"Really?" Kathryn shot a quick look at Chakotay, standing in the doorway with hands in his pocket.
"Well, I did notice you didn't have many children's books in your shelf, so…"
"Thank you," she mouthed and turned to Elizabeth. "What books did you got?"
"I got Mary Poppins and Alice in Wonderland."
"Really? My mum used to read me those when I was a kid."
"Can we read them tonight? Please?" Kathryn was caught offhand.
"Uh… sure, Honey." The woman looked up to Chakotay still standing there, watching her interaction with Elizabeth. "Thank you, Commander. I'll take it from here." He nodded and walked out. As always, her eyes lingered there a second too long.
"You like him, don't you?"
"Huh?"
"Commander Chakotay, you like him, don't you?" Shit. Years of keeping her feelings cooped up just so that a six-year-old could see right through here in a matter of seconds?
"Uh." She was speechless.
"Please, the truth. I hate lies." Added Elizabeth.
"Well… uuhm, Honey… Our relationship is kind of complicated."
"Complicated?"
"Yeah, he is my best friend, my right hand. I trust him with my life..."
"Yes, I know, but do you love him?"
"Uh, yes. But there's a lot more to us than that…"
"Does he love you?"
"Yes. He does." Kathryn sighed.
"Then, what's so complicated?"
"If the Commander and I were to be together, Kid, then we would be breaking the rules. It would interfere with my ability to command Voyager."
Just as she finished the sentence, her comm came alive with Tuvok's voice.
"Bridge to Captain Janeway!"
"What is it, Lieutenant?"
"Captain, long range sensors are detecting extremely high nutrino emissions accompanied by an intermittent graviton flux approximately three light years away."
"I'll be right there, Lieutenant. Janeway out," she looked at the girl. "Alright, Kiddo, I got to get out there. Are you up for meeting the Bridge Crew?"
"Uhm… you think they'll like me?"
"I'm sure they'll love you," she leaned in and placed a kiss on Elizabeth's cheek, "Now come on."
Kathryn walked out into the bridge, Elizabeth still cradled on her hip.
"Captain on the bridge!" Tuvok barked as soon as he saw her. Everybody stood to look at her as she came in.
"As you were," she said softly, "Status."
"The emissions are occurring at the center of the nebula. There appear to be hundreds of distinct sources." Seven reported looking at the readings on her cconsole.
"Which could translate to hundreds of wormholes," added Harry.
"The radiation is interfering with our sensors, but if Ensign Kim's enthusiasm turns out to be justified, it would be the most concentrated occurrence of wormholes ever recorded."
"Any idea where they lead?" Janeway chimed in.
"Not yet," Harry replied, "But if just one of them leads to the Alpha Quadrant…"
"Who knows, Harry? It might take us right into your parent's living room..." Paris mocked.
"Alter course, Mr. Paris." She ordered and turned to Harry with a smug smile, "Ensign, when you speak to your mother, tell her we might need her to move the sofa."
For a few minutes everything was normal, although they were still taking readings and scans. The boys talked about trivial stuff as she sat in the Captain's chair with Elizabeth sitting in her lap. She was laughing at one of Tom's jokes.
"Maybe Chell should add 'nebula soup' to his menu."
"Shields?" Kathryn asked looking behind her.
"Holding," Tuvok replied. Kathryn tapped her comm.
"Bridge to Astrometrics."
"Go ahead," Seven's monotonous voice came back, loud and clear.
"Any more data on those neutrino emissions?"
"Negative, Captain. I still can't get a clear scan."
"Distance to the center?"
"Six million kilometers," answered Seven.
Someone called her name and she turned around.
"What is it?"
"I'm detecting a tritanium signature bearing 324, mark 55," Tuvok barked back.
"Whatever it is, is too close," Paris added.
"Evasive maneuvers!" She spat and took a PADD Chakotay handed her.
"Is it a ship?" He asked looking at Tuvok intently.
"Possibly," the Vulcan said, his usual veneer of calm on his face.
"Captain, there's another tritanium signature right above us," out of the fog came a Borg Cube.
"Tom!" Kathryn yelled, and they ducked beneath it, "Get us out of here, now!"
