Disclaimer: I do not own JTHM, nor do I own the song. Birthday By: The Cruxshadows.

He opened his eyes after a long night... He had slept again. Maybe it was because his body couldn't take it anymore or that he cried. Misery set in as he lay there, today was a day he never wanted to face. He started to wish he had just slept longer.

Roll out of the bed
Look in the mirror
And wonder who you are
Another year is come and gone

He walked out into the cold abyss of his living room, staring sadly at everything. Today he wasn't sure what was what, he didn't even know himself. He stared blankly at the room, expecting answers. Nothing but silence settled in the room. He went down into the basement, doubting anything could make him happy.

Today is your birthday
But it might be the last day of your life
What will you do if tomorrow is all gone?

He watched them carefully as they shook with fear. Beads of sweat forming on their brows and color flushing from their faces. He sighed and shrugged, shifting uncomfotably.

" I'm releasing you all. As far as your concerned, it was all a terrible nightmare." He announced loudly, as he untied them one-by-one.

You wont be young forever
Its only a fraction to the sum
You wont be young forever
Nor will anyone

He looked at them as the scattered, screaming and running. A few getting hurt or getting hit by cars. He sat on the roof of his home and looked at the sun as it set. Too much chaos had streamed together, he just wanted a normal life. He left his house and walked down the street, thinking about her.

So look at your life
Who you want to be before you die?
Look at your life
What you want to do?
Look at your life
Who you want to be before you die?
Look at your life
You havent gone forever

He ended up at the convienience store, looking through the glass. There she was with a giant brainfreezy cup, filling it to the brim with cherry brainfreezy. She had a wrapped up gift with a card and was finishing filling the cup. He frowned, she had found someone else. He wandered off again with little hope in his heart.

Then tell me what really matters
Is it the money and the fame
Or how many people might eventually know your name
But maybe you touch one life
And the world becomes a better place to be
Maybe you give their dreams another day
Another chance to be free

He went back home and saw little Squee sitting on his porch with a wad of newspaper and a faint smile on his face. He looked at the boy and squee stood up. Holding out the wad of newspaper, he took it.

" It took a lot of time to get this, I really hope you like it, Mr. Spooky man." Squee said and ran off.

He opened the wad and there laid a new knife blade. A blade to replace his old one that broke. He smiled and looked up to see Squee back. Squee gave his legs a hug and ran off again.

You wont be young forever
Its only a fraction to the sum
You wont be young forever
Nor will anyone

He went inside and saw her, Devi. She smiled, she still had the gift, card, and giant brainfreezy with two straws.

" Johnny, I miss you. I know what today is..." She handed him the gift and card.

The card held a love note, her apologising too. He opened the gift and it was an outfit, a red and black striped shirt, black frayed pants, and a brand new pair of boots. He stood in shock and looked at Devi, she hugged him tight.

" Now lets drink this brainfreezy up before it melts..." She said, smiling. The shared the drink and smiled at each other.

" Happy birthday, Nny." Devi whispered.

So look at your life
Who you want to be before you die?
Look at your life
What you want to do?
Look at your life
Who you want to be before you die?
Look into life
It all comes back to you


Happy Birthday, Happy Birthday