Author's Note: Another Rock Lee angst. This one has a bit of christian content in it, about Jesus still loving Lee. I warned you. Hypocrites, back off. I'm a christian, but I haven't really been acting that way too much lately. I'm not going to start shoving christianity down people's throats now, so nobody worry. Just respect this small display of religion, and I''l accept yours.
But mostly, it's Rock Lee angst. Yeaaaah.
Smile, my dead and empty soul
Everything's going dark and cold
We won't have to deal with this
The world will bade me hearty dismiss
Gai-sensei will no longer care
How can you teach someone who isn't there?
Sakura-Chan will no longer care
How can you love someone who isn't there?
They say all's fair in love and war
Well, Rock Lee, he's been keeping score
'Cause Sakura's an Uchiha now
Can Fate be crueler to me how?
And Gai-sensei doesn't make a sound
It's hard when you're six feet underground
Neji isn't there, I say
My teammate won't give me the time of day
Tenten's buried under some mound
She joined Gai-sensei underground
And Neji's not really all there
It's like he sees Tenten everywhere
In the clouds and in the trees
In the dirt and across the seas
So Neji doesn't really care
Because he's not all really there
So here I am, just by myself
Staring at vial on a basement shelf
Skull, crossbones on the label I see
My one-way ticket to ecstasy
Because beer won't help, and whiskey burns
And clouded senses Sake incurs
See, this stuff is my last way out
Making no stops on my very last route
I pop the top and hunker down
A brilliant smile instead of a frown
Detached, I hear a mourning dove
It's lament is a strangesort of lastlove
Kiss me, Sakura, one more time
Before you hear my funeral bells chime
But of course that won't happen, my Sakura-Chan
You've your Sasuke to love, and his child to have
Hug me, Gai-sensei, one last time
Before I join you on the other side
But of course that won't happen, 'cause you're waiting for me
On the other side of a crimson sea
Defeat me, Neji, one last time
To remind me I'm human, and one of your kind
But of course that won't happen, lost rival, San
You're too busy looking for Tenten-Chan
And I tip the bottle of my last resort
And I chug and I swallow, I choke and I snort
And my soul is empty, depraved of love
Reverberating cries of a mourning dove
But I'll meet you all later on the other side
The place where God's people go when they die
Because Jesus still loves me, in this forsaken world
It's not his fault this happened, as my fingers curl
But my soul is still empty, and I'm missing a heart
And that wound so pains me because it'll sting and smart
God's love alone is still not enough
To keep me still bonded to this existence so rough
My last resort burns it's way down my throat
Stinging like peppers in a choking red coat
Losing my bearing, lean back on the wall
And in the depths of my mind I hear lost loved ones call
Now smile, my dead and empty soul
Because everything's going all dark and cold
A/N: Ah, review?