Elizabeth recognized the Borg Cube a mile away and panicked. It was all a blur, but she could see people moving at warp speed and taking battle stations with the efficiency of the Borg Collective. She felt her airways close as she heard Kathryn yell at Tom to get them out of there. The next thing she remembered she was back in sickbay, lying on a biobed with a very worried Kathryn Janeway hovering over her.
"Well, she appears fine now, nothing physical wrong with her. Although we could have benefitted from a counselor onboard." The Doctor remarqued as he put his tricorder away.
"The nature of our mission did not require one. We were only supposed to be gone for three weeks. And now, with Neelix gone, I'm afraid we may just have to find ourselves one."
"Well, I do have some background in Psychology. I could ask ensign Vorik to help me download such subroutines."
"Please, do so."
"Where am I?" Elizabeth murmured, but Kathryn heard her and ran to her side. Her throat felt raspy, as if she had swallowed a handful of sand, and she felt lightheaded.
"Hi, Honey," Janeway said softly, looking at her with relief in her eyes, "How do you feel?"
"I want to go home!" she cried.
"Alright, Baby, we'll go home soon, okay. Let me speak with the Doctor really quick."
"No, don't go!" she cried even harder.
"Ok, Sweetie Pie, I won't go anywhere. Come here, baby," She said picking her up in her arms. Elizabeth nestled her head in the crook of Kathryn's neck. She felt the soft vibrations coming from her throat when she spoke to the Doctor to let him know she was leaving and she would call him if she needed anything.
Three days later, Kathryn sat on the Bridge next to a less pummeled Chakotay. The swelling on his face had gone down and his blue eye had begun to recuperate its natural color. It was a quiet day so far, Elizabeth was on the holodeck with Naomi and Icheb, Seven was ten decks up and everything seemed under control. Today they were studying some kind of temporal rift.
"Captain, I'm detecting nadion discharges on the other side of the rift," Tuvok said, looking down at the readings.
"Weapon's fire?" Chakotay asked.
"It's possible. The signature appears to be Klingon" Kathryn and Chakotay looked at each other.
"Red Alert!" was Janeway's command.
"There's a vessel coming through the rift!" Tuvok emphasized.
"Klingon?" Chakotay asked.
"No, Federation," Tuvok said, observing as a Federation shuttle flied out the rift.
"Captain, we're being hailed," interrupted Harry.
"On screen," ordered Janeway.
She couldn't believe her eyes. She looked to Chakotay, he too was awestruck. From the viewscreen an older version of herself looked back at her. Her hair was white, her face wrinkled, and she wore a red suit with an admiral's insignias on the collar.
"Recalibrate your deflector to emit and anti-tachyon pulse. You have to seal that rift!"
"It's usually considered polite to introduce yourself before you start giving orders," said Janeway as soon as she was able to speak.
"Captain, a Klingon vessel is coming through," interrupted Tuvok.
"Close the rift! In case you didn't noticed, I outrank you, Captain. Now do it!" She did as asked and Voyager closed the rift, stopping the Klingons in the process.
"I did as you asked," said Kathryn looking straight at her older doppelgänger, "Now, tell me what the hell is going on." The Admiral looked back at her.
"I've come to bring Voyager home."
Sometime later, Kathryn stood in the transporter room. Tuvok and Chakotay were by her side as always.
"Welcome aboard," she said, looking directly at her doppelgänger for the first time in person.
"It's good to be back."
"Come on, Icheb! You're too slow!" Naomi yelled as she ran through the hallways. She and Icheb tried as hard as possible to follow along.
"Wait up, Naomi! You're going too fast!" Elizabeth complained, "We're going to get in trouble."
"No, we're not, come on!" And she kept on running, loosing herself on Voyager's interminable hallways.
"She's crazy," commented Elizabeth looking at Icheb.
"Indeed!" he confirmed, "Alright, Elizabeth, I must get to Astrometrics. I'll see you around."
"Wait, don't go. Do you think you can take me with Captain Janeway? I don't know the ship very well."
"Computer, locate Captain Janeway."
"Captain Janeway is in her ready room," the computer replied.
"Ok, Come on."
