Through your eyes
There are many things that I see through your eyes, things that I would never have guessed would be there or what I would have looked for to see through my own eyes.
Through your eyes I see the fear that people have for you yet you do nothing about it, the exact opposite of what I would have done; like I did back then.
Through your eyes I see how a young shinobi grows and how the people around you stick with you. How you have demolished their fear towards you and through your eyes I have seen that change, I have seen their respect for you soar from being absolutely nothing to being almost everything; may be not all of them have changed but the ones that mean something to you at least have.
I can see a love for you in others eyes that I myself have never felt or had directed towards me after I left my family.
Sometimes kid you annoy me and I start to try and find a way to break that seal, but I know it will never happen without your help.
However very occasionally I am impressed at how far you have come over the years.
Together we get done what is asked of us and we can work well together, not that I always want to, too much effort to try to help you all the time.
At times I miss the time when you would drag out parts of me without realising but now you have to consciously ask or make that decision, which to be fair kid just takes up time and annoys me when I hear your debate over asking me or not.
Through your eyes I have seen the same piece of land that I had once seen from a different perspective, I have seen it from the ground up this time and it makes me understand what I was missing out on before, though I wish that those pestering birds would just disappear even now they tick me off.
Through your eyes there is a new world to be seen and old friends to find and loose again.
I can finally see the end of me, I had never contemplated it before, but now there will be an end to me at some point, it is inevitable. In some ways I wish that I would never have to end but in others it is nice to know I will be able to rest sooner rather than later.
Kid, I admire you, not that you will be finding that out any time soon, you are stronger than I ever was. I may have been big and acted tough but that was the only way to survive. If I had ever had to go up against you I would have been put in a far worse situation than the one I am now in.
I am happy to share my power with you because you deserve it, and well what can I say if it saves me for a bit longer too it won't hurt, I'm not complaining.
Through your eyes I see what you see; may be in a more cynical light but that's what happens when you have been a pessimist all your life, but I can not see what is in you, I can only feel that. That is what frustrates me the most and makes me wish I had been a bit faster that night or a little less willing to draw attention to myself.
Through your eyes I see the world anew but I wish that I could look in from the outside and see what you truly are because being stuck in here makes me realise I do not know you at all.
I pity you as I have never pitted anyone else before because I have been with you for so long now I know what a burden I am to carry around, I used to annoy myself too.
I hope that you do not despise me for what I am and I do wish that I could just take myself from your life because kid you have grown on me and I know it may sound weird but I do not want to harm you.
You made me realise what I had done in the past and made me see what I could have been, I was born into my life and there is no way I would never have been less destructive but I overdid it that one time.
Through your eyes is the only way that I can ever see, thank you for saving me.
A/N just a bit of drabble I wanted to write, thanks for reading, Kuroda
