Here is my sequal to "I Will Be" or at least the first chapter. It's been too long, I know, but hopefully you'll like it. Thanks! Oh chapter inspired by the song Twilight by Vanessa Carlton.
Bella POV
I felt that Edward deserved a final goodbye. After all, we had been very close at one point. I wanted to make sure he knew how much he changed me by letting me into his life. We were meeting in the clearing. I didn't want Jake to come. He had just gotten over his amnesia and this was something I had to do by myself. However, I did allow Seth to be my guardian wolf. Alice was alos going to come.
I had arrived at the clearing and saw he was waiting for me. The sun was shining brilliantly today and I could see the shimmer of his skin.
"Bella."
"Hello, Edward."
"Why did you need to do this?"
He seemed so sad, so hurt and I hated that this was the way it had to be.
"I wanted you to know how much you meant to me. And how much you changed me. I will always be your friend, Edward, know that."
"Bella..."
He looked so tortured but I had to do this.
"Before you, I was normal. But you came into my life, even against your better judgement, and woke me up from the common life I was living. And I always thought I knew how the world worked, but, because of you, I see so differently. Nothing will be looked at in the same light as it was before. You once told me that twilight was the safest time but also the saddest. I think it's the most wonderful. And because of you, I have seen twilight. I use to just want to blend in and take things as they came. But, you taught me that I had the power to change things."
"Yes...well, that lesson you took to heart. You're with...the mu-Jacob now..."
"Yes, the sun shined through and pushed away all the clouds of gloom you left behind. But, that's really besides the point, Edward. I can't believe I never knew the truth about what was out there. But, by looking in your eyes, I knew you had something to reviel to me. Something that would cause me to cease being normal."
"You were never normal, Bella. And I do regret bringing you into this life sometimes."
He wasn't making this any easier.
"I know...all I am saying is that if I had never met you, I wouldn't be the person I am now. Thank you."
"You are welcome..."
"Seth, I am ready. Goodbye Alice, Edward."
Alice gave me a hug and I got on Seth's back.
With that, I was gone forever from Edward Cullen's love life.
Hope you liked it. If there are any gramatical or spelling mistakes I am sorry. I am not using a program, just typing on the site. Review please? Oh here are the lyrics to the song.
I was stained, with a role, in a day not my own
But as you walked into my life you showed what needed to be shown
And I always knew, what was right I just didn't know that I might
Peel away and choose to see with such a different sight
[Chorus]
And I will never see the sky the same way and
I will learn to say good-bye to yesterday and
I will never cease to fly if held down and
I will always reach too high cause I've seen, cause I've seen, twilight
[Verse 2]
Never cared never wanted
Never sought to see what flaunted
So on purpose so in my face Couldn't see beyond my own place
And it was so easy not to behold what I could hold
But you taught me I could change Whatever came within these shallow days
[Chorus]
And I will never see the sky the same way and
I will learn to say good-bye to yesterday and
I will never cease to fly if held down and
I will always reach too high cause I've seen, cause I've seen
[Bridge]
As the sun shines through it pushes away and pushes ahead
It fills the warmth of blue and leaves a chill instead and
I didn't know that I could be so blind to all that is so real
But as illusion dies I see there is so much to be revealed
[Chorus]
And I will never see the sky the same way and
I will learn to say good-bye to yesterday and
I will never cease to fly if held down and
I will always reach too high cause I've seen, cause I've seen, twilight
[Verse 3]
I was stained, by a role, in a day not my own
But as you walked into my life you showed what needed to be shown
And I always knew, what was right
I just didn't know that I might
Peel away and choose to see with such a different sight
[Chorus]
And I will never see the sky the same way and
I will learn to say good-bye to yesterday and
I will never cease to fly if held down and
I will always reach too high cause I've seen, cause I've seen, twilight...
Vanessa Carlton Twilight