"Fresh coffee?" the Admiral asked. They were in Kathryn's ready room and she had just replicated a cup of her strongest blend.
"Would you like a cup?"
"No, I gave it up years ago. I only drink tea now. I told the curator at the museum that if he wanted to make the ready room more authentic, he should always keep a steaming pot of coffee on the desk."
"Voyager's in a museum?"
"Voyager is a museum, on the grounds of the Presidio. On a clear morning you can see Alcatraz from here," she said walking to the viewport.
"You made it back to Earth." Kathryn deducted.
"Unfortunately, our favorite cup took a bit of a beating along the way. It was damaged during a battle with the Fen Domar."
"Who?"
"You'll run into them in a few years."
"You know what?" Janeway said, "I shouldn't be listening to details about the future."
"Oh, the Almighty Temporal Prime Directive! Take my advice, it's less of a headache if you just ignore it." Kathryn was scandalized.
"You've obviously decided to, or you wouldn't be here."
"A lot's happened to me since I was you."
"Well, I'm still me, and this is still my ship. So, no more talk about what's going to happen until I decide otherwise. Understood?"
"Alright," the Admiral gave up, "let's talk about the past. Three days ago, you detected elevated neutrino emissions in a nebula in grid 986. You thought it might be a way home. You were right. I've come to tell you to take Voyager back to that nebula."
"It was crawling with Borg," the younger woman refuted.
"I've brought technology that'll get us past them." The older woman's blue eyes bore straight into Kathryn's soul. "Oh, I don't blame you for being skeptical, but if you don't trust yourself, who can you trust?"
"For the sake of argument, let's say I believe everything you're telling me. The future you come from sounds pretty good. Voyager's home, I'm an Admiral. There are ways to defend against the Borg. My ready room even gets preserved for posterity. "
"So, what would you want to tamper with such a rosy timeline?" Interrupted the Admiral, "To answer that I would have to tell you more than you want to know. But suffice it to say, if you don't do what I'm suggesting, it's going to take you another sixteen years to get this ship home, and there are going to be casualties along the way. I know exactly what you're thinking."
"You've also become a telepath?" mocked Janeway.
"I used to be you, remember? You're asking yourself, 'Is she really who she says she is or is this just a deception?' For all you know, I could be a member of species 8472 in disguise. Have your people examine my shuttle. Tell them to take a close look at the weapons systems and the armor technology. In the meantime, the Doctor can confirm my identity."
Just as the Admiral finished talking the doorbell rang. The two Janeways looked at one another.
"Come in!" said the younger Janeway. She was surprised to see Icheb standing in the doorway. "May I help you, Young Man?" she asked. From behind Icheb's long stature came Liz's small body with a shy smile. She wore a clay-colored overall on top of a light-blue turtle neck, her hair was half down with a small, blue satin bow.
Icheb walked out without saying a word and Liz was left standing there, looking at both older women with a confused look in her face.
"Liz, Sweetheart, what are you doing here? Do you need anything?" The younger of the two knelt in front of her to look her straight in her eye. The little girl did not speak, just stood there petrified.
"Baby, it's all right," Kathryn took her arms carefully and softly to assuage her, "This is Admiral Janeway, there is nothing to fear, Love." She looked up from the girl to the Admiral, her face wore a look of horror, tenderness, and confusion all mixed into one. She turned back to the child taking up her lithe frame into her arms and sitting her on her hip.
"Admiral," she said, "I trust you remember the way to our sick bay."
"My scans of the Admiral's cerebral cortex turned up something interesting." They were in sickbay, the Captain and him. Earlier that day, he'd made sure the Admiral was in full health and ran a couple examinations in the process.
"What is it?"
"I'm not sure. I've never seen this kind of implant before."
"Alien technology?" Janeway suggested.
"The micro circuitry has a Starfleet signature."
"Off course it does," another voice, so familiar yet so strange, turned back.
"Admiral?!" The EMH jumped.
"You invented it. Twelve years ago, from my perspective."
"I'm sorry, Admiral, I didn't realize," he apologized.
"What, that I was eavesdropping?" said the woman boring his eyes right into his soul (if he had one), "I might be old, but my hearing is still excellent, thanks to your exemplary care over the years."
