Maybe I just wasn't cut out to be a mother
Hearing those shrills
Those mournful cries - most definitely not human
You are my son
But seeing this
Hearing this
Am I justified in calling you such?
I can't shred this guilt inside of me
Knowing that I created you
A terrible being
A…
A monster
But then why do I still love you?
Why must these feelings torment me so?
I watch you be taken away
And scream
Endless thoughts filling my head
Rage
Relief
Anger
Serenity
Hate
Love
Wondering if I was ever fit
To be a mother
Your mother
