Fifty Shades of Loss
Chapter 1 – Bad Memorys
APOV
I can't believe what I'm doing, am I stupid. I'm so scared, I don't want to do this alone, and I've just convinced Christian I'm leaving him and now I'm walking into a trap. I can't believe that I've convinced him I'm taking his unborn baby and actually leaving him. How could he be so stupid I love him with all my heart and I feel like I've lost him. But I have no choice Mia is in danger and I need to protect her, Christian would never forgive me if I let anything happen to his baby sister. This is so fucked up, I'm pregnant and I want my baby I just wished Christian did too. I hope he can forgive me for what I've done. My mind keeps going over the note I left Christian at the bank. I hope he gets it. He has to get it, if I know Christian he'll go to the bank. He has to.
Christian.
I'm sorry about everything that has happened. I never meant to make you feel like I was forcing you into becoming a father if I had a choice I would have waited longer but despite what you might think I did not do this. It wasn't my fault and it hurts that you think that. I've decided that I'm going to keep our baby because I love him/her with all my heart because I have a piece of you inside me growing, and I'm proud of that. I'm also sorry because I've don't something very reckless but I had no choice I'm writing this minutes after telling you that I've left you and taking money to start a new life without you. It's NOT true, I'm sorry. Jack hyde has mia he kidnapped her and taken her hostage and is blackmailing me with her life. I have no choice. I have to save her. I hope you get this letter Christian I need you! I'm scared. If something happens to me know I'm so sorry for everything and that I will always love you. You have my heart for forever and always
Your Anastasia xxxxx
We arrive in a dull scary warehouse I can see a little office at the back then I him, I see jack.
"Get out of the car"
"Please don't hurt me" I beg her
"I'm sorry, just get out of the car" She says painfully
I get out of the car and walk towards jack, "where is she? Where's mia?" I demand
I feel a sharp pain across my face and I fall to the ground hitting me face on the concrete "shut up bitch" he spits at me.
No. This can't be happening. "I got the money for you it's in the car, Please, Just let us go"
"I said shut up" he kicks me right in the stomach. No. Please god no. my baby.
I go dizzy not quite knowing what's going on. I hear him talk to Elizabeth she confirms what I told him he has the money.
"You're not very smart dear sweet Anastasia. You actually thought I'd let you go once I got the money. Your mine!" he taunts me
"Please" I beg him
"I may be able to make a deal. You stay here I'll let mia go. You don't she dies"
"No" I start to cry "Please"
"What will it be Anastasia? Your time is running out" "5…4...3…2.."
"OKAY!" I scream "okay I'll stay"
"Elizabeth! Take the grey sister dump her somewhere they'll find her" he demands.
"It's time me and you spend some alone time" he just smirks at me.
Hyde handcuffs my hands round my back and I watch as he carries mia to the car. He close the door and Elizabeth drives away. She's going to be okay.
"I'm going to fuck you so hard you're not going to remember that grey. You'll be mine you hear me" "YOU HEAR ME!" he spits at me.
"I'll never be yours ever, I'll always be his. Always. There's nothing you can do to change that." I spit back.
With that he grabs my hair and pulls me along the concrete, I feel the burn of my skin getting torn away. Once he's got me where he wants me he get on top of me and starts to kiss me I bite him I can taste his blood in my mouth it makes me sick. He punches me in the face then jumps of me and starts to kick me I feel my hand pulling free from the handcuffs it's so painful but I need to protect my baby. When my hands free I reach for leias gun that's in my waistband and I shoot him in the knee his screams out in agony and fall to the ground I can't keep my eyes open any longer. I can feel them close but jacks still alive. No. this is it. All of a sudden I hear tyres screeching and I hear Christian call out my name, I'm safe. Finally. Then I wake up.
I was undecided on this plot I feels its been over done but hopefully this is abit different. leave any feedback you have I would appreciate it thank you
xxPJxx