The hologram looked at her with a thoughtful expression.
"So, this implant I'm going to invent… what does it do?"
"It's a synaptic transceiver. It allows me to pilot a vessel equipped with a neural interface."
"Fascinating!" The Doctor was truly intrigued, and his ego kicked in, "Tell me, what other extraordinary breakthroughs am I going to make?"
"Doctor!" interrupted the Captain.
"Sorry, Captain, but you can't blame a hologram for being curious," he defended.
"Just finish your report."
"Yes, Ma'am," he complied, "My scans indicate the two of you are genetically identical. The Admiral is you, approximately twenty-six years from now." Just as he finished saying so, Seven of Nine walked into sick bay.
"Hello, Seven," said the Admiral and the steel look in her eyes softened as she looked at the former Borg whom replied with a small head nod and approached the Captain and handing her a PADD.
"The technology aboard the Admiral's ship is impressive. Much of it appears to have been designed to defend against the Borg."
"Could we install these systems on Voyager?" Captain Janeway asked. The Admiral kept looking at Seven, as if reminiscing something that was not there anymore.
"The stealth technology is incompatible," the blond-haired woman replied, hands behind her back as usual, "but I believe we can adapt the armor and weapons."
They looked at one another for a second. Then, the Admiral spoke; her words a challenge at her younger self.
"Well, Captain?" Janeway thought about it for a moment, then ordered.
"Do it!"
Later that evening, after recording her personal log, Kathryn sat in the loveseat right in front of the viewport, head lost in the stars.
"Mommy!" she heard a little squeal and ran off to the bedroom, where Elizabeth was shaking with another nightmare. She gathered the kid into her arms and pulled her close.
"There, there. Mommy's here, Love, you're all right." She had decided, she would adopt Elizabeth.
The next morning, the woman and child sat together in the Mess Hall for breakfast. Kathryn, as per usual, had a cup of black coffee in front of her and a PADD in her hand. Elizabeth had a piece of toast with some eggs and a glass of milk in front of her.
"Mom?" Liz said. That little squeaky voice calling her 'mom' made her morning. They talked about this the night before and Liz had no objections.
"Yes, Love," Kathryn took a sip of her coffee.
"Why does the Admiral look so much like you? Is she your mother?"
"No, Honey, she's not my mother. Grandma Gretchen is all the way in the Alpha Quadrant, and so is your aunt Phoebe. The Admiral looks like me because, apparently she is me."
"I don't get it. What do you mean she is you? Aren't you you?"
"Well, Sweetie that's a very long story. She is me, but she comes from the future." Kathryn sat the PADD back down on the table looking at her daughter as she took yet another sip of coffee.
"But I still don't get it!"
"Don't beat yourself, baby, neither do I. Aside from that, Honey, are you completely sure you want me to adopt you?"
"Why wouldn't I want that? I just have one condition, Mom."
"Oh?" Kathryn was taken aback.
"That you adopt Icheb as well. He's a very smart boy, and he's all alone. What would become of him when we get back to the Alpha Quadrant?"
"Yes, sweetheart, you're very right. Are you sure you are not a member of some alien race that the younger they are the wiser," she smiled, and Liz smiled back.
"Plus, he would make a great big brother, Mom."
"Alright, young lady, you've already convinced me. Now, finish your breakfast."
Icheb was surprised to say the least. The Captain had sent for him and had him reported to her ready room. He was surprised to see Elizabeth there as well, sitting on her lap.
"Please, sit down, Icheb." He complied.
"What I want to talk to you about is you. By the looks of things, we might have found a way home. I wanted to talk to you about adoption."
"Adoption?"
"Yes, Icheb. I want to be your mother, at the very least until you get into the Academy. My point is… Earth is a very big place, full of people from unusual parts of the galaxy. I don't want you to be alone," she looked down at Elizabeth, "I don't want any of you to be alone in such an isolating place."
"…"
"You don't have to answer me now. Think is over and let me know what you decide."
"Will that be all, Captain? I promised Naomi I'd take her swimming on the holodeck." The Captain nodded, and he walked out, feeling confused and happy and, at the same time, afraid.
