A/N Hey guys :) This is my first fanfic and about my favourite couple Hitsuhina besides Ichiruki :) Toshi and Momo are just so cute together *_* Anyway,English isn't my first language,so please inform me if I make mistakes :)
Disclaimer : I don't own bleach :(.The guy who owns it is Tite man,but I own Aimi Kobayashi. It may seems strange,but I always imagine myself in the animes I watch thatp's why I made her,even if her character doesn't match mine much,but I always imagine myself different in them^^. I would love to write my own italien name,but it would be strange :/
Before I start the story I tell you something about Aimi,so you can fully unterstand the story and don't get has long blonde-brown hair and brown Zapankuto's Name is Ayaka (Colorful Flower).Her Shikai release command: Sekai o terasu (Light up the world). After Toshirō,she is Momo's best friend since the academy,but she still truts Shiro-chan more. She is close friends with Izuru and Kira, is the 3rd seat officer of the 5th division.
Well,that's it for now .Enjoy the chapter :)
"Speaking", "Thinking" ,Flashback , "speaking in Flashback's"
~Chapter One : Painful truth~
It was a beautiful,sunny day in Soul Society. Every Shinigami has their hands full of unnecessary tasks,which brings disappointed groans from everyone. Among them there is a young Soul Reaper who is very strict,when it comes to paperwork .It is none other than our beloved 10th division taichou Toshirō Hitsugaya who is sitting in his office doing paperwork. He's actually relieved to have so much work, so he can finally get distracted from thinking of the most horrible day in his entire life.
"Here we go again. Now I'm thinking about it AGAIN! How am I supposed to concentrate,now?" Hitsugaya sighed and leaned back in his chair, tired and with haunted,sorrowful eyes. This day began really terrible. This morning he awoke with a start. His face as pale as a ghost and sweat ran down his tempels. Tears were streaming down his face and his hands were cleanched into tight fists,gripping his bed sheets. The cause of his state was a dream he has everynight. Well, more a nightmare than a dream. Somehow Toshiro was unable to forget his best friend's face when he stabbed her in the chest, during the war with Aizen. The moment he saw her hanging in the middle of his sword,he swears he could hear his heart shattering. After he got up and prepared himself for the day he went straight to his office, where he found his lazy fukutaichou sleeping on the couch. Like always. And like always she didn't began doing her paperwork. So he ended up screaming at her to leave his office and she naturally ran away without another word, which brings him in the position he's right now.
Another sigh escaped the mouth of the young podigy child. How he ended up with a fukutaichou like Matsumoto was beyond him, but she was a trustworthy and caring friend, which he appreciates. Matsumoto had helped him to accept Momo's death. She died ,in one week, exactly siteen one year ago and he missed her dearly. The first few months were hell for him. He was a mess. Luckily, his fukutaichou pulled him together and began to live normally. However, even after one year , the pain in his chest was unbearable, but he eventually got used to it. His memory of his beloved friend is all he has now. The only regret he has is not telling her how he felt about her, when she confessed to him the day she died. He still could cleary remember that fateful day.
Flashback : Rain descended from the sky, thunders could be heard in the distance and the wind swept over the streets of Soul Society. Seireitei,the heart of Soul Society, is the most affected. After all the 13 divisions were placed there. All,except the 4th division, were totally ruined. Nobody seemed to care, were all relieved that Aizen was dead. Even if so many were happy that the war was over. Toshirō Hitsugaya wasn't happy at all. It had passend one week, since his childhood friend was in a coma. He felt so guilty and horrible that his body might have burst from all these negativ emotions inside him. Everyday he would go to her room in the 4th Division and talk to her,begging her to wake up.
But she never did.
So Toshirō continued to hope. This evening ,he could tell, was different. He was sent immediately to Unohana-taichou. Her lieutenant Isane Kotetsu appeared in his office and informed him that Unohana wanted to speak to him. So Toshirō, the genius he is, knew that it must concern Hinamori and went in search for the medical taichou. Once he found her, she led him into Hinamori's room. He wasn't prepared for what he found. There in the bed was his beautiful childhood friend. Her hair was messy and her face pale, but in contrast she had rosy cheeks. To him, she never looked more beautiful.
But the most important thing...
"Shiro-chan."
Her eyes were open.
HER eyes were OPEN.
