A/N: Hey guys, this is my first story so take it easy on me! Hope you like it!

Shawn and I cuddled on the couch as we watched our favorite show. He did a fake yawn and put his arm around me. I laugh a little and rest my head on his chest.

I looked up at him and just smiled. He looked down at me and asked," What?"

I laugh a little and say," Just admiring your face."

Shawn was the perfect boyfriend. He always knew what to say and when to say it, unlike the other people at my school.

Shawn laughed and said," Please stop trying to persuade me to stay. I gotta go on tour in a few days."

My smile turned into a frown pretty fast. I knew he was leaving and I didn't want him to leave.

I hated it when he left. I felt pretty lonely. I would have to pass by the time and I didn't have enough friends to spend time with.

He looked down at me with a sad face. "What's wrong Shawn?" I asked kinda concerned.

He shook his head and let out a big sigh," Nothing Auburn everything's fine."

This time I sat up and asked, " What's wrong?"

Shawn had a soft smile and said," I wish I could stay longer. I gotta go back to Toronto to pick up some stuff."

I nodded. I knew that's what he had to do. He always did that.

"When is your flight?" I asked with a sigh.

"8:00 AM tomorrow," He answered.

I put on a soft smile and said confidently," That's doable! I'll drive you there tomorrow morning."

He smiled a big smile and said,"You're the best." He kissed my forehead.

I started to blush," I love you, Shawn."

He started to frown again," How would you know? I'm barely ever with you between tours. I miss you Auburn. All the time. Sometimes I wish I wasn't famous because I want every day to be like this. Just us. No tours. No distractions. Just us."

"I know," I said.

He wrapped his arms around me and hugged me tight. I always felt safe in his arms. "I do know one thing though Auburn," he said.

"What?" I asked curious.

"I love you more," he answered.

"I love you most," I said.

I didn't want him to leave. I loved him. His fans make him happy though, so I couldn't make them miss out because of my selfishness. I closed my eyesin his arms. I never wanted this moment to end.

I smiled as he twirled my hair. I laid there in his arms and slowly drifted to sleep.

I woke up to see Shawn looking down at me and holding me still tightly. "Good morning, Princess," he said.

"Good morning my prince," I said with a soft smile," What time is it?"

"6:35," He answered.

I started to stand up as Shawn helped me up. I gave him a small kiss and went to the kitchen.

I cracked some eggs and put them in the pan. Suddenly, I felt Shawn's arms around my waist and his head on my shoulder.

He gave me a kiss on the cheek and walked away. I laughed a little and kept cooking.

I turned around quickly to see Shawn standing there. I laughed and gave him a hug. He picked me up and spun me around as my legs were wrapped around his waist.

He sat me on the counter and stepped back a little. "I just got the best idea," I said.

"What is it?" Shawn asked.

"What if I stayed with your family while you were on tour? I take online classes, so I could still do school," I said with puppy dog eyes.

"Fine," he said rolling his eyes," As long as you behave. I know my parents love you, but please don't make them change their mind."

"Yes!" I exclaimed dancing around the house.

He went up to me and said," Well looks like you got an extra day with your extra special guy."

I smiled and wrapped my hands around his neck," Well I guess I do."

"Listen this isn't the fist tour and definitely not the last, Auburn. Just please be careful with loving me the way you do. I don't want you getting hurt or heartbroken. I love you more than anything, just I wanted to warn my princess of the dangers about loving her prince." Shawn said.

My face dropped a little," I know. That's why I don't take a moment for granted. You might not always love me, but please don't fake it. That's the worst thing that can happen."

I put my face in his chest as my eyes water. I remember Cameron. Yes, I used to date Cameron Dallas. He was just as good as Shawn until he faked that he loved me until I broke up with him.

Shawn lifted up my face. He knew what I was thinking about. "I would never do that to you," He said with a soft smile.

"I know," I said trying my best to hold back tears.

"Why are you crying, princess?" Shawn asked concerned.

I started to cry and couldn't stop," I don't want you to leave. It feels like I never see you and I want you here more than you will ever know. I cant handle being alone again. Do you know how scary that is?"