She'd had a hell of a day. The Admiral and her had a small disagreement when she tried to take over her Bridge. She called her aside, to the hallway, where she revealed something that had wacked her out of orbit. Seven was going to die and she would marry Chakotay. Neither of them would ever be the same again.
Kathryn didn't know what else to do. She didn't know whether to laugh or to cry, whether to throw something at a bulkhead or start running like a maniac through the Jeffries tubes.
"Mom?"
"Yes, Darling?"
"Are you okay?"
"Frankly no, Baby, I had a long day."
"Icheb asked me if he could come over for dinner. He said he had something important to talk to us about."
"Do you think it's probably about his adoption?"
"I don't know, but he was really nervous. I told him that it was okay, I hope you don't mind."
"No, that's perfect, baby girl. What do you want dinner to be?"
"How about Bolian Pasta? There's absolutely no way you can mess up that."
"Geez, thank you for the vote of confidence!" Kathryn bit back sarcastically. Liz giggled and climbed unto her lap.
"Can we read Alice in Wonderland tonight?"
"Did you finish Great Expectations?" Liz nodded, "Already?" Liz nodded again. Kathryn ran her hand through her curly, auburn hair and planted a soft kiss on her cheek. In a way, Elizabeth completed her in a way she couldn't describe it. She was a mother for fuck's sake! She hadn't given birth to her, but she was her daughter in the full extent of the word.
Icheb stood at the doorstep of the Captain's quarters. Visibly anxious, he tugged and rearranged his clothes and hair. Once he was satisfied with his looks he pressed the doorbell and waited.
"Enter!" came Captain Janeway's voice and the door slid open. She stood there, looking very different than the woman he'd initially met when he boarded Voyager for the first time. Her uniform jacket and turtleneck had been kicked aside, and she wore the gray undershirt and her uniform pants. Next to her was Elizabeth. She was clad in a clay-colored overall and a wine-colored shirt, her auburn, long hair was combed into a ponytail.
"Icheb!" she squealed and ran to take his hand to drag him inside. He let himself be tugged, offering no resistance.
After some thoughtful consideration he had decided that getting adopted by the Captain would be a wise enough choice. She could help him with getting into Starfleet Academy, and he couldn't think of another woman he would be prouder to call "mother" than the Captain herself. He'd always looked up to her as a role model; always strong and dignified.
"Please," she said, "come in and make yourself comfortable." He could tell she too was nervous. Icheb observed as she finished setting up the table. This maternal version of the Captain obscure to him and to the rest of the crew, in fact. He'd seen many of her interactions with Naomi, however they didn't compare to this Kathryn. He observed as Kathryn interacted with Elizabeth; mother and daughter indeed.
"Alright, Icheb," Elizabeth's voice pulled him out of his head and made him blink for a few seconds, "Come on, dinner's ready." And she tugged at his hand and he again left himself be tugged without any resistance.
Icheb had agreed to be adopted. She was over the roof, but at the same time she was frightened by what might come out of this attempt to go home. It was ludicrous and chaotic at best. Her older self had warned her about it.
She warned the kids over dinner. No need for her to hide that fact away from them. Icheb was old enough to understand, and in case that it all went to shit they needed to have some backup plans, as a family. She warned them to stay together and in the ready room at all times, until she gave the all-clear or red alert was canceled; only then could they come out.
Icheb told her he would take care of Liz, to go peacefully and do what had to be done to get the crew back home. In that instant, she fell so proud of him. He was so mature and comprehensive it almost brought tears to her eyes. Almost.
What did brought tears to her eyes though was seeing Chakotay and Seven together. The way he looked at her, the way he touched her, the way he spoke to her…. God, how she wished it was her in her place! In that moment she wanted to cry herself to nonexistence, but she couldn't. She had to keep a straight face for the remainder of their journey; even if she was dying inside, even if she was wounded beyond repair.
"Mother," Icheb's voice pulled her out of her thoughts.
"Yes, Icheb?" she was there, but not really there.
"I was thinking, what if it doesn't go as planned?" They were talking just the two of them, Liz had gone to bed and Icheb was brushing up on some quantum physics for a test he had in the morning. Kathryn had been helping him.
"Why the sudden question?" He shrugged.
"Well, if it doesn't go as planned, then we're toast." Icheb smiled a little and continued reading from his book. Kathryn looked at the chronometer on the wall. It was quite late.
"Alright, Young Man, it is quite late. Off to bed with you," she said looking at him lovingly.
"But, Mother, I don't feel ready yet!" Icheb protested but it was in vain.
"You've studied enough for one night. Let it sink in, you'll be fine tomorrow," Kathryn admonished and took the textbook away, dropping it on the coffee table. Icheb stood up and fixed his clothes.
"At what time is your exam tomorrow?"
"At 0900 hours, Mother."
"Very well, I want you in the mess hall at 0800 hours for breakfast, no excuses."
"Yes, Mother," the teen said, and she leaned in to give him a kiss before he walked out of her quarters and to the cargo bay to regenerate.
Kathryn walked into the bedroom to find Liz curled up and reading. She laughed quietly and looked at her little bookworm.
"I thought you'd be asleep by now," she said softly, "What are you reading?" Elizabeth showed her the book.
"Well, well, looks like my little bookworm has upgraded from Alice in Wonderland and Mary Poppins to Wuthering Heights. What do you say, Peanut? Do you like it?"
"It is quite interesting."
"Well, Peanut, you happen to be holding one of my favorite books. A classic from the XIX century." The little girl's eyes filled with wonder. "Alright, enough! To bed with you, young lady." And she took the book away, marking the page and sliding it back in the shelf.
As Kathryn took her place in the bed Elizabeth slid back in and curled herself over her chest.
"Goodnight, Mommy. I love you." Said the child between yawns and languid eyes.
"I love you, too. Goodnight, Little One." Oh, great, she thought, Now I'm beginning to sound like Deanna's mother! She laughed internally and drew the child close to her chest, but her eyes didn't close. She kept wondering about the next morning and thinking about the thousands of things that could, possibly, go wrong. She kept thinking about her crew and the hundreds of lives that were at stake. They had everything to lose if this didn't work.
The next morning, she woke up to the insistent computerized voice that could only correspond to her alarm. She groaned and jumped out of bed, running to the bathroom for a quick shower before Liz woke up. She was overwhelmed and tired, having slept less than six hours. It was okay, though, because the last thing she needed before confronting the Borg was patience.
She lagged to the replicator and ordered a cup of coffee, black of course. She'd need at the very least three cups to get through this day of the devil. As she took her very first sip of the day, she listened for the little light step of a certain little girl behind her and smiled. She and Icheb were her only source of sunshine on such a cloudy day.
"Morning, Mommy," she said sleepily.
"Morning, Baby," she answered, "Hurry up and get ready, we have to meet Icheb for breakfast at eight. He has a very important exam at nine and I have to get to the bridge."
"Yes, mommy," Liz replied groggily as she walked to the sonic shower, leaving Kathryn to her thoughts and her coffee.
The sudden tweet of the doorbell made her jump, and she was surprised to see her first officer behind the tritanium alloy door.
"Got a minute?' He asked tentatively.
"Sure, what can I help you with, Commander?"
"Kathryn, with all due respect, I hope I don't have to remind you of what's at stake if all this doesn't go as planned." The captain placed her mug of steaming coffee, now half-empty, on top of the table.
"Don't worry, Chakotay, I've gone through every single catastrophic scenario in my mind over and over."
"Uh-oh," he said, looking at her conspicuously, "You didn't sleep, did you?"
"What gave it away?" If sarcasm were a weapon, Chakotay would be dead.
"You're cranky, you only get cranky when you don't get enough sleep." She chuckled.
"Then I live cranky, cause running this ship barely allows me to sleep."
"So, how many hours?"
"Three, four tops." Chakotay grimaced.
"Alright, that's it!" he said, "We're stopping this madness right now!" And he turned to walk out of her quarters to go God knows where.
"No, wait!" She grabbed his wrist to stop him. He turned around to meet her eyes and electricity zapped between them, sending butterflies to Kathryn's stomach.
"Let's continue with this plan for now, in the extreme event that we need to abort it we'll take the open corridor back to the Delta Quadrant…"
"Mom?" Liz interrupts before Kathryn can finish the phrase, "Good morning, Commander."
