Hey.
I replied to an email my friend sent me and it made me realize something. It may be insignificant to some readers, but it means something to me. I easily connected this to New Moon, so I hope you get it as well, because if you think about it it's strong. Enjoy!
Thanks.
Reagan-Roo
What's going on: Edward has left Bella (like in New Moon) and after 5 months Bella can't take it anymore. She left this note behind for her family and for Edward.
Bella's suicide note.
I'm sorry,
I don't want it
to be this way.
I tried to put my life
back,
together,
but my band-aids weren't strong enough to fix the likes of
you,
Edward Cullen,
I missed you so much.
Charlie, Renee,
I'm so sorry.
I don't know why I'm doing this except
I can't help it.
I didn't mean to do it but
I couldn't hold myself
together.
I needed bigger help than
you, than
anyone.
I tried, I
really
did.
But to all of you I just am trying to explain,
to
tell
you
that
my friend sent me an email,
even though I didn't reply.
I read the email through once.
Answer the questions as best you can using only
one
word,
it read.
I filled it out, I'll admit it.
I thought about every
single
answer,
each word
wantedtoflyFREE.
And I realized
how much TRUTH
and just the fact that
so much of your life
can be honestly told.
nothing held back.
telling all your secrets,
all your feelings, everything.
In
one
little
word,
you can tell someone all about you. About how you really feel inside.
And even though I didn't press send,
I realized how much I didn't like the truth and pain behind
every
one
of my one little word answers.
I hope you enjoyed considering i didn't proofread at all. PLEASE review, and don't forget to read my review rules off my profile before you do.
Thank you so much,
Reagan.
exact post:
"UPDATE: April 2nd, 2009. REAGAN-ROO'S RULES FOR REVIEWING!
Hey!
My computer's been crappy and only let me R&R, but now that I can update I'm posting my R4R's (Rules4Reviewing)!
1: First, I DON'T accept FLAMES! I am not kerosene, I don't enjoy fire. Sorry if you hate my stories, or me in general, but bAcK oFf!!
2: I accept only CONSTRUCTIVE CRITICISM! In other words, you kindly tell me what you like and aLsO what you think I need to work on.
3: It only takes about 10 seconds to click that button and type "=D" or "=p" so DO IT! I looooove feedback, which means I love my reviewers!
Not too complex, eh? Thank you for reading, I'm gonna go type as fast as I can.
Hugs,
REAGAN."
