Why did you leave me?
Why weren't you there?
I was in pain,
I needed you all,
And you weren't there,
To hold me up.
Instead I fell,
And you watched,
With disappointment.
I am not invincible,
I cannot survive on my own.
I feel pain,
I am not made of stone.
Why do you treat me as such?
Marco,
My friend and ally,
You knew my pain,
I was there for you,
Why did you condemn me?
Rachel,
Cousin,
You are my blood,
One who is supposed to hold me up,
when I stumble and fall.
Why weren't you there?
Ax,
Friend and comrade,
I know I betrayed you,
I let you down.
You know the love of family,
you lost a brother,
in a way parents,
Couldn't you see my pain?
Tobias,
My eyes in the sky,
You were there,
But only so much,
You didn't understand,
But why couldn't you help?
Cassie,
My heart and soul,
You lost confidence in me,
You were the one I relied on,
More than anyone,
Why didn't you see my anguish?
Why didn't you hold me and tell me,
It would be all right.
You are my friends,
But somehow,
it seems you expect me,
to be something,
someone,
I am not.
I am your leader,
But leaders are not infallible.
I am always there for you,
Why aren't you there for me?
I disappointed you,
But why couldn't you understand?
I could see it in your eyes,
You thought I was weak,
My family,
Is what I fight for,
I love them,
How does that make me weak?
Why couldn't you understand?
Friend,
Cousin,
Warrior,
Dreamer,
Love,
Why?