"Yes, Sweetie?"
"Can you braid my hair?"
"Sure, Darling, go get me a hairbrush and a scrunchie; quick as you can." The child disappeared into the bedroom and both adults were left alone once again.
"So, you're 'Mom' now, huh?" He asked, quite surprised by the interactions between Kathryn and the little girl.
"Yes, I've decided to adopt her as well as Icheb," Chakotay's jaw dropped, "That I have to give credit where is due; it was Liz's idea. But she's right. They were both alone and if this worked they would be all alone in a world full of indifference and if it failed they would also be alone, just in the middle of nowhere. Elizabeth is barely six, she needs someone to take care of her. Icheb is sixteen and he too needs someone to guide him to make the right choices for him and everyone around him. So, I decided to step in and be a mother to both."
"You know what you're doing is very noble, right?" He looked at her and the swam of butterflies in her stomach got out of control.
"Believe me, Chakotay, is the least I can do." Kathryn took a sip of her coffee. Elizabeth walked in with Hairbrush and scrunchie in hand and gave it to Kathryn. The woman sat on the sofa by the viewport and the little girl stood patiently in front of her as she waited for her mother to do her hair.
"Read anything interesting lately, Liz?" Chakotay asked.
"I started reading Wuthering Heights last night." Chakotay's jaw dropped once more.
"It is not possible that you already finished the two books I helped you replicate!"
"Oh, believe me, Commander, Elizabeth can certainly give you and I a run for our money when there are books involved." Kathryn commented as she bushed the girl's hair.
"A little bookworm, just like your mother, eh?"
"Oh, she certainly is."
Kathryn laughed softly, sending chills down Chakotay's spine. Right here, right now, she was the most beautiful woman in the world. If Chakotay had any doubts left about her nobility, today he'd put an end to them. She was willing to sacrifice herself for her crew and her children.
She looked happy. This was a new side from her he'd never seen before, and Spirits, how he liked it.
"Mr. Paris, take us in," she ordered, sitting majestically in the Captain's chair.
"Aye, Captain," Tom echoed back from his post at the helm. He was considerably nervous, not the usual bubbly Tom Paris that would make a joke at the Borg's expense. Chakotay was expecting something along the lines of "Here's a book never written: All About Robots, by Cy Borg," but it never came. Maybe it had to do with the fact that B'Elanna had gone into labor earlier that morning before Kathryn called him to the bridge.
"The Admiral has succeeded, Captain," Seven chimed in, "The conduit's shielding is destabilizing."
"Now, Mr. Tuvok." At the sound of her voice, Tuvok fired three torpedoes behind them. As the hub started to come undone, a Borg sphere coming out of God-knows- where started firing at Voyager.
"Aft armor is down to six percent," reported the Vulcan Security Chief looking at the readings on his console.
"Hull breaches on decks six through twelve," followed Harry.
"I can't stay ahead of them, Captain," warned Tom from his post with something similar to desperation in his eyes.
"The armor is failing," Tuvok again.
"Where's the nearest aperture?" He asked, turning his face slightly to take a peak at Kathryn. There was determination in her eyes, however, she was taciturn.
"Approximately thirty seconds away, but it leads back to the Delta Quadrant." Seven said. Kathryn looked towards Tom.
"Mr. Paris, prepare to adjust your heading."
"Yes, Ma'am."
"What the hell is it?" Admiral Paris barked looking at the strange subspace distortion that had formed unexpectedly. Lieutenant Barclay couldn't believe his eyes.
"A trans warp aperture. It's less than a light year from Earth."
"How many Borg vessels?" a female officer asked, seeing the phenomenon without moving from her post.
"We can't get a clear reading," replied the Lieutenant, "But the graviton emissions are off the scales."
The Admiral studied the situation.
"I want every ship in range to converge at those coordinates now," he ordered without taking his eyes off the viewscreen.
"Yes, Sir."
Admiral Paris observed as other Starfleet vessels, including a Galaxy class, gathered. An officer addressed him.
"We've got eighteen ships in position, nine more on the way."
"Open a channel," he ordered.
"Open, Sir," confirmed Barclay.
