Disclaimer: Do I have to do this every chapter? Sigh, I don't own charmed.
SUMMARY:
So fragile. If you touch him, he might break. Chris doesn't know how to stop the overflowing dam of emotions he's held back since he came to the past. Said dam broke when piper kicked him out. Wyatt takes this to his advantage, sending an evil Bianca back to the past to break Chris' glass heart.
CHAPTER 1- Just Go Chris
"Just go Chris, we never want to see you again." Piper, his own mother's words echoed through his mind.
'Good job stupid. You're such an idiot, why can't you do ANYTHING right?' He silently chastised… for the fiftieth time.
'Okay stupid, Wyatt is still susceptible to evil so mission is FAR from accomplished. Get out of your stupid self-pity parade and do something helpful for once.' It was easier to focus when he was constantly telling himself off but it was just so hard knowing that his future family hated him so much they were willing to give up his "abilities" and help for their precious "only son" just to be rid of him.
What was wrong with him? Why did this hurt so much? Chris could take almost any type of physical or psychological torture and deal with it without batting an eyelash. Why did this feel like some unknown darkness was wrapping around his heart and slowly, agonizingly crushing it.
Yeah everyone had heard that whole, 'don't bottle things up and hold them inside' mantra from some shrink down the road sometime… yet it sure beat feeling them completely anytime. Especially when you had experienced more pain than any person should go to in a lifetime. But this time… was… different. He could not hide behind any of his usual facades, he could not laugh it off and he could not suppress it. Not while the dam he had shoved every hateful word directed at him was broken ad the suppressed pain was threatening to overcome him.
Chris tried to dull his senses and urge the familiar feeling of cold, steel impassiveness to flood through him, but it wouldn't. In fact as Chris came to a firm resolve, his countenance changed to the exact opposite of what he'd been aiming for. He felt cold fury. Angry red emotion that shook the ground. T he trees nearby swayed in the wind. Realizing he upset he created Chris orbed, still rage burning in his eyes.
Moments later the sun reappeared from behind clouds that had suddenly appeared and the trees no longer gave off the impression that they were trying to uproot themselves. Miles below in the underworld, a young man whose heart and soul were consumed by anger and built up rage vanquished every demon in sight. With every horrid scream his victims made he wanted to believe that these demons were to blame for his emotions that were trying to execute each other. Yet he knew that all along, every bump, every ounce of pain he was feeling, he had caused himself. It was nobody's fault but his own and that was why he was so mad.
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"Yes, finally, waiting for this has certainly been… tedious." Wyatt Halliwell smiled a cruel sadistic smile to his new "lover" as he turned his head away from the glass scrying pedestal that showed his brother's predicament.
"Chris is so self-degrading, it's actually quite funny. God knows he holds his emotions inside and blames himself for well, everything. You will finally get your revenge I know you've been thirsting for…"
The blond man stood and sauntered over towards his drop dead gorgeous girlfriend. He wrapped his arms around her waist, their faces inches away. "And I… can finally… teach… him a… lesson… or… two." Wyatt punctuated every other word with a kiss.
"Oh, Chris would just die if he could see us now… actually that's a pretty good idea…" the evil twice-blessed breathed.
"Yes, I'd love to see his reaction. And then I could tell him the truth, how I never loved him. Ha, that would just break. His. Heart." The girl giggled as cruelly as her intentions.
"Bianca, love, it's so hot when you talk like that." He paused as she kissed him, "We'd better go initiate our plan…"
There was disappointment obvious on both parts.
Yet Wyatt revved up the time portal.
"Watch out Chrissy" He smirked
"This will bee too much fun" Bianca's smirk matched his.
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He'd lost everything, yet he was still foolish enough to have hope. Chris twisted the small diamond ring that hung from a chain around his neck.
"This will remind you why we're doing this." Her voice echoed. So clean and beautiful.
"Haven't we been here before?" No, why did his mind have to drift to that? The image of her body impaled through that wooden stick… she did it to save him. Oh God, it was his fault she was dead… why hadn't he done something? It haunted his waking nightmares, those images… and on the rare occasions which he chose to sleep, those images haunted his actual nightmares, along with many other things that he'd rather not divulge on…
But if he changed the future… maybe, just maybe she'd be alive.
Chris sighed and sat up brushing his hand along the fine marble that was for now at least their spot… it was unbroken. It was beautiful.
Suddenly as if whatever deity lay up in the sky actually listened to his prayers (which he did not actually have…) A woman shimmered in.
No wait, it couldn't be her… it just couldn't…
"How did I know you'd be here?" She said playfully.
Chris then uttered the only words he could think of….
"What… the Hell?" How's that for an ideal reuinion?
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Lotsa love,
Kaid