He was never so relieved before in his life. He was so happy that he ran to her and embraced her tightly,but also gently. " ! I was so worried about you. How are you feeling? Do you need some-" "Wait...Hitsugaya-kun...I need to tell you something important, before it's too late" Replied Hinamori quickly. Hitsugaya let go of her and looked worriedly at Momo. Soon a frown appeared in his face. "What do you mean,before it's to-" Again, he was interrupted by Momo placing a finger in his lips. "Please, Shiro-chan! Please hear me out!" He was so distracted by her desperate voice that he didn't noticed her calling him by bis chlidish nickname. Instead he noded. Once she saw the nod, Momo removed her finger from his lips. She took his hand and began speaking. " I know I did terrible things in the past." Hitsugya opened his mouth to object ,but Momo held her hand up. Showing him to be quiet and continued. "I did. I believed an traitor, attacked Kira-kun and I attaked even my best friend. You ! I still believed that he was good and dind't notice what a horrible monster he actually was. I caused you so much pain, I feel like dying from the guilt. And for that I beg you to forgive me." Tears filled her eyes and were ready to spill out ,when she looked up at him. " You were always so good to me and helped me out wherever you could. You were always there for me and I feel ashamed that couldn't repay this favor." Now the tears were falling, which broke Hitsugaya's heart. He reached down and wiped her tears from her cheeks with his thumbs. Momo smiled at him. " Because of that you became the most important person in my life and I don't know if you feel the same way ,but-" Suddenly Momo began to cough uncntrollably and the heart monitor, she was attached to, sped up. Knowing what that meant Hitsugaya began panicking. "MOMO !" He screamed desperately. Just then Momo began speaking again. Her breathing was fast an her chest hurt deeply with every breath she took,but she was determined to tell him what she wanted to tell him in the first Palace.
"-I love you."
That said ,she closed her eyes and took her last breath. In that moment you coul hear a regular noise and the heart monitor showed a flat red line. Hitsugaya's eyes widened painfully and he screamed. His voice full of sorrow and loss.
"MOMOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOO"
Toshirō's eyes snapped open. He would always remember this day. The day she had confessed to him and the day she had died. And he couldn't tell her that he loved her, too and still does. And alway would. Dedicating his attention to his paperwork once again, he noticed that a few of his sheets wet were. Having a suspicion, he brought a hand up to his face. His suspicion was was crying. Sighing, he dried his tears. Normally, he hated showing weakness, but in this situation he couldn't really care. This tears were for Momo and as long as no one else saw him like this, everything was okay.
'Knock knock'
"Permission to enter" said Hitsugaya. The door opened and one of his subordinate entered. " Hitsugaya-taichou. Sorry for disturbing you, but Yamamoto-soutaicho ordered you to see him immediately." Hitsugaya noded. "Very well. Thank you for informing me. You are dismissed." "Hai." Replied the subordinate and left his office. Hitsugaya put on his sandals and captain's haori and left for his destination. On the way there, he spotted his lieutenant with a sake bottle in one hand. A vein popped in his forehad. "MATSUMOTOOOOOOOOOOOO"
Notacing that she has been found, Matsumoto turned around and waved to him. A grin on her face. "TAICHOU . What are you doing here? Aren't you supposed to do paperwork?" Hitsugaya shot her an icy glare. "Hnnn...I should have asked YOU that question. Anyway, I'm heading to the 1st division. Yamamoto-soutachou wanted to See me. That means you're respnsible for our division in the meantime I am away. Understood?" "Hai, taichou." . With that Hitsugaya left.
Arrived in the first division, he knocked on the old man's door. After having permission, he entered the office.
"Ahhh...Hitsugaya-taichou. Please take a seat. I have serious matters to discuss with you" Noding, Hitsugya sat on a chair, across from the Soutaichou. "What is the matter you wanted to discuss with me?" " We were informed that Hollows appeared in the living world. Specificly in Karakura town. I want you to go there and find the cause of the misteriously appearance of these Hollows. Therefor you will bring bring 3rd seat Kobayashi Aimi, fukutaichou Abari Reji and fukutaichou Kira Izuru with you. Your Mission will Start tomorrow morning. You are dismissed." Hitsugaya stood up and bowed to the soutaichou.
Leaving the first division, he went in search for the people who were assigned to go with him. Izuru he could tolorate, but he knew he couldn't say the same things for Kobayashi and Abarai. Hopefully, the mission won't end up as a disaster.
Then again, with these two everything was possible.
A/N : Doneeeeeeeeee :) Finally I finished my first chapter. I'm so happy xD However I know that Toshi-kun was OOC, but I will try to make it right :) Please review and tell me what you think...you can also make suggestions on what I can improve :)
Ja-ne minna-san
