Title: Breathe Me

Author: Aerynv

Rating: i don't know???

Summary: Cordelia alone with her thoughts after Rain of Fire.

Disclaimer: None of this is mine if it was Angel wouldn't have ended the way it : Let me know

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A/N: Listen to Breathe Me by Sia when you read this song. It's just awesome to listen when you read fics set in this type of mood. And I would also like to thank CydneStorm, Thank you

What the hell is wrong with me?

Have I lost my mind?

Will Angel find out?

Will Connor understand why this can't happen again?

Is Connor really the naive boy he claims to be?

Will I be able to wash away the feeling of his hands? His smell? His memory?

Will I be able to live with myself?

Will I have the strength to tell Angel?

Would he forgive me?

Would he understand?

Do I understand?

Will Angel tell the others?

Will they hate me?

Have I ruined everything?

Have I finally broken Angel?

Am I another name on Angel's list of heartache?

Will I ever be able to look at myself without cringing?

Will things get better?

Will I get better?

I'm so did I get so lost?

I'm falling apart along with the world.

There is nothing I can do to stop this.

How did this happen?

Who will save me?