Hi everyone this is my new story hopefully you all enjoy and review. Oh and

Glee and its characters do not belong to me but to Ryan Murphy.

"I took the stars from my eyes and I made a map I knew that somehow I could find my way back, then I heard your heart beating and you where in the darkness too so I stayed in the darkness with you."

Quinn POV:

"Rachel wait just listen to me first! Please just don't go, can we just please talk don't walk away now!" I had been screaming these same words over and over again but it seemed she wasn't listening; I was starting to sound like a broken record, not knowing how long I could keep this up. But I knew I couldn't give up no matter what.

I didn't know how we got here so fast, but I wasn't surprised either, it seemed part of me to always expect the worst. Never from Rachel but from myself, no matter how good things where or how hard I tried to remain positive, I always seemed to linger in the dark.

Things had been almost perfect, we had found this rhythm where everything just went so well together, never having to be around each other all the time but also finding comfort in knowing that part of ourselves where intertwined in such a way that we could find each other in a room full of people.

Running my hands through my hair I watched as you began packing more of your stuff in a suitcase, this moment had become one of the most painful moments of my life and I didn't know how I could fix it, or better yet how we got to this moment. Just last week we had been sitting on the couch in silence and enjoying each other's company, how fast things can change, how easily can we yearn for those simpler moments.

"Please Rachel let's just talk it out, this isn't how we should be working through this, you can't just throw in the towel, we made a promise a promise that no matter what neither of us would walk out!" At this point I was screaming my lungs out hoping she would see reason, hoping that my pleas wouldn't go unheard.

Slowly she stopped what she was doing but her back was still towards me, I couldn't see her eyes but I knew she had just as much tears as I did, then she began shaking and I knew for sure that she was crying. Quickly I rushed to her and held her tightly in my arms, louder her sobs got and the more my heart broke. How we got here I don't know but one thing I knew is we had to find a way out and all of this was my fault.

So hope you all enjoyed that intro chapter, been fighting with myself on what to write since I can't seem to finish all my other previous stories, but this is one I'll keep too for sure. Hope you all enjoy and review to let me know if your keen.