To Speak My Mind

By: Jess



Feel the need to speak my mind

And then I think of what they would say

And then I realize that I don't care if I am accepted by them

I don't need them to tell me how to be me

Because that's what I am just me nothing more nothing less

I am me

All I need is me

That's all I've ever needed

But who knows this my have some good come of it after all

Then I think back to times before

And then I wonder if it's worth the risk

But then I look at him

I and I know it is

But how do

But how do I tell him all of them

But how do I speak my mind

How do I tell him how I feel?

How but what if they laugh

Then I'll be crushed

Put your heart on the line

And then well then you do not only control your destiny

But the others that you care for do

Or is it the other way around

If you don't risk every thing for love

Will the others you don't trust choose your destiny for you?

And then you have no control over what happens

But, but it's so hard to let them know

So hard to just trust

It hasn't always been this way

It was easy to trust when you don't know better

And then you lose all faith in people

When the one you trust the most really doesn't love you or even care

But then I look in his eyes

And see nothing but love

Then I know that

I can speak my mind

Tell him that I love him heart and soul

It's hard to speak your mind

But in the end if your love is true

They will know

And when I finally speak my mind

Its me reassuring my self what they have always known