Hey.

I replied to an email my friend sent me and it made me realize something. It may be insignificant to some readers, but it means something to me. I easily connected this to New Moon, so I hope you get it as well, because if you think about it it's strong. Enjoy!

Thanks.

Reagan-Roo


What's going on: Edward has left Bella (like in New Moon) and after 5 months Bella can't take it anymore. She left this note behind for her family and for Edward.

Bella's suicide note.

I'm sorry,

I don't want it

to be this way.

I tried to put my life

back,

together,

but my band-aids weren't strong enough to fix the likes of

you,

Edward Cullen,

I missed you so much.

Charlie, Renee,

I'm so sorry.

I don't know why I'm doing this except

I can't help it.

I didn't mean to do it but

I couldn't hold myself

together.

I needed bigger help than

you, than

anyone.

I tried, I

really

did.

But to all of you I just am trying to explain,

to

tell

you

that

my friend sent me an email,

even though I didn't reply.

I read the email through once.

Answer the questions as best you can using only

one

word,

it read.

I filled it out, I'll admit it.

I thought about every

single

answer,

each word

wantedtoflyFREE.

And I realized

how much TRUTH

and just the fact that

so much of your life

can be honestly told.

nothing held back.

telling all your secrets,

all your feelings, everything.

In

one

little

word,

you can tell someone all about you. About how you really feel inside.

And even though I didn't press send,

I realized how much I didn't like the truth and pain behind

every

one

of my one little word answers.


I hope you enjoyed considering i didn't proofread at all. PLEASE review, and don't forget to read my review rules off my profile before you do.

Thank you so much,

Reagan.



exact post:

"UPDATE: April 2nd, 2009. REAGAN-ROO'S RULES FOR REVIEWING!

Hey!

My computer's been crappy and only let me R&R, but now that I can update I'm posting my R4R's (Rules4Reviewing)!

1: First, I DON'T accept FLAMES! I am not kerosene, I don't enjoy fire. Sorry if you hate my stories, or me in general, but bAcK oFf!!

2: I accept only CONSTRUCTIVE CRITICISM! In other words, you kindly tell me what you like and aLsO what you think I need to work on.

3: It only takes about 10 seconds to click that button and type "=D" or "=p" so DO IT! I looooove feedback, which means I love my reviewers!

Not too complex, eh? Thank you for reading, I'm gonna go type as fast as I can.

Hugs,

REAGAN."