I Still Am, But I'm Not

Before,

I was an outcast

A social misfit

As Marco would say,

A bully magnet

I wanted to fit in

But couldn't

I never would've

I got the morphing power

I fit in a group

Wasn't that my dream?

Yet one thing changed that

I stayed in morph over two hours

I was trapped . . . as a red-tailed hawk

Forever

Could you imagine that?

Before, I was an outcast

I still am.

But in a way, I'm not

A social misfit

I still am

But in a way, I'm not

I'm a hawk

I can never really fit in with them again

Never

I can change back

Still be a nothlit

But do I really want to?

I want to fit in

Yet

In a way

Strangely

I like this life better

But I'm better off than before

Am I?

I was a lonely kid on the block who dreamed of a better life and future

A dreamer

A loner

Still am

But I'm not.