"This is Admiral Paris," he said, hands tucked behind his back, "Use all necessary force. I repeat, all necessary force."
"Sir, there's a vessel coming through," Barclay cut in as the Borg sphere arrived at a barrage of phaser fire. The Admiral and his crew at Starfleet Command observed as the Sphere exploded from the inside out.
"Cease fire!" he ordered. There was something else, another ship flying from the debris. Voyager.
The shaking and rattling the ship had been suffering since they entered the hub stopped and everything went still.
"Mr. Paris, what's our position?" Janeway asked rising slowly from the chair and walking to the center of the Bridge.
"Right where we expected to be."
"The trans-warp network has been obliterated, Captain," confirmed Seven with Chakotay standing right by her side.
"We'll celebrate later," Kathryn said, turning to the Vulcan Chief of Security, "Mr. Tuvok?" Tuvok assented and pressed a combination on his console, consequently releasing a torpedo. The Borg sphere imploded.
Once out of the debris left behind by the implosion, Kathryn almost came undone when she saw the flotilla; Starfleet, no doubt.
"We did it," she said softly, but high enough for the rest of the bridge crew to hear her. Everyone stood there, silent and looking at each other. From the corner of her eye, Kathryn could've sworn she saw Seven and Chakotay let out a breath, both at once. There was a sharp pang on her gut, an incredible desire to cry, to let out all that she'd been withholding for the past eight years.
"We're being hailed," said Harry, voice nearly faltering.
"On screen," she said, and was met by the inquisitive faces of Admiral Paris, Lieutenant Barclay, and an officer she didn't recognize, "Sorry to surprise you, next time we'll call ahead."
"Welcome back," said the stout figure that was Admiral Paris through the viewscreen.
"It's good to be here," Janeway reassured.
"How did you…"
"It'll all be in my report, Sir."
"I look forward to it." And the transmission ended.
Kathryn took a big breath and looked into the gentle mantle of darkness that was space. One hand at her hip, the other one resting just a little bit over her shoulder and close to her neck she whispered a silent thank you to her older self, now confined to oblivion.
The comm chirped and the familiar voice of the EMH came through.
"Sickbay to the bridge." A soft baby cry came through as well, making Harry chuckle. There was a slight surprise in Tom's eyes.
"Doctor to Lieutenant Paris. There's someone here who'd like to say hello." Kathryn smiled widely at him.
"You'd better get down there, Tom."
"Yes, Ma'am," Tom stood and ran for the turbolift. The helm was left unattended and she shifted slightly to look at Chakotay.
"Mr. Chakotay," she said, pointing at the helm with her hand facing palm up, "The helm."
"Aye, Captain."
"Set a course… for Home." She said with the faintest of smiles, watching as the flotilla escorted them towards the blue orb she'd been obsessed over the entire time they were stranded in the Delta Quadrant.
It would be a couple of days until they reached the star base, but what was a couple of days compared to a whole seven years stranded in the middle of nowhere?
Kathryn decided she'd had enough emotions for one day. She needed to turn in, have a cup of coffee and regenerate. She also wanted to check in on the kids.
Liz and Icheb both sat in the couch by the viewport in her ready room. Liz sat with her knees up, Kathryn's old copy of Wuthering Heights splayed on her hands. Icheb sat with an arm behind the back of the sofa and a leg crossed, with a Quantum Mechanics textbook.
Elizabeth saw her first and didn't delayed but a jiff to jump from the couch and into her arms. She received her with a tired smile. Icheb noticed just a moment later and looked at her inquisitively.
"We made it!" Kathryn voiced the answer he was looking for, "We are back in the Alpha Quadrant." With Elizabeth safely clinging to her hip she walked over to the bulkhead next to her desk and pushed a button. The thin plastic pane that covered the viewport rose up and locked in place, allowing a full view of Earth from space.
"There it is, Icheb… Earth, at last." There was wonder in Liz's eyes. Icheb remained speechless, "It'll be two more days before reaching the starbase, but we've made it back home. In three days' time, you'll be meeting your grandmother."
"Will she be waiting for us?" Liz asked.
"Most certainly yes, in her last letter she said she couldn't wait to meet you and your brother." She ruffled Icheb's hair playfully.