He started to panic. He had never known how I felt until now.

"Auburn it's okay I'm here," he said hugging me tight.

"I know…. I….know. It's just. I don't know if I can handle you being gone again. I never know what goes on during tour. I don't know and I will never know! I want to though. I want to be with you more than anything, but your family is the closest thing I've got. Your family is the closest thing to a family that I've known." I say crying more and more.

"Auburn please. I love you." Shawn said trying to make things okay.

"If you did you would stay. You wouldn't leave. I want you to do what you love and I want you to be happy, but I don't know if I'm willing to give up my happiness for yours. I love you a lot Shawn. I want to stay with you I really do, but is it worth the cost? Sometimes I wish you would be normal. Not my famous Shawn. MY SHAWN. The Shawn that can stay for longer than a week. The Shawn that writes songs with so many mistakes, but he doesn't care because no one will hear it except for me. I want that Shawn." I say.

"I WANT THAT SHAWN TOO," he yells," I want a normal life. I love doing the thing I love, but I love you and if you feel this way then I don't know what to do. I don't know if the price you're paying is worth it. I'm sorry you feel this way. I want to fix it I do. I want to fix you and your past, but I just can't. I just want to say I'm sorry and if you still feel this way then I will go on tour. I'll leave, but don't expect me to run into your apartment when I get home."

"Shawn I didn't mea-"

"I heard exactly what I wanted to hear." Shawn said as he packed his stuff.

"Shawn, I'm sorry I'm just upset." I said.

"I'm sure you were, but if this isnt worth it, then you should just leave." He said not even making eye contact with me.

It was 7:30. "Time to go to the airport," I said.

"Let's go," He answered putting on a fake smile.

I was regretting my idea to stay with his family, but I still went. I love his family. Shawn and I are just having a complicated time that's all. I reassured myself.

*****************after the flight*********************

His parents stood there waiting for us. Shawn saw them and his face lit up. He bolted to his parents while holding my hand.

"MOM! DAD!" He exclaimed.

They hugged him tight. They saw me and gave me a hug as well.

"Auburn! Heard you were staying with us! So glad you could!" They said.

" ! ! So good to see you!" I answered.

"Aaliyah is home right now," said.

"I missed her so much," Shawn said.

We got in the car and went to his house. I loved Toronto. It was always beautiful there.

We made it to his house. Shawn led me to the guest room to unpack.

He closed the door behind him and kissed me. I was surprised and flattered.

He wrapped his arms around my waist and pulled me closer.

We parted and he said," I'm sorry."

"For what?" I asked.

He kissed me again," Everything. For not being here. For leaving you all the time. For our fight. "

I slammed his lips on mine. That's all he needed to say. I understood.

"I love you Shawn Peter Raul Mendes." I whisper.

He smiled and kissed me more. He held me as close as he could until we finally stopped our makeout session

We made our way downstairs. We saw Aaliyah and Shawn ran to her and hugged her. He was so happy with her. They are sibling goals!

I love Aaliyah she's like the little sister I've never had. She is the sweetest girl in the world.

When Aaliyah and Shawn stopped hugging she saw me. She ran to me and almost tackled me when coming in for a hug.

We hugged for a while and then it was time for dinner.

We had some pasta (his family knew it was my favorite). "Thank you for letting me stay here while Shawn is on tour. It gets kinda lonely when he's gone."

"Wait. SHE'S STAYING?!" Aaliyah asked.

"Yes she is, and please Auburn consider this place home." answered.

"YES YES YES!" Aaliyah exclaimes.

I laughed and said," Thank you ."

He nodded and kept eating his pasta. "So tomorrow is my last day before tour. What do we wanna do?"

answered," You're mother and I are staying here, but you, Aaliyah, and Auburn can go somewhere."

"Why don't we go to the skating rink?" Aaliyah suggested.

"Uhhh I'm not the best with skating." I answered.

"We'll teach you," Shawn said with a wink.

We all soon went to bed and had a good night's rest. I felt like this was home. This was wayy better than my old home and family.

A/N: What is Auburn's past? How will she do with Shawn gone? Find out in the next chapter!