So this i my first story;)3
Okai, so Severus has a daughter named Naomi, and he had her with Lily. But when Naomi was four, Lily left Severus for James Potter, which they already had a baby together named Harry. So now Severus lives with Namoi and himself. It is Naomi's first year at Hogwarts and she becomes friends with Harry, which Severus despises very much. What will Severus do? And how will he tell Naomi about her mother, how she died, and how she is related to Harry?
On ward readers XD
As Severus awoke to the bright sunlight coming through the dark curtains, allowing the white walls to look an off colour of dark brown, he gave a yawn of tiredness and turned over slowly to get a sight of his wife Lily like he always did, with her usual messy morning brunette hair.
But this morning was definitely different, because when he turned to see his beloved wife lying next to him, all he saw was air and sun rays coming from the sides of the curtains. He then focused on a small piece of parchment neatly lying on her pillow where her head always laid.
Severus slowly made an effort to close his hand around the paper, most definitely believing that it would tell him that Lily went out to do morning errands and brought their daughter Naomi.
When he gave a first glanced at the parchment, he began to treble, his hands starting to shake the paper and the rest of his body shaking the bed with a sudden feeling of deep loathing and depression.
He slowly read the parchment four more times until it finally sank in.
Dear my loving Severus,
My time has come to tell you the truth. There is another man that I have known since our first year in Hogwarts, and his name is James Potter. I have made a terrible mistake four or five years ago when I meet him in the Three Broom Sticks for the first time since our seventh year. I had an affair that night with him, and i ended up getting pregnant had having a baby with him, now being Naomi's age. I am sorry I could not have told this to you earlier or in person, but I was afraid that our conversation would go horribly wrong. I wish that I can tell you that I would want to take that night back, but cannot. I have fallen in love with James and I feel a love that is stronger then what we had. I have left you with Naomi so please take excellent care of her and I beg of you, do not take out any of your hatred that you have towards me out on her. I feel that it would be the best that Naomi and my child never meet because it would be a harsh story to explain. I'm sorry that our love had to end like this Severus, but I know that I will always have a spot in my heart for you, Severus Snape. I wish you luck for the rest of your life to come and hope that you raise Naomi to become the best daughter of yours she can become.
Your once love,
Lily Potter
Severus wanted to believe with his life that this was a simple joke, where Lily would burst into the bedroom and tell him that she loved him and would never really say something like that. He knew that that wouldn't even happen in his wildest dreams, and that he was now left with no wife and left to raise his four year old Naomi on his own with little help from his Headmaster Dumbledore from the school Hogwarts of Witchcraft and Wizardry.
He had absolutely nothing to say that would express his sudden loathing for Lily and depression for how he would now be alone. He also realized that Lily had just ruined Naomi's life, because when she became old enough to understand that Severus is the only one watching over her, he would have to break the truth to her, and he didn't have the wildest idea on how to do that.
As the sound of Naomi's high girlish voice came through the door, Severus began to feel the deep loathing of power over the depression. He began to swear on the top of his voice any word that came to mind. After about a minute he realized that it wasn't helping his situation, so he sulkily got out of bed and moved towards the door.
When he walked across the hall and into Naomi's room, he tried to force a smile her way but failed miserably.
'What's wrong daddy? You don' look too good,' spoke Naomi as she stood up in her crib and waited for Severus to pick her up.
"I'm alright Nomi," mumbled Severus as he lifted her onto the floor.
Naomi began to make an attempt to hug him as he put her down, but ended up hugging his legs.
"I-I-I wanna have an Englis' muffin daddy, and some pumpkin juic',' announced Naomi as she followed Severus to the small kitchen.
Severus drew his wand out from his pocketed night shirt and with a flick of his wand Naomi's breakfast order was served on the rickety table.
'Thanks daddy. Where di' mummy go?' Naomi asked before taking a bit of her English muffin.
"Er—she had to go see a friend—err—they weren't feeling too good, ended up in St. Mungo's," said Severus quickly, trying to make up a story that would sound close to true.
