Yes, I've started a new story. Back in January, I (being smart) thought ahead to the importance of today...Today, is my wifey, TotallyObsessed82's birthday, and so in honour of her, I have wrote this little story. I hope you like it Shawna. I love you more than you will know!
I will update every 10 days until the chapters I have already written run out...and then, I will try update at least every two weeks.
A big thank you to my beta MrsKatyCullen, and my pre-reader Miracle1901. Thank you to everyone who gave me the confidence to get this onto paper.
WARNING: This contains very adult situations. If taken off down, it will be found on The Writers Coffee Shop and Twilighted.
Lastly, I do not own anything to do with Twilight.
HAPPY BIRTHDAY WIFEY! I love you!
Prologue: Ignorance
Ignorance: the state or fact of being ignorant; lack of knowledge, learning, information, etc. The condition of being uneducated, unaware, or uninformed.
Sometimes, remaining unaware of certain things can be better, the more sensible idea. Maybe if I'd just walked away from Edward Cullen that first day and forgot everything, I wouldn't be here right now. Maybe if I hadn't been so upset that day, and I hadn't told Jasper everything. Maybe if I wasn't so broken, maybe if they weren't dead, maybe if I didn't care.
But I did care. I cared a hell of a lot too much. I cared so much...that I was actually considering this option. I cared too much for Edward, for our almost kisses, which I still didn't understand. I loved his protectiveness, and his seemingly constant need to make sure I was okay.
Jasper was...different. It was wrong, so wrong, but I couldn't help it. Every time his dark eyes burned into mine, I felt goose bumps appear on my skin. Every small touch did things to my body that I'd never felt before. And now he was offering me this.
It was an offer I couldn't refuse.
But what about Edward? My mind whispered to me. I frowned, and glanced over to where he stood, eyes glaring holes into the back of Jasper's chest. I couldn't understand why he was so unhappy with me doing this. It had helped him, so why couldn't it help me too?
As if reading my thoughts, Jasper spoke up.
"I promise you, Bella, this will help. It will help you cope. It's helped others." He reached out and placed his hand gently on top of mine. Edward made a heart stopping stuttering growl, but didn't say anything. When I looked back up at him, his face was black, completely lifeless. His eyes looked back at me, hollow and empty. My heart hurt when I saw him, breaking into pieces...again.
"Isabella," Jasper said, walking over to his desk and picking something up. "I have some information you may like to read, about what it is we do here, your contract and such...read it, and then you can decide what you want to do. I would never force you to do anything," Jasper told me calmly, holding out a large folder. I stumbled over to him, yanking my hands from Edward and taking the folder.
"If you want this, be here on Saturday night, at seven sharp. You'll know what to do."
I nodded slowly, and turned and walked from the room, leaving the two men I had to chose between behind. Silently, I wondered what my life would be like now, if I had remained completely...ignorant.
